Lovesick Girls
Lovesicks: 11:11

My subconscious reflexes brought me back to reality as soon as I heard a baby that sounded really creepy. Damn, the tone of the call made me shocked not a bitch, until it made my head throbbing in pain because it was forced to wake up. Stupidly, how could I forget to turn my phone into airplane mode? I who sleep on my stomach reflex rubbed my face rough, blinked several times to finally realize that I fell asleep while watching drakor, proof that the laptop I used to watch was still playing the show. Pantesan, my room lights are still on. As soon as the ringtone of the call went back to sound, I kept swerving, that was the culprit. While grumbling, I grabbed the phone that was at the end of the mattress and squinted as soon as I saw Bio's caller id calling me in the middle of the night like this. Finally all the irritation I was ready to spit back I swallowed raw. By the way, what did he want to call?

As soon as the call was raised, Bio's enthusiastic voice greeted me from behind the connection. "Finally lifted up too, by the way you're sleeping huh?" ask her with a quick pronunciation.

I didn't really hear what he said because my concentration was still a mess, but it didn't seem hard to guess what he was asking me in the middle of the night like this, "Dad." I replied, hoarse.

"Ogeb, if you have, you can't do it."

My eyeballs suddenly turned lazily hearing his words. He who is, he himself is manifested. "That's all you know, why even nanya? Not very useful." I grumbled while rolling to change my sleeping position to be on my back. I yawned with a small eye toward the ceiling of my room. As soon as I glanced at the clock working on the nightstand, I became anxious instead of playing with Bio. Cuneiform! How not to make people reflex cuss try, it's eleven o'clock at night, hours of pleasure to sleep. Lah he was even reckless to call and asked a question not quality like 'have I slept?' I swear, if nendang can be virtual, I've done it when he said that.

"Bony?" call Bio after a long silence.

"Hm? Why?"

"What was my video call?"

"Huh? Jang-don't." I hurriedly intercepted his intention followed by a slab as a form of rejection. After a few seconds I realized that he would not be able to see what I am doing now, stupid. "What do you want to say? Gercep, before I die." I said alibi. Yes, you want to vc in the middle of the night this way, let alone Bio is the gender of the guy. Dih, what's the news of my crumpled and sleepy face, can be sick of the times he fits. Understandably, I'm not as beautiful as The Goddess of Fei who wants to see whatever face is still good looking.

"Bright shit, single pants."

"Dav?!" I cried, annoyed not playing. For some reason, lately I became sensi every time thrown guyonan 'jomblo pants' with my friends. It's like I don't do anything, like I don't deserve to be owned by someone. Yeah, I mean, so far, no one's had a crush or even a shoot. But at least they as my close friends should be able to understand how my position, not everything they think is funny to make in joking will sound funny according to their target object. Dad, their sense of humor really sucks!

"Yes, sorry." said Bio still sounding crispy stiffness behind the connection, my face immediately bent sour. Shit, wouldn't I be funny anymore if I wasn't single? "I want to tell you a story, don't worry but." Bio continued, making me stick my phone screen even more. I'm not wrong, am I? Bio wants to confide? I almost burst out laughing as soon as her voice came back, "Promise first." she said, making me bite my inner cheek.

"Yes, promise. Ribet really tired." I said while holding back the sound of laughter so as not to break.

Bio brief throats. "This don't tell anyone. Actually, I have a crush on girls."

I suddenly became literate dong, the sleepiness that originally hurt me was gone from hearing his words. Bio that if the crush of the same girl will not go awry, use confidants like all girls, it is not really her style. So far, if he has a crush on girls then a week later they will definitely go together. "Hm? Wh-who's girl?" tanyaku carefully. If he has a crush on a girl and asks not to tell anyone, does that mean he really has a crush? I mean, don't you feel like messing around? Uh buset, who's the girl? How am I envious?

"Some, lately I've been with him a lot." said Bio, from his voice I'm sure he's fit to say that again smile is not clear. By the way, I really don't want to kepedean, just a girl who lately with him, right me? Who nemenin he gym, who nemenin skateboard training, who nemenin road, who nemenin call. Wtf, Bona just can't baper! Take it all down, who knows there's another girl he's referring to besides me of course. Guys do have the style of a thousand shadows, after being with me who knows he plays again with the others, who knows? Besides, if that girl was me, there's no way she would use me to confide in her, right? Yes, that's a realistic reason. "Keep, I just ngeh same feelings as myself when he see the same way guys. Suddenly I felt angry. Anjim, disgust, I'm suddenly so mellow gini ya."

"See if you're interested!"

"No, no."

Bio again cleared his throat, from behind a vague connection I can hear the song Kahitna-Andai He Know. It was as if I was describing vividly how she felt right now to the lucky woman, as well as my own ungreet feelings. I smile, how do you want it again? After all, it is not a mistake to expect more, in fact we know that the feeling actually cannot be controlled to dock where. What is clear after this is that I know what to do, which is to try to move on massively. "So what do you think I should do?" his heavy voice suddenly burst through my hearing drum.

I sighed, "Yes, tell her the same thing." I said, two-faced.

"The thing is, I'm afraid of being rejected."

I know what she's worried about. So is the dilemma I've been having lately. However, Bio is presumably male so it is only natural that if he reveals what he feels, are not men created to pursue women? "You haven't even tried, Bi. Afraid it's human but not as easy as trying first because if not, the girl could have been stabbed by the other." I said half insincerely give input. This is if all of a sudden next week she's the same woman means it's all thanks to the hypocritical advice I just gave her.

"Yes, you are a wise gini tumben. Usually I like the sewot is not clear."

"I take that as a compliment to me."

Bio chuckled crisply, his laughter was contagious to me who also mengumpum smile. "Bon, don't change ya." said Bio in the end, then without giving me a chance to answer the man continued his words again. "Oh, bobo gih. I know you're so sleepy." she said before ending our call that night.

Long I was fixated on the sentence he just said, which no doubt made my blood instantly rustle. That should be my word, I should be the one talking to him.

Don't change, Bi.

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