Lovesick Girls
Lovesick: Who's That Girl?

After Bio ended his call last night I experienced severe insomnia for the first time in my life. My intimidated thoughts with the mysterious figure of a woman told by the man did not even find any answers, which is my attempt to guess who the figure of the woman even affects me who hurt and cried bitterly throughout the night. As a result, in the morning I was not surprised again when I found the appearance of my eyes that were swollen and there were dark circles under it. It looked sad and ugly at the same time, I was intending to be absent actually, but the screams of my mother telling me to rush off to school undo my original intentions. Half-heartedly though, I went to school in the end.

Throughout the lesson I did not focus at all on the material presented by the teacher on the pulpit of the class, I daydreamed a lot with complicated head contents with the same question, who is the woman? My hunch is that the woman must be in the same environment as us and my hypothesis seems to be reinforced by Bio's explanation yesterday that said that the woman often accompanied him. I know very well the circle of friendship Biotama Bernadus, is a matter of fingers of his female friends because the man is typical of closed people and not easy to talk to new people. So if it excludes his external club which is the majority of men, then all that remains is me, Cia, and Fei who have so far been friends with him. I don't know beyond that, for example, in his neighborhood or in his English course. But if you see from Bio's introverted personality I immediately set aside both options.

Classes quickly end and close with homework piling up ahead of the midtest. Without thinking twice, I immediately agreed to Jo Kekantin's invitation to avoid the Bio I knew since I entered class did not let go of his eyes to observe my movements. I found out because Jo was incessantly teasing me for thinking I was sulking with Bio. Cia and Fei decided not to take the cantin because they brought their own provisions, so it was only me and Jo who were kantin this time. Because Jo and I came when the cafeteria was quiet, we chose the corner table and was right under the fan. Although Jo is the type of man with a spicy mouth, but he has a high level of sensitivity. The man seemed to know very well that I was in a bad mood and he kindly offered to order food while I was asked to wait, I happily nodded in agreement.

While waiting for the food to come, I scanned the entire canteen with a chin-kick. Sitting at the corner table makes it easy to observe along the canteen without looking flashy. Minutes by minutes passed, the deserted tables now began to fill one by one, the originally deserted canteen began to explode as time passed. My eyes then fixated on Jo who walked towards me while carrying the tray, I haven't had time to return the five-finger smile my heart just suddenly beats indiscriminately when I see two familiar people who look intimate behind Jo. They were none other than Bio and Fei, it seems they were too engrossed together to realize that I was watching from my desk.

From behind my glasses, my eyes refused to blink to see the behavior of the two people. Starting from the way to look at Bio who looks different until the movement of the man who rubbed the top of Fei's head, all that did not escape my sight. I hate to admit it, that Bio was never that careful with me or Cia. And I can't lie to myself that I'm jealous, let alone what I'm seeing right now it's not natural for friendship between a man and a woman, where Bio's hand is rubbing Fei's stomach.

So this is the answer?

Apparently Fei was that lucky woman. Huh, isn't this a real nightmare? I can't even compete healthily with Fei, women who are looked at from any angle will still look beautiful. So, it is only natural that men put their hearts on him. "Uwih dong dong ngeliatinnya." said Jo suddenly with his hands flicked my forehead, making me kontan choking on my own saliva. "Now, nih, drink." he said thrusting a pot tea in front of me, I greeted him and shot him impatiently.

"Jealous of your own."

"Huh, what the hell!" my grunts could not accept Jo's statement that immediately touched my feelings. I was sad to moody, "Ngapain is also jealous, after all I'm not dating Bio" explained me who does not fit the reality. And I'm sure, Jo knows very well I tried to lie to her and lie to myself.

"Alah, not jealous if his eyes almost roll his wriggling."

"Whatever." I said not to prolong the problem, "Oh ya–" I suddenly remembered the words Bio last night. "Jo nanya dong, uhm, have you ever had a crush on a girl?"

I showed a peace sign using my finger when I saw Jo glaring at me as soon as I heard what I said. "What question is that?" his question seemed to be inexhaustible, his gaze then turned ignorant as he said. "Yes, I've never. Why emang? Don't tell me secretly you have a crush on me? Don't, just find another guy. The kind of girl I like is as tall as Jennie. You are nothing."

"What a stroke you." I immediately hit the back of his hand that was perched on the table.

"So, you're backing away. Instead of heartache."

"Jooooooo!"

Jo laughed back and forth at the sight of my bent face after hearing her clumsiness, "Dear wink. What a shock!" she was followed by her hand clapping my head. I was obviously angry and was unceasingly sneering an annoyed pout in front of him who was again chuckling.

After swallowing the siomay I chewed, I cleared my throat and then asked him again. "What if you have a crush on a girl? Ever not complicated yourself, rich confide in the same temen? Ask for an opinion here and there?" I said, a little hesitant when I said it.

"No." replied Jo while shaking his head, the man shifted the bowl of empty meatballs leaping in front of him then pulled siomay on his left side and ate it regardless of me clucking at the portion of his meal. Jo looked at me for a while and then returned to the plate. He said, "The weird part is you, Bon. Time yes I was a piece of it using the show vent everything, already like a girl. Rather than vent mending talking directly, right?" Jo looked at me for approval. While I scratch my scalp.

