Lust Or Ego
Chapter 019 - message Alen
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what's in that warren letter" eimila.
"farewell letter!" warrens.
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...Warren....
...My friend, if you read this I'm gone, I know you like dea, I'm sorry I didn't listen to you back then that dea was so sweet, what else when he thinks you're a kid when you're older than him....
...Warren I left dea...
...The woman I love....
...That fiancee....
...also my family,...
...My twin and the new family I got didn't forget my best friend....
...I emailed you that's elvin melano's address. Companion with....
...And most importantly help me take care of dea....
...That woman is very fragile....
...I hid my pain and roughed it up, threatening to cancel the marriage....
...But he stays beside me....
...She cried while I slept....
...He was exhausted when I was sick....
...Warren take care of her for me lest the tears be on her sweet cheeks....
...Warren, I believe in you....
...The girl would not accept the gift from me, or my mother, she just took care of me,...
...Makes me sad she's my fiancee yet like my maid again....
...When my hair started to fall out, she put me in one of her veils while saying ....
...Brother is so beautiful, believe me you will be healed and when your hair has not grown I will cut my long hair behind this hijab for you later....
...Sweet ones....
...Warren at that time I cried in his arms you know I was spoiled for him, I was so sad, I was going to hurt him. Because my brain cancer is late-stage....
...When I was repeatedly in surgery he smiled at me reassuring me....
...Make a promise to me....
...so I can get out of the operating room safely....
...I don't know when my operation didn't work I was afraid to leave him....
...I'm afraid I'm out but I can't open my eyes....
...And if that's true please replace me keep him....
...by alen...
"huhuhuhu hiks hyks" eimila "i flickered" he added.
"don't cry" warren with tears in her eyes.
"cadam" eimila.
"you want to hear a letter to his family?" warrens.
"he" eimila who cried "wait a minute did you read that out loud?"
"no I read it in my heart and I cried you know it sad, at that time mommy alen was also reading a letter from alen with a quiver" Warren
...Mommy & dady...
...Mom how are you?...
...Dady either? please don't cry it's ridiculous....
...Hehe mommy sorryin alen that wayward yes, daddy also sorry alen that makes high blood dady rise continuously....
...Take good care of ilan ok....
...send my apologies for ilan ya who can not accompany her next operation....
...When mommy reads this I've arrived first on ilan....
...Ilan's in surgery right now,...
...Surprise!!...
...mommy dady I gave my heart to ilan. To keep him healthy. And also my heart....
...mom dad gave a letter to ilan when he was 20 years old ok....
...Must be mom and dad have received a letter from Dea right....
...Oh he mom dad with dea nature that is not good for sure he will return all the things that I once loved. Do not accept mommy unless the ring accept and give also later on ilan....
...Mommy Dady I want to say that warren loves dea, so don't be in the same match....
...Let warren chase dea....
...Dea warren first love....
...Mommy Dady I have trouble expressing my feelings but ever since I was there I know....
...Love mommy dady....
...Don't you want to hear me say that. I'm sorry I couldn't fill it when I was alive....
...Mommy don't let mommy's face get wet with tears that make wrinkles. Dady is ok too....
...every honest operation alen fear. Fear of not surviving but your support convinced me. I'm so ashamed I'm with you guys while ilan isn't. Say my apologies to ilan for making her alone and my apologies to my beloved dea....
...Dady can't complain I called dea lover huh....
...karna left him alone, sorry I can't keep my promise to survive.Color my gut feeling says I'm leaving but when I see your smiles mommy daddy and dea I hope I'm out and safe as usual I surgery....
...Take care of ilan, alen's heart already belongs to ilan and alen's heart belongs to ilan, I know dady and mommy are confused looking for a suitable donor....
...And when I found out I had brain cancer, I checked myself out and I fit in....
...I asked because I had cancer whether it would spread to ilan....
...Calm down the answer is not because the pain in the brain is not the heart and heart....
...I love you mommy daddy don't cry okay away's smiling....
...by alen...
"warren hiks hiks pity alen,ilan and dea" eimila who had cried a mouthful.
warren simply nodded while wiping away her tears.
