Lust Or Ego
Chapter 018 - Time and Heart

Denas prov

"What a girl! but why does my heart hurt like this and my heart beat so hard that it makes me tight, even though this gunshot wound is better" he thought.

The dea prov

"it's so unfair why you forget everything that I have to wait, but I'm glad that their father still wronged you my children" the inner dea.

Dea smiled and said "thank you for the help of all of you Elvin, sister kul, kal eimila and Mr. Alviano" looked at them all.

All nodded including Mr. Alviano and he decided to return to Paris to clear his mind.

5 Years later korea.

Dea is increasingly successful and even now is fan maeting in the country of Korea. Because of its slide to several countries as well, Dea made a story with different language versions by working with other time writers including English, Hindi, and Korean versions.

Dea has her own bodyguard, Yani.

Yani is the Elvin Whore who deepens his martial arts at Dea. Train him to shoot with a variety of firing devices.

Don't forget about eimila.

He teaches some foreign languages, rides, and drives a car.

Yani remembers 5 years ago about the assignment elvin gave her.

Elvin: "you go back to Anmie and you become my spy, when the time is right I'll call you and give you a new assignment, and during that time gather a lot of information about Anmie.

and yani comes to mansions elvin telling him that Anmie is working with someone. When the dea was finished in 40 days he began to teach the dea as well as Eimila.

Yani was upset when he met dea because he was, because he was threatened by elvin and became a spy Anmie, if failed 1 step he thought would be threatened by elvin and Hermie.

But the passage of time he felt comfortable, peaceful and safe near Dea was different when with Anmie who was upset, and when with elvin who was full of demands, he was very happy, although he met dea because of elvin's demands but he began to be grateful and that's when he decided to be faithful with dea.

At that time the father, mother Dea and alexrus and mother Denas came to see their children and grandchildren.

And lived there for 1 year.

Back kekejapan.

"Yani please park this Dea's favorite verza motorbike at our hotel to stay" Eimila.

"let me not trouble Brother Yani" Dea.

"oh dea" pinched the cheek dea "you also do not be too shy, ya yani" continued eimila.

Dea just smiles and sees yani riding a verza-a bike.

"Aunty Eimila why are you pinching my mother like that" a girl got out of the car.

"ahh baby, have not seen you for 1 year huhuhu sad aunty" kissed edna and clingak-clinguk.

Dea smiled and carried Edna.

"Aunty's looking for Dean's brother, isn't she?" Edna kissed the cheek of her mother.

"yes where is he? I miss him too?" then look towards the dea "Dea you don't tell me fan maeting this time bring your son, but it doesn't matter thanks to you I can meet my angels" added eimila.

"Mother put edna down she's not a child!!" the sound of a boy getting out of the car.

"why are you so long!!" eimila hugged Dean but dean refused the hug "why don't you miss aunty??" trying kiss.

"Aunty I've never kissed again!! that's weird and embarrassing!!" said it.

"what!! you're only 5 years old!! the kids know!" eimila was getting upset.

Dea gave a small laugh at eimila's interaction with her son, then lowered edna.

"here baby!" call dea and dean approaches his mother and twin brother.

"are you happy?" dea's smile is etched.

"mother don't ask so surely brother dean will answer normally" replied edna cutely.

"delight mom" replied dean while glancing at edna who was upset because her guess was wrong.

"thank God, let's go inside the hotel" Dea.

They start walking, edna and dean walk first.

"jeez dea I don't know how you take care of them one hyperactive, one cold not stale" eimila.

"happy" he answered with love.

The atmosphere is starting to feel sad. Eimila understood the happy answer that contained the pain, not to mention her son had to wear eye soflens and she had to go back and forth to go abroad for fan maeting, then tried to divert the conversation.

"oh he you haven't answered the tumben brought them?" eimilas.

"yes, because they are already big, also kasian if at home continues," Dea.

"why did they take their eyes off this time?" eimilas.

