Love Two Boundaries
51. Angrier

The condition of Hafiz is inversely proportional to the life of Ais, people say, if karma is always there. Not waiting long, at that time he tasted the results of his crazy work.

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Hafiz Vop

It has been three days of Dira undergoing treatment, after a massive surgery on the head. The impact of losing consciousness. Dira was declared a coma.

The day after Dira's accident, I actually started to realize my mistake by ignoring Ais in the apartment.

Although I had previously blamed Ais for what happened to Dira, but after my consciousness returned, I regretted it. My fault. This is my negative side, if there is an offending problem, I am not able to control explosive emotions. I've been trying to fight everything, but it's hard. I'm like a man of fidelity when it comes to something I love that isn't okay, or even going to leave me.

I don't want anything bad to happen to Dira, because all this time, he's been the reinforcement in living life.

With carelessness, I drove the car towards the apartment. Several times I heard people criticize my behavior. The path I made like mine.

Worry, that's ruling my heart right now. I'm worried about the ice condition. There was ice waiting for me. He himself.

Arriving in the basement, I parked the car with the origin. I ran towards Loby to immediately be able to ride on the tenth floor using the elevator.

My impatient attitude, directly barged into the elevator, no matter colliding with the person who just came out.

Don't ask me how I look, let me not care, the most important thing is Ais soon to meet.

The steps stopped right in front of the door. I slowly opened it, not locked. I entered a little hastily, eyes scrabbling across the room looking for the whereabouts of someone who was filling the entire mind.

Blank......

My step towards the dining table, where a few days ago, I hugged him tightly. That beautiful incident, still stuck in my heart.

I looked at the dining table, only rice was also fried chicken and fish that had emitted a foul odor. The food was still intact, only a few were touched.

Some days I can't rest my body or my mind, making my emotions feel bad. Especially now it looks like this apartment is empty, there's no one I'm looking for. As much as I tried to calm down, hoping that Ais was in the room waiting for me to come home and call me with the word "Abang".

With the rest of the energy, I take a step towards the contest, it turns out that the result is the same, empty.....

Only leaving the former romance that has dried up.

I sharpened my hearing with irregular breaths hoping that I would be in the bathroom. Maybe a little excessive hope.

I was sitting limp on the side of the bed. I can no longer think clearly. Want to find where it feels like not to know. Even at home he did not come home.

Damn it at a time like this, the demons started whispering bad things about Ais. Kutepis..., the more the devil membogem heart.

While trying to think, my gaze was directed at the charger rope hanging above the nightstand.

I approached, and I observed. I know, it's hape Ais.

The flattened object, fortunately unlocked. The battery is 100 percent full. Maybe with this hape can give clues about the whereabouts of Aisku.

As soon as I opened the WhatsApp message, many messages were unread. Among the sender, there is one name that I know and that name is already in the list of names that I black list. "Reza"?

Shaking hands, heart palpitations, I opened the message.

Deg.......

His words hurt me. They have a plan behind me.

Angry..hate. If the two men were in front of me, they would now have a name.

The date on the message was right the night Adira was wretched.

I have to make a calculation, I open the call log again, it turns out Ais is calling her. They must be together now, laughing at my slump.

"Ais, don't blame me if anything happens to you. Because it's all you're asking for" that's my promise.

***

Four days Adira has been treated, there is no sign he will be aware.

Adam, Mama also Sofia is in the hospital to take care of Adira. My mother asked me to go home so I could rest. I followed my mother's advice, because it's true now my condition is not good. Not thinking about Dira, also plus the heartache of ice betrayal.

Upon arrival at home, instead of resting, I sat in a balcony to smoke.

Not enough, now we have entered the third one. I sucked in a nicotine thing. I hope, by sucking on this thing, to make my soul a little calm.

During a guided activity, my eyes caught a foreign car that stopped in front of the gate. Ahmad is impossible. What.......?

Deg.......

Ice???, it turned out that the woman*****did still dare to appear after betraying behind my back.

Which other guy drove her home? What is that bastard? or something else?

I spewed a cigarette that I hadn't half burned. I have to make a calculation on the woman***** that.

My steps widened, my eyes rounded, my heart racing fast.

Tagged.....

Missing, but anger is dominant. The greeting feels disgusting.

Pakkkk.....

A slap to represent my heart in pain.

I'm back in the diabolism.

All my swearing, insults, and profanities were uttered to him.

This is nothing compared to the betrayal he committed.

I bit her neck as well as her chest, imagining her disgust scene with that bastard.

Once again he's all-out.

Wait, she said she was pregnant with my son.

Cuihhhhhh.

Don't say my name if you still accept former people.

In that instant, I divorced him with a talaq one.

Lest he show me his face again, I will make him even more cruel than today.

I pulled Ais like an animal, no matter what the views of the neighbors, now I am satisfied.....

Goodbye lady ******.Your place is the streets.

***

Today, a week ago Dira was in a coma, I started working again, a little bit I want to erode the memory of Ais. I have to move on anyway. There is no point in being too long in grief. Traitors should be thrown out.

My focus right now is only on Dira and Sofia the woman who has obviously always been loyal to me.

Today, all the work I can get done faster. So I can go straight to the hospital to see Dira.

It only took ten minutes to get to the hospital. I got word earlier, it was my mother who was in charge of guarding Adira.

My hand almost touched the doorknob of the room Self.

"Sorry dear mama, Dira so like this because of mama" a voice from inside Dira's room that I can hear clearly. The door is a little open.

I know whose voice that is. Sofia. But why does Sofia seem to blame herself for what happened to Dira. Is it possible.......?

Impatiently I pushed the door a little rough.

Sofia was shocked, she turned her head towards me. His face paled, like a thief caught by hand.

"What do you mean?" I asked impatiently and a little emotional.

"Sa...sayang" he said nervously beside Dira who was still closed.

"What do you mean, by saying that what happened to Dira was you?"

Sofia could not answer, her face bowed not daring to look at my face. Her tears had washed her cheeks.

"What is the truth, the fall of Dira from the ladder of your deeds?" ask me again.

He raised his face, braced himself to look at me.

"I didn't mean it, Dira didn't want me to touch it, but I kept pushing and being a little rude to her. I'm upset. Why did Dira not want me to touch, even though I was her mother, the mother who had given birth to her. Out of fear, he hurriedly ran out of the room. After that I knew he had fallen" Sofia said.

I don't think I believe what I'm hearing.

The next second I gripped her shoulders firmly. I shook his body.With anger I said "Mother??? how can a mother leave her baby for her career? You did give birth to Dira, but you don't deserve to be called mother! Because I'm the one who's been taking care of her from still red to now. And now you're making him wretched"

All my disappointments for Sofia finally came out today. All this time I've been relenting, for love's sake. But the truth is I was wrong.

Suddenly Sofia's body was squeezed in my hand. She's fainted. I quickly hugged her body so as not to hit the floor.

***

The doctor called me, there's something to talk about Sofia. Because at this time Sofia is still lying limp on the cage. Earlier, I immediately asked for help from the nurse to check on Sofia's condition which suddenly fainted. Maybe because I was afraid to see my anger.

"Please sir!" the doctor invited me to sit in front of him, still in Sofia's room being examined.

"His husband's father?"

I'm nodding.

"Congratulations sir! wife dad......

Seriate.......