"Eh? Is that according to the guys?" I can understand his words. "But there is a guy like that, confide in the same friend, keep asking for his opinion. So you don't think that's normal?"

"Normal is normal. There is likely to be that. Just yeah, most guys are more into act. Know it anyway? Kayak than vent mending pdkt-in directly, let yourself know how to feedback the girl so that she can maksiin herself. If it does not meet expectations, yes, mending backwards. Until here get it?"

"Is that what it is?" I muttered again. I looked at Jo a little reluctantly, but because of my urgent mind to ask because of curiosity that is not kelirungan I finally succumbed to my own ego. "Then you think as a guy, you pick one girl and have a secret crush on her but on the other hand, you also get to know another girl–you know, too, you walk the same way he is pure no other meaning just want to keep memenan aja–, you like to have a lot of q-time with each other, like nothing both so. And, if like the second girl even baper as you how do you respond?"

Jo smiled amusedly after I finished my sentence. "This is the story of you confiding in me again?" rhetorically.

"Jooooooo!"

"Ok, fine, serious time. By the way my answer is not to be hit flat, because the person's personality is different. So, if I'm going to refuse. Because what, first I'll make it clear that I don't have any feelings for him. Baper is human, depending on whether or not to control his own feelings and of course it is not my fault. Second, I would say that I already like other girls so don't expect more of me. Honestly, it's open to each other. Nakitin anyway, but rather than even protracted and the edges even spelled php kan berabe."

"That means you're the kind of guy who would have shunned the girl if he knew she had your same taste?"

I leaned my body closer and closer to the table, "Depending on ap–" my words stopped when I felt like the wind was hitting my right ear. At first I ignored it because I thought it was just an ordinary wind. However, I became uncomfortable myself when I felt the wind repeatedly hit my ears to make me creep. I looked at Jo and coded her through the gaze of the eyes but the man just stumbled on a mysterious smile. To find out the answer then I turned my head and reflexes I squealed in shock when I saw Bio's face right in an inch in front of my face. "Bi-bio, just you!" I immediately pushed back my face.

Bio scowled, "Hayooo! What the hell is this talking about? How about whispers?" she glanced at me and Jo in turn.

"Hummer!"

"You know, suddenly, I've been confiding."

I saw Bio's eye lightening change when he heard Jo say, "Wih, why did the tumben confide in Jo? Why not sama–"

Guess what the man next to me was saying, "Bi, why don't you wear a suit?" so that I immediately took a look at Bio's words before the man ended his sentence which I was sure would invite new speculation in Jo's beautiful head.

Bio looked at me for a long time, before he finally observed the clothes he was wearing. "Yes" he said and nodded. The man looked back at me while grinning while his hand was outstretched rubbing his nape, "So it was used to cover up Fei's translucent skirt."

"Well, where are the people now?" sahut Jo ignored me who suddenly confused to hear the answer to my original question to distract Bio.

"It's in the UKS, he says he has a stomachache."

Ignoring the uncomfortable feeling of hearing Bio's form of concern for Fei, I decided to stand up after putting money on the table. "I am samperin. I happened to bring a bandage, who knows he needs to." I said I was about to jump out of my chair. But I haven't had time to do it my hand was held by Bio. I looked at him in wonder, "Why the hell?"

"Udah I bought kok in the cooperative" he said made me round my lips to form a symmetrical o. Bio tugged at my wrist gently, "Mending here, he continued. Who knows I have a better solution than Jo."

Refusing his offer then I shook my head, "I think I should go to the UKS. Beliin kiranti for Fei, let the stomach pain subside." I said and circulated my gaze in every direction, the important thing is that I do not stare into obsidian as close as that soot for longer or I will melt.

"I bought it with the pads. I also bought him some warm tea so he could be better. What else are you worried about? Eaten? He ate too."

I reflexively turned my head towards him, the combination of shock and envy left me speechless, "Oh huh?" Those are the words I can say.

Bio smiled, the man played my finger, I again threw out a glance. "Here you go, I eat. I think you should eat again, too. Siomay for maksi will not make the stomach full you know." he still insisted. I secretly glanced at her calling the Edo– kang selling meatballs dikantin–while squeezing the tip of my school skirt. "I pay you, you want to eat meatballs or what? Meatballs, huh? Let them be called."

Like the buffalo that had its nose poked I nodded. Making Bio immediately smile happily, I then sat back in my chair again. "If so, I go to class first." said Jo made me look up at him who had stood up from his chair. I saw him staring ignorantly at my right hand on the table, apparently what makes Jo stare a smile is my fingers that somehow can be linked to each other with Bio fingers. I reflexively pulled my hand and kept it on my thigh.

"Why go to class anyway? Kan in Bio treaty." said I hide my nervousness with fingers squeezing each other. Jo smiled at me and then his eyes glanced at Bio, I also looked at Bio who as soon as I turned his head the man immediately turned his face while whistling. I looked back at Jo, but the man shook his head.

"Udah doesn't fit in the stomach" he said, rubbing his flat stomach.

"Laaah, what the hell is that?"

"You're like anyone, Bon."

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