"this is abroad, eye colors like them a lot, different in Indonesia will be included in the news later, I became reminded of the natural pasiran, kasian also in Indonesia they have to wear soflens except at home" dea smiled.

"yes I understand, the color of their eyes is very beautiful, I also remember 1 hospital rame" eimila laughed.

"Edna don't run!!" deans

"Oh brother I've grown you know!"  Edna's.

Bugcuts

"awhh" edna bumped into someone and looked down and said "i'm sorry" .

"sister already told you not to run brat!! quickly apologize!" bentak dean's.

"i've already apologized to.." they looked up and fell silent.

"Who are you sweet boy, you are Indonesian too" and the man was stunned.

"be careful why your child is running around in a place like this!! come on, we're late!" said the man who got hit

"yes" nanda thought.

edna glanced at dean and dean just turned the eyeball.

"wait for me!" dean.

the two men looked.

Nanda: "look at their eyes" slowly.

"what's with their eyes, just like mine?" relaxed.

"not that boy looks like you when you were a kid, because he looks like your eyes! your eyes are rare, oh my goodness, you impregnated another woman, huh??" added nanda.

"hush on!!" then he approached dean.

"this brooch is yours!" said cold.

"thank you" no less cold than talking to a child.

In Nanda's heart "oh my god why do I feel like I see a small and mature denas what may be a child and denas other than the child of him and dea?".

In Edna's heart "oh my goodness brother is indeed a duplicate of father" his eyes twinkled with twinkle.

"Oh baby you don't know why you're talking to strangers!!" Eimila is bored.

"Mommy was I hit that handsome om" edna ran into eimila's arms and made her turn around not seeing her father.

"mommy ??" eimilas.

"aunty there's daddy denas don't turn around later dady knows that we're daddy's son" edna.

"but your dady's lost her memory" eimila

"aunty there's 1 other guy named nanda afraid to know aunty" edna.

"ok baby" eimila.

Nanda stared intensely at the woman called mommy by the cute girl, but never looked.

"what's your name?" denas.

"what's the business with om, go om was in a hurry" said dean with a sharp look.

in his heart denas "why is this child increasingly seen more like looking at me with a murderous gaze" then said "ok" smiled straight.

Denas and Nanda are gone and eimila approaches the dean.

"dean!" eimila

"where's mother aunty"dean.

"the mother was talking to your uncle warren and your happy elvin" eimila.

"don't tell mom ok aunty!" threaten dean, thomas,

Eimila's eyes are adorable.

Oh my goodness after seeing dean and denas very similar.

"sir eimila!" dea.

"ah yes" eimila.

"Mother me cape I want to hurry up to the room" Dean.

"i'm mother too" edna.

dea smiles and walks with her two children first leaving elvin, warren and eimila.

"what do you want to eat??" dea.

"i'd like to eat your mother's and dean's cooking" edna.

"why is my name?! I'm cape too!!" dean protest.

"let's brother, brother dean yes yes yes yes yes your sister is really hungry do not eat the cuisine of sister and mother 1 second only it feels like I will faint" tease edna with hugging dean, hugging dean, dean only blushed and said "ok ok" was badly outdone by edna's faith even though he knew his sister was just persuading him.

Dea just laughed at the behavior of her son.

while in the back.

"what are you hiding?" elvins.

"nothing!!" eimila

"start!!" warrens.

"what say if I don't I'll send me to Dubai where a lot of hot women will attack your twin!!" elvin's threat.

"you dare to harass my brother I will kill you!!" eimila

"say!!" elvins.

"already!" warrens.

"Silence!!" elvin and eimila together.

"ok I'll catch up with dea then!!" warren, and he walked quickly away from them.

"say you're hiding what!!" elvin urged.

"hhhh basic vegetable snail" then eimila walked away from elvin. Nanun elvin holds eimila's hand.

"say!!" back to elvin.

eimila ngeblush and her heart "oh what's wrong with me!" .

