Love Two Boundaries

Love Two Boundaries
58. Missing It's Heavy.


"Abang?, here baby, papa there's more work!"


"That voice, O Allah. Is he here?


Oh my God, am I hallucinating?" hafiz's inner voice.


Suddenly, like a statue. Stand up and be silent. Don't ask for his heartbeat, the craze almost broke the chest cavity. Behind the black glasses, the crystal circle has begun to pool, at the corner of the eye.


Four years. Four years he was waiting for it. Not a short time. There has been a lot of time, energy, and costs that he sacrificed, just to find the figure of Ais.


With time during that time as well, it can make the figure of Hafiz who is no longer known, even forgotten. His attitude, turned as cold as snow. Untouchable even tends to kill.


Worshiping day and night like crazy. Don't eat, just sleep half can't. Who always plays in the head about the sins of the past, also misses.His sins are too big.


Shame is also happy. Now..., how should he behave.


It's more scary than a guts fight. He was afraid to accept the fact that Ais would refuse, or even hate him.


But what do you want, said Dilan "missing is heavy".


Also the same as fart, issued shame, held sick. 🤭


"Abang, come on...here, same old time"


the sound swept back, making the heart shake even more.


"Did you?" that word belongs only to Hafiz. It's a call for him, from someone he hasn't been able to see his face.


Into the memory of the past, when he first asked Ais to call him friendly. Still clearly imagined at that time, a blushing face pink, trying to change the call from "master" to "Abang". How adorable.


Now, that call is no longer his. Not for him. Because it was clearly her limit, if she and Ais had long since separated.


Instead of complying, Aidan instead lay face dicuked Reza's neck. Hugging tightly, like fear of being separated.


One hand refutes ****** Aidan, while the other hand caresses the head of Aidan.


Clearly, the affection between the two.


"Wait....., is that boy their two children? I have to find out" Hafiz's inner voice.


"Let's love, maybe Aidan again miss the same father" Reza knows, now Aidan really misses him.


"Cuihhhhhh.......sad? hello...honey it's just mine. Only I can call Ais dear" But darling, that sentence is only strung together in the heart.


Hafiz, clenching his hands together, held back the fury that had already been changed.


Plaques.tlak.....


The sound of footsteps drew closer.


At this moment, the angel of death came to pick me up. Hafiz's usual roaring face, turned pale like a corpse. Not afraid of the life that will be taken. Because part of his soul had indeed died a long time ago, along with the departure of Ais.


What he was afraid of right now was how he and Ais were when they faced their eyes.


The smell of the body, penetrating into the lungs, stopping the supply of oxygen, made Hafiz's chest feel strongly pressed with an invisible stone.


The ice was still casually passing beside Hafiz. Don't know him, if Hafiz is almost dead right now.


Cup......


one kiss landed perfectly on the ice.


Cup.....


Two more kisses landed on the left and right cheeks.


Cupppp........


The dessert is perfectly anchored in the springy lips of Ice, if no current guest may not be just a kiss, and ******n, but rather an adult persi meal. Because the longing between the two is passionate, burning souls continue to demand to be channeled.


Mouth gaping, eyes bulging, maybe this is the time for the angel of life to come say hello.


At first glance looks Ais beauty, rising a hundred degrees. Makes the soul feel bubbled. It was just from the side as well as the back. What happens if they face their eyes.


Because more precisely Ais just passed and now his position facing Reza, with his back to Hafiz.


How long will the angel of life be toying with him? why not just take it off now. Doesn't this hurt more than being skinned alive, making the tubers feel plucked.


Uhhhmm.....


Hafiz who could not bear to see l*matan Reza was libir his ex-wife, finally subtly stopped the heat.


"Oh..sorry, like I said earlier, if I have met another wife I do not care, ha...ha.." joked Reza ended with laughter. Expelling shame with his innate attitude that does not know the place.


Ice was still faithfully hugged him.


Hafiz forced a smile, really if he could, wanting her to be so with Ais.


Aidan had fallen asleep comfortably in Reza's arms. I have not known since the dream approached him.


"Pa looks like Aidan is sleeping" said Ais full of tenderness.


"To bring papa's room first, papa's later, that's his room!" Reza pointed at a door that was still closed in the corner of the room.


Ice took over Aidan, although fairly heavy, however, because it is accustomed Ais is still able to carry it.


Ais walked to bring Aidan into the room, not even in the face of the man in front of her husband. Either because of what, maybe embarrassed to get caught kissing, or indeed his attitude is like that.


Hafiz felt humiliated, how bad was he? let alone say hello, just glancing no. The ice that is now truly extraordinary, beautiful can not be revealed with words, not to mention pearly white skin. Just imagine, Hafiz feels crazy.


"Again, sorry Mr. Ahmad, as I said earlier, I will forget everything when it comes to the people I love, especially my wife AIS"


Jedarrr............


Hafiz was surprised, until he raised his head, staring intently at the interlocutor. If you are not wearing glasses, maybe Reza can see sharp eyes are also patterned staring at him.


Hafiz's heart felt pierced by thousands of poisoned arrows, usually to freeze blood. When the word "Wife" is echoed. He prayed, I hope it was all a dream. But apparently, it's a fact. An undeniable fact. Ice is owned.


"No problem, Reza"


Hafiz still forced a smile. He did not want Reza to suspect him.


"Today's meeting I think quite first, later if there is data needed, we can reset the schedule"


Feeling no longer resistant, fearing that his emotions could not be controlled, Hafiz ended the meeting.


The two shook hands, after that, Hafiz permission to withdraw, with Reza escorted to the front door.


Brakkk..........


The car door was slammed by the owner. Who else did it if not HAFIZ.


Aaaarrrrrh............


Hafiz shouted loudly, releasing emotions that had been trying to control. Fortunately, the soundproof car, if not, can certainly be a spectacle material because it is considered crazy.


.bug.....bug....


Many times the innocent car steering is used as an impingement. If the animate object has been confirmed already battered.


Again, fortunately the car has been installed window film, otherwise people would say "he must be under severe stress".


But that was the truth, he was stressed out as well as crazy. Find a truly extraordinary reality.


Finally Hafiz cried shedding all the disappointment.


Head heavy, full of burden. An invisible burden, which cannot be thrown away. Repeatedly jerking the head of the car, hoping that, can slightly reduce the load that gnaws the contents of the head.


Today, Hafiz is fragile again. His life has really been ruined. He used to strengthen his heart, staying put for Adira and Ais. But now..........


Seriate......