"how do you know the contents of the letter to Alen's father and mother?" eimilas.
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huff .. Warren's pause set the breath and then started telling stories.
afterwards alen's parents cried bitterly and hugged me and dea tightly.
Then when it was calm dea turned the diamond ring of his fiancee with alen on the parents of alen.
then I stayed 1 night there, dea will also leave as well as alen's parents waiting for Alen family plane.
At 6:30 pm we are ready.
Dea said goodbye first to go to her aunt's contract in mango two Jlan cipete.
that hose me and alen's parents gave letters from alen to them to read me.
And they told me to go after Dea.
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"then how? that work?" eimilas.
"yes I managed to prevent him, and at that time I didn't know he was going to work at elvin's house" warren.
"did you get dea because of childhood?" eimilas.
"no!! dea and I are in a relationship" Warren.
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I was in a relationship with him also half a year 3 months I was with him and the rest Idr until we finally separated because of elvin.
he was very down but he kept working. He listed the story here and there short stories as well and poetry is also pantun but rejected.
At that time he was talking about alen and before long I managed to make him like me.
Actually I'm going to propose to dea, but I was threatened by elvin. And at that time I was also not in power like this in contrast to the royal alen from small.
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Eimila: "why did Elvin threaten you?"
Warren:"he's obsessed with dea".
"no, as far as I am, I've never kissed her, just hugging, holding hands, and kissing her hands was I ever?" i'm warren.
"i wonder what about dea?" eimilas.
"he has more respect for dea, he has converted to dea and he is also careful of dea as if it were dust that would disappear when he breathes." warren.
"really? I wonder if Dea was given a letter by Alen? and what kind of letter? also the heart and heart of alen is in ilan does ilan have a taste like alen in dea?" eimilas.
"for that I don't know, maybe time will tell" eimila.
"then elvin knew dea..?" eimila's hesitant voice cut off by warren "quietly I'll tell you the unfinished story" warren with a faint smile.
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I returned to the Netherlands after 3 months in Indonesia, leaving the dea very heavy, and 1 month passed we vidio call every night, he said, he has also met a new boss who treats him well although different from his mother alen, he also tells strange stories there such as stories in novels that tell about the world of mafia, gangster etc. But I responded to him as usual until he told me about a sad and ostracized child.
Then I asked you where you work give me the address.
Dea answered the address, how surprised I was it was the same as the address given Alviano melano residence elvin house as well.
Automatic jealousy etc pervaded dong, what word entrance exam will arrive, hpku seized, when I use leptop and computer always supervised by father's servant ..
it frustrates me not to tell the last dea he said he was getting along with the kid and I'm jealous that he already knew each other with elvin.
2 Months Ldr without any news after I finished my trip to Indonesia and moved to the campus where elvin school, I approached him and we began to make friends I also the story I actually already know elvin from alen.
And Elvin told me he also knew me from Alen.
and finally he took me to his house.
When Elvin took a shower I met dea who served me a drink.
And I hugged Dea tightly. Dea did not reply but cried.
"you've been a long time" dea.
"sorry this time I won't leave you" warren "don't cry ok i love you zaujati" he added.
Dea harrumphed and whispered "sister warren knows the meaning of the word" smile.
"yes means my wife" Warren.
I took her to the park.
Get out of elvin's room and tell him all the events of how I 2 months can't reply to an email or message from him, and that's also the beginning of my separation and dea.
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"ren I forgot to ask! dea kan islam he wants to embrace what with the rules of Islam" eimila.
"she is indeed hijab because of her religious obligation to wear a veil, she is innocent and innocent but she can be firm and cruel, not like women who are generally dubbed hijab but under the stalls she is different. He is diligent in prayer, teaching it is an obligation but he is also not pretentious he is aware of what he does and what he must pay from his behavior, so our obligations and hearts depend on the person, he said, origin doesn't exceed limit" warren.
"you know very well about dea yes" eimila smiled.
"it's that way, so we shouldn't judge people by appearance because obligations and traits are different" warren said.
"you ever meant to eat it?" eimilas.
"never hmmm" warren's cheeks flushed "every close to her my body reacted".