"hey eim!" elvin

"ok ok" took off elvin's hand "there was An Denas the great father of Dean and edna, even they talked to him and told me to keep everything from their mother" eimila

"what!! denas!" elvin with his hatred.

"yes dear elvin lord" eimila

"what he's doing here after 5 years doesn't show up on his nose" Elvin.

eimila just raised her shoulders and died when Elvin started calling someone.

eimila started walking away from Elvin and she looked back, saying.

"look at eimila you can't love her because she loves other people, you're not as strong as your brother who loves in silence, the man who shines brightly in the sun, you're not as strong as your brother who loves in silence, the breeze that brushes his hair, he can't you have, look at the distance between you and him, actually since when? what since dea got pregnant big? dea's giving birth? or when elvin takes care of the two children dea? or even far from that moment you already liked it? hold eim! just remember he's a fucking playboy who remembers that" and goes into the hotel.

Nightfall.

dea has put dean and edna to sleep.

elvin was suddenly behind Dea.

"jeez elvin you surprised me!!" I looked at elvin.

"Dea try to open your heart to me, just a little bit before she comes back in your life, who knows you'll love me" Elvin.

"you're elvin's drunk, why are you drinking so much alcohol!" dea asked Elvin to sit on the couch.

"wait a minute I'll get some water!" dea.

"no" elvin pulled the dea until the dea sat on his lap and hugged the dea "stay by my side dea, love me just a little!! I'm really frustrated with you" Elvin.

Dea fell silent and looked to the side there was eimila standing there limply, dea was not that stupid she knew that eimila was in love with elvin or rather liked him for a long time.

dea turned around and stuck the acupoints on Elvin according to what was taught other than weapons, so that elvin fainted.

"sorry I can't love you anymore, because my heart is still there, elvin look a little behind you, 1 step behind you is waiting for you" dea.

Then dea took off elvin's shoes and put him to bed on the sofa.

Warren came soon.

"why don't you go inside!!" abugn.

"i just want to be here for a minute!" eimila then smiled.

warren looked in the direction where elvin was being enveloped.

"you like it back!!" warrens.

"maybe!" i'm eimila.

"do you want to know why he's obsessed with dea?" warrens.

and in edna and dean's room.

"appi elvin loves mommy! but daddy is what I want!" edna.

"daddy who do you want? uncle warren's? kull's? all you call daddy and papi?" dean.

"daddy, daddy An Denas "eyes edna like out heart shape.

"he hurt you too much realize that!" dean "i'll support who you'll choose" dean added and returned to bed.

"i know, but you're still thinking about it!" edna approached her brother and closed the door.

"karna mom wants to kill her real father we remember that!!" dean.

"oh big brother stop that fact, just remember you're exactly with dad, won't you grow up to be as handsome as him?" edna.

"i'm more handsome, and I'm not gonna hurt the woman I love in the future, like you and my mom" Dean.

"my brother was moved" edna then kissed his brother's cheek which began to close and he also slept.

dean just pretended to sleep and looked at his sister "she's so innocent rich" then stroked her sister's hair.

then remember when he was 3 years old. She often saw her mother crying, daydreaming, and she hurt her hand,

although he did not know fully when he was 4-now he just understood.

mother did that because she missed dad but she was also hurt, she hated herself limiting him and edna, she felt helpless telling him and edna to wear eye soflens.

He also knows that uncle kull is protecting him from a distance, uncle warren is protecting him calmly, and happy elvin is brightly lit, the adult world is so complicated. But he understood a little of his mother's reason like that.

her mother also did not cover who her father and edna were, her mother told her all about the good things about her father despite holding back tears, and he also told how his father was not there beside them because his father lost his memory.

But all of that is only half of all. When he accidentally heard the elvin he called papi saying "until when he should suffer and wait for a denas".

His father is great, has everything, power exceeds elvin but only less 1 thing. Conscience, and dean once hoped that if his mother married a simple hometown man so as not to suffer, but in fact his mother was famous among handsome and wealthy men, but in fact his mother was famous, the city was destined to be surrounded by people.

