Lust Or Ego

Lust Or Ego
Chapter 01 - first night


Everyone has a story.


And no one knows our story though


It was planned though.


We have the right to plan but not


With the will above.


"are you going to kill your children, too, a jerkkkkk." cried a woman full of anger with her inner and physical wounds.


"hiks..Remember me you bastard!!" Shouted The woman and kicked the 2 men who were holding her..


Then the DORR bullet slid into the woman's left chest from behind and made her blood flow.


"mom!!" said the two 5-year-olds who held her mother's hand and the other who rubbed her cheek they cried to see her mother bleeding for protecting them.


"No..No..Don't cry mommy's fine!" bring up a smile for her children and then nod as an indication they have to run when her mother turns around later.


in her heart she said "if it were all just a dream, if only I knew from the start the wrong where I should retreat," then he took the gun with a tear and shot the man in front of him and he fell on the floor and so did the man.


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"i accept the marriage and marriage of Dea indila italin with the dowry paid in cash" said a young man with masculine skin and handsome.


How are the witnesses sahh.


Witnesses said "sahh" .


"Alhamdulillah" said pak penghulu and continued praying and said "with this you have officially become husband and wife" said bpk penghulu.


accompanied by the happy voice of the witness and the bride came out of the room in a beautiful white wedding dress.. And kissed the hand of the young man who had become her husband who picked her up from the room.


Both parents feel very happy once they are the new couple and continue the event photo photo wedding dress or what is called the bride in the tandur for Javanese.


Finished the event they got together with their parents and friends .


They throw jokes at each other like.


"broo don't be nervous for tonight!" said the man's friend.


"don't forget part by part" said friends cwe.


Which makes everyone laugh.


"what do you think his mind is going on??" the smile of the mother who served tea to the friends of the new couple was helped by the bride and mother-in-law.


"they'll still be busy for the custom later," he glanced at his newly married eldest son as well as the laughter of his female father and men and their friends.


The couple just smiled shy and clumsy yhh already a definite habit of newlyweds will be in it.


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it's been 7 o'clock time to show prayers isa and they pray congregation yhh newlyweds surnamed D Because they are Dika and Dea.


"you're the makmum'in!" said father dea.


"of course father hm not just father is still a bit embarrassed and awkward to lead the prayer" smile from dika.


"it's okay you, if you haven't memorized the prayer after the prayer'nya father will continue" said father dea.


"alright" said dika


And they prayed together.


Dea is happy isn't it very complete that there is usually only a father, a mother, a sister and she is, now growing up, the young man in front of her husband.


•••••


3 Days of their wedding.


Yes, they are busy after marriage according to the words of the groom's mother..And still joking, their friends.


"what was last night??"


Huff mustajab questions for new couples and definitely dika answer.


"eating" accompanied by a rumble in his heart "eating because we slalu fell asleep because of fatigue" the inner being with a sense of disappointment.


It's only natural who's expecting the first night, for the newlyweds.


And Dea just smiled realizing all.


if Dea is gathering with his friends too iy.


"dea how is step by step and part by part?" seductive one of his friends.


"ahh thatu we haven't done it" with a blushed face "we went straight to sleep because we were tired" smile.


"ahh you guys are great, I was just 2 days straight do'a" ucp friend dea who was married first.


And they laughed and exchanged experiences because almost some of their friends were married.


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Evening arrived at 10 pkul.


It was raining a little and very cold


dea entered the room first while her husband was watching with his father.


Then Mother Dea gave her husband instructions to sleep.


Dika feel embarrassed ok he is not a stupid young man yhh his mother-in-law just want not to disturb him and his wife, dika man mature and know the point, then say goodbye to sleep also overtake the wife


Before his mother and father-in-law entered the room in shame.


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"salaminate.Wr.Wb"


Arriving in front of their room.


When he looked at his wife and his wife staring at him they became clumsy and nervous even though he was used to it 2 days before.


Dika: "you haven't slept" he said and sat to his wife's left.


Deaa:"ahh he later after finishing this part" Awkward smile.


Dika is a 23-year-old young man born in the city of Bandung and he is also a convert since settling in purbalinga, central Java. At a young age he became a foreman for several buildings and in the village he had a collection of several motorcycles he was quite well established and also a martial arts teacher.