"oh god warren, is it up to this very moment?" eimila ledek.
"hush on!! I'm a normal guy Ok" warren.
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"father and mother ask about brother"dea.
"i get it, calm down I'm serious about you" smiled.
"are you on the press again about marriage?" warrens.
"yes, you know I'm a country girl, who's been in her fiance's house too and to be honest I don't really expect you because I'm afraid I'm so scared" I dea.
"why? about caste? or religion? dea calm down I will follow your religion and my mother's father neutral only, 2 weeks in 2 weeks I will invite you to meet my parents and I will go to your hometown" warren.
"alright" dea.
I didn't know Elvin heard it all, and when we got back to each other he punched me and scolded me.
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"you why?" warrens.
"you bastard, I consider you my best friend because you're just like an alen You're a liar just like my disgusting family!!" elvins.
"just explain the point elvin" Warren rubbed blood on his lips.
"you're dating dea? you're even gonna propose to her? why don't you ever tell me your lover is the dea in my house!! you know he's on my head but why don't you say anything" cried elvin.
"you didn't ask!? and what are your reasons for being this frustrating!!" warrens.
"i love her, I love her, she is my lover, my love, my soul, my sister, my sister, my mother, she is family to me and she is everything to me!!" elvins.
"in fact she's my lover you have to accept that, you just find another woman you're going to play a lot of women!!" warren.
"he's my savior" elvin with a pressing gaze.
"he is also my savior, my everything!!" warren is no less than Elvin.
"leave her!!" elvin's threat.
"there's no reason I left my girlfriend!" warren was leaving.
"ha hahaaha haha" elvin laughed and pointed at the hp which was divided into two parts 1 showing his father who was battered in the company with his mother who was crying while on his knees, and the other 1 contains his sister who is in chains on a mattress and surrounded by many men.
Warren directly hit elvin many times but he remained silent not resisting.
"your punch is nothing to me!!" elvins.
"what are you doing with my family!"warrens.
"it will only kill your father and your mother, and your beloved sister tragically died of abuse!" elvins.
"you devil!!" warrens.
"hahha do you think I'm stupid? you're also a candidate for gangster, right?" elvin
"the way you get someone is so disgusting!" warrens.
"leave dea alone or my men will do their duty" elvin.
"ok I'll leave you satisfied!" warrens.
Elvin confirmed his clothes and helped me clean up the dust that was sticking while saying.
"come to the princess and do your job" elvin.
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"elvin threatened you with your family?" eimilas.
"yes" warren smiled faintly "elvin is terrible, even though I have the power I am under elvin".
"elvin is so horrible!!" eimila was not expecting.
"that's how he was, when he heard the conversation I had and dea he had people arrest my family" warren.
"isn't 17-year-old Elvin not in business?" eimila understood Elvin's situation.
"he has nothing to do with it yet, but his brother gave it all to him, so he has a connection?" warrens.
"how do you know all that?" eimilas.
"when I had the power I investigated elvin for revenge so I know, but the truth is we were friends again" Warren.
"tell me later and continue what you did to Dea?" eimilas.
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I met dea and hugged her for a while.
"sister! what's wrong with you?" dea was shocked and stroked the warren's head.
"call me dea" warren.
"why!!" dea confusion.
"quick!!!" warren.
"did I make a mistake? warren tell me!!" dea.
"say it again" warren.
"warren I love you" dea smiled and hugged the warren.
at that time my feelings were mixed, one of my promises to dea and across the other door there was elvin ready to hurt my family.
Unknowingly I pushed dea.
"dea we just end our relationship here" warren.
"are you lying?" dea's staring at warren.
"i don't really love you!" warren was leaving.
"tell me what my mistake was!" dea's almost crying.
I continued walking and dea followed me until I was at the gate of the elvin house. Dea fell down I immediately ran and helped her while saying "stupid!!" .
Dea held my hand tightly and said "said you'll take care of me!! you'll protect me, why you left, why did you leave without keeping your promise like why!!" dea who has a hoarse voice.
I took off my hand and ran to my car, I went back to Holland and I left the girl alone.