Now that he regretted going with his mother abroad again if he knew he would meet his father he would not come, he wanted to go home and visit his grandmother's house in the village.

One more thing that makes him hate is that he is too similar to his father, edna is also similar but because she is female in more to her parent genes just the same eye color.

And on the other hand, he went out looking for eimila when he looked at the park from the balcony of the hotel he saw brother eimila with warren. She was a little calm because eimila was accompanied by someone.

And brugh dea collided with someone.

"ah sorry" dea in korean.

"yes no papa" said someone who was hit in Korean.

They looked at each other and then "you!!" the guy who got hit by dea.

"excuse me, I'll go!" with Indonesian and in my heart "why should I meet him here, why can't my intention to kill him, I thought I wanted to take a gun from my leg and shoot it but just looking at it I was so hurt and helpless".

But the man pulled the dea's hand, until he made the dea hug the man.

"where are you going?" Denas.

"let go!! dear Mr. An denas" dea then pushed An denas.

"why do you hate me!!? Denas.

"colour your memories!! and all about you I hate him!!" dea.

"you're just like your husband Elvin melano!" insinuating denas.

Dea just kept quiet and pulled the tie An denas,

An denas was very surprised and strangely his body reacted to the woman who was holding his tie, while dea immediately stepped on An denas' feet very fast and dea walked as fast as possible.

HOTEL PARK

"where did I start" warren.

"from anywhere" eimila.

"well, I started years ago, you know what the status of elvin in the MELANO family is!".

"yes I remember" eimila.

warren:" At first I knew dea first, we knew him because he saved me" smile.

"don't I know you can be that weak." ledek eimila.

"you know I was fat with glasses again!" a smile.

Fashblakc off

"why crying?? you got pierced?" a 13 year old girl.

"Thank you!!" warrens.

"you're not papa?" dea "you're not a city? want to be in the bully with your friends? yeah alloh if you got hit like that?" added dea.

Warren just shut up and ran behind someone.

"hey hijab boy you're bullying our friend huh!" then push dea.

"you should be thankful because I helped her! that adorable little sister in the bully until she gets hit by"dea.

"go away village!!" warren's friend

"yes yes!" dea.

"deaa!" call someone.

"my mom is coming!!" dea.

"why are your hands hurt?".

"no papa ma'am!" dea.

"mommy?" the boy who pushed dea earlier.

"allen!! you're here too? oh there's warren hello why are you so sad?" mother alen.

"No!" warren.

alen's mother just smiled because she understood the new warren moved from the Netherlands to Indonesia only little know Indonesian.

"why is mommy with the village boy?" alens.

"allen!! you must be polite! he's new in our house, look he's a kid already smart to make money if you!!".

"why does mommy differentiate me from her?" alen pointed at dea.

"he's only 13 you want 16 roads, you want to come home?".

"i'm going home in my own car!"alens.

Alen then left without hearing his mother's answer "whose son he hedeh , when again the season of raze, he was not old enough to bring a car god!" mommy alen's.

"patience mom" smiled.

"dea!" alen's mother returned a smile and she thought "it would be nice for me to have a daughter".

Fashbakc

"and since then I often come to the house alen, I know I was not smart in Indonesian, I was fat and easy to be pierced, I know, I actually just want to be with a girl who thinks 16-year-old kid's a sweet little sister".

"hahaha dea has always been pulling your fault short" eimila's lips are increasingly interested in warren's story.

but it did not go smoothly when I was going to approach him I was blocked alen and when there was time I could only say thank you, dea could not yet speak ingris like now!! alen also often tease dea at that time I remember him plunge dea into the pool until fainted 2 days old alen was very confused how to contact the old man dea, fortunately dea aware, the, and alen in his father's brackets was kept until then alen changed him tidaj uail on dea but very good on dea, until one day alen stock missed and dea drove him, but he was very good on dea,he drives alone on a motorbike.

"really? from a small age he's been good at riding a motorcycle?" eimilas.