He is also a man who works hard whatever he does.


And dea is a 19-year-old girl she's a private employee but she's actually a book writer, and she's also writing some stories online.


She had an innocent face but her brain was so beyond her face, she was hijab-wearing yet martial-intelligent was taught rika.


"mmmmm" ucp both Nervous.


Dika:"ahh you first!" take a cell phone In the heart "why the air here so hot when it was cold warm".


Dea smiles "not so mas first" in the heart dea "huff I'm nervous why my breath is heavy even yesterday he kissed my lips I was nervous but why tonight is more nervous and the weather's great as it's supportive for the first night".


In both their hearts "is it tonight?" with a very loud heartbeat that they hide with their own worries


"sook sleep" said dika


"ahh..what??" dea answered nervously.


dika smiled and in her heart "I don't need to worry not only me first isn't she also. she's very beautiful with unraveling hair why should I be anxious ,she's my wife, she's definitely mine" and then she says "yes, she's sleeping because it's night" smile.


Dea smiled "ah heaa" then picked up the blanket and they laid down their bodies.


Dika:"dek" said.


Dea:"yes" she looked at her husband with a smile.


Then he kissed his wife's forehead


And looked into his wife's round eyes.


They fought each other face to eye dea stroked her husband's cheek that had dimples.


Dea:" 6 months doesn't feel fast" smile "i used to joke when I was sick in the city here adk hug under the blanket so warm now real" smile, smile,


Dika:"yes" hugged his wife "fear of anxiety has subsided because you belong to the mas" smiled and showed dimples of his cheeks.


"sweet" said dea


"what?" saut dika kebingung.


"dip dimples" laughed.


"you are also there" said Dika and touched his wife's cheek.


"the one cheek left and not as deep as the one with the mas" pursed his lips.


Then dea kissed her husband's lips for a moment.


"good night" smile "is that enough?" dea.


dika stunned his wife was able to make his heart feel stop "are you kidding?" sauteed.


then kissed his wife gently with affection and began with passion to hold her intri and dea put her hands around her neck.


Dika slightly surprised his wife is quite shrewd even shrewd for beginners, he said, he did not doubt it since marriage he found some stories nc+ and well the story was his wife and he could not doubt the innocent woman he was fondling.


Dea hit her back in the back, hinting that her breath was running out, then she removed the link between them, letting her manage her breath . looking at his wife's cheeks red before she was too embarrassed she turned off the headlights and stayed the dim night lights and kissed his wife again And they did the job as husband and wife Or the first night.


They then drooped and kissed his wife's lips, his silence.


"thank you you're a great darling" he said and set his breath with his wife.


Dea immediately hugged her husband with a very embarrassed feeling and they slept..


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At 02.30 wib .


It is time to pray thajud.


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Dea wanted to wake up but her lower part was very painful.


The air was getting colder and she pulled the blanket over and looked at her husband .


In his heart "mm so this is how it feels, this pain that I make wishful thinking in the story is now real ..all my body feels crumpled And maybe because it's the first time..the bottom of what else.I want to pray thajud but must shower mandatory first the air is very cold".


dea then held the lower lip that belonged to "you're like a lion getting its prey" he murmured and grabbed his own lips


Then looking into her husband's eyes that were real looking at her, their eyes locked and dea immediately pretended to sleep.


Dika:" I know you're pretending to be asleep" kissed her forehead and hugged her..


In the heart of Dea:"Was he heard my words? I hope not"


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Dika woke up but did not open her eyes because her wife held her lips gently.


he held a smile at the words of his wife who said he was like a lion getting its prey.


finally he opened his eyes looking at her lovingly, and his wife looked at him and closed their eyes as their eyes chime. In my heart, she was "so sweet as my wife" and said, "I know you're pretending to sleep" smile.


"open your eyes don't fool me?" seduce dika.


Dea looked directly at her husband and kissed his wife's lips.


"calm I'm just kidding" smiled.


dea immediately hid under the covers and hugs of her husband and said "i'm ashamed" she said.


Dika felt anxious and he also held back his desire.


kasian his wife Because he realized last night doing bruntal even though this is the first time for his wife.. He had to rest and finally hug his wife and go back to sleep.


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