"yes, using a matic motorbike, and at that time I saw dea being held by alen when I was coming back, at that time I felt sad foreign feelings, he said, and I realized I liked dea but how she was so beautiful and tall, Alen was also handsome and cool and I got bullied right then and there".

•

"hey pig, you're so disgusting" took the warren glasses and stepped on them, and 3 others kicked the warren.

"hey stop!" dea Scuffled.

"you who? gini-rich slum clothes why can enter the gini-rich upper class!" laughing with the others.

"dea hit the kids who bullied me at the time".

"he's been a martial arts prodigy?" eimilas.

"didn't he hit her with his shoes?.

"hahahaa kocak terat si" eimila.

"he helped me get to the bench and we sat there.

Then he pulled out his phone and started speaking and writing ingris on the screen, at that time we communicated through translators and even Dutch as well".

"ok now I get it! introduce me dea, let's get reacquainted!"Dea

"warren".

"you have to learn Indonesian so we can speak Lords" smile.

"ok".

••

I remember at that time I only spoke a few words and letters, for 5 months I studied with dea bahaSa indonesia.

I started out well, we learned that if he delivered alen, and school holidays, but when I would say I liked dea, he said, Alen first said that I also realized that I was inappropriate for the dea and decided to return to the Netherlands and manage the body.

1.5 Years later I got word alen died. whereas I think who will die first is sick ilan from the baby during that time he was also in the hospital and kept his twin alen.

I rushed to Indonesia and my best friend Alen died when I met elvin at the funeral. But I ignored him and came to the house, there I only saw aunt unah caretaker alen from small, I asked dea he said dea was packing goods and will move workplace.

I ran looking for dea and found her in the kitchen, she was very tired and looked sad I hugged her she did not refuse instead added crying loudly.

•

"warren then what happened" eimila.

"he pushed me when I finished crying".

"he doesn't know you?"

"no, I'm not that cute".

"ckk" eimila's.

"i'm kidding you know me!" a smile.

"really!!" eimilas.

"yes, he recognized me! he apologized to me".

•••~

"forgive me warren I wet your clothes!" dea.

"no papa" smile

"you changed I'm so happy for you!" dea.

"thank you".

I told him to sit down at the kitchen table and he asked me how I was doing, I was happy because my language was good, I was happy, but my heart was hurt he smiled with tears in his eyes. I was confused luckily mommy Aklen came home and her dady and mommy alen hugged dea tightly while crying a hiccup followed by dady alen who hugged them both.

•

"really!! then where's ilan!" eimilas.

"ilan in the Netherlands she can't attend her brother's last day".warren

"ilan must have been devastated that her twin died" Eimila.

"he even wanted to follow her brother by suicide" Warren said.

"yes my god" Eimila.

"alen's mother also thanked dea" warren.

"really?" eimila

"Because alen and dea are engaged!"

"what!! really am!" eimilas.

"yes, btw you just say true, is it true doang" warren.

"hehe's exclaiming" eimila.

"Alen's mother loved dea so much that she did not want to let go of dea, even telling her to be engaged to her twin alen, ilan" warren.

"dea's really lucky from a long time ago huh" Eimila "alen actually hurts what?" he added.

"warren's "brain cancer.

Eimila was silent.

"you want to go on? not yet elvin loh" warren.

"yes I want to hear it all" eimila.

••~

"honey made a sweet memory of my son, sorry he left you like this, tann..Ahh ii's..I still have twin alen please don't go with mom to the netherlands!!" Mommy alen's.

"it's been mom relain the departure of alen and the feeling of dea is not a toy that you can replace with our other children" dady alen.

"really mother, I'm loyal to Alen, and I don't want to replace him with twin sister alen, feelings are not easy to change" dea.

after some talk and I became a statue there dea took out 4 envelopes containing letters from alen.

Dea gave me 1, gave her mother's father 1, 1 for elvin and 1 for me.

•

"what's in that letter warren" eimila.

"farewell letter!" warrens.

Warren.