Lust Or Ego

Lust Or Ego
Chapter 020 - message Alen 2 and Destiny


Flasback.


"you crying??" eimilas.


"yes, because I hurt Dea, and didn't keep my promise to Alen but now I'm going to fix it" warren "then why are you crying again?" he added.


"for all the stories you tell, the stories of alen and dea, dea and you, and the horrible facts of elvin obsession" eimila "I now understand, no reason to love but what about obsession?? he added.


Warren smiled faintly and looked up at the night sky "only god can answer and end, that's our reason and the beginning of elvin's obsession!" he added.


"yes I understand now why elvin was so protective of the dea, when he was ostracized that I reached out only dea, when others were afraid and left him , dea who came, dea who came, dea's stretched everything out until Elvin makes dea his priority alongside his intense obsession" eimila.


"if you like Elvin be more obsessed you understand" Warren encouraged eimila.


"i understand" eimila's "thank you warren" smile.


"yes" warren replied with glassy eyes "gwe also want to say thank you to you because gwe so aware of the promise entrusted to Alen, the promise I made to keep him I didn't do it at all" he added.


"stop ren you have taken care of dea well and until now" eimila.


warren just nodded.


"oh he I wonder 1 other thing you used to be, cousin and exemplary child why not now?" eimila tries to ease warren's guilt.


"what is it to ask!!" warrens.


"yes" eimila.


"karna after parting ways with dea I changed myself to never fall in love" warren said.


Eimila just looked at the warren and smiled and in her heart "love is endless and able to change someone, she said, I realized that I had nothing to do with those who changed because of stupid love but could kill".


On the other hand there are ilan who heard the story of warren and eimila and wipe his tears, and on the other side there are ovin and An denas who heard also but they are different positions.


ovin walks towards An Denas' room with a dreamy "apparently dea bond and they are unusual".


"oy ovin why are you ngalamun?" tias' speech that disperse ovine reverie.


"was I thinking a lot about Denas and Nanda?" ovine.


"nanda otw office, if an denas ketaman" tias.


"what garden?" ovin frantically "since when did he leave?" he added.


"from earlier, but not yet back" tias.


"ok I'll find an denas first" ovin


"yes find me going to sleep".


ovin returned to the room and found denas sitting while smoking.


"why are you here?" ovine.


"why? not why" denas.


"holy god!!" ovine.


"why do you look worried?" denas.


"don't you know you just had surgery" the reason ovin honestly he's afraid to hear eimila and warren tell a story.


"you know vin?" denas.


"i heard an incredible story about a girl 5 years ago" he said.


Ovin's face is already tightened.


"he turned out to be very curious about me that's all" added an denas.


"wouldn't you try to investigate the girl?" ovine.


"for what!" denas.


"no papa" said ovin firmly.


and in the heart of "oh lord this is crazy what plan are you planning? denas heard all! where did he hear why I did not see him earlier, why also the two men confided in the garden all, it is quiet but not everyone has slept at this hour, not everyone has slept at this time, and not the story of an extraordinary woman, but it's amazing if he knows his wife who is being mentioned by many men, god quickly restore the memory denas" ovin heart rant with different facial mimic.


warren and Eimila Go and ilan remain on the park bench and remember the word eimila that questions her heart and heart.


"huffff" ilan waddled and murmured "this heart belongs to the brother and this heart belongs to the brother, of course his feelings and heartbeats follow the rhythm of the previous owner where it will feel pain, and, happy and others when he met someone special to him, for example dea" smiled thinly.


ilan's memory of the time when the dea was about to give birth.


Ilan was originally talking to kull and kull left because he was called elvin.


then remember eimila yelling calling kull in a panic she said dea was going to give birth, and she was the one who prepared the car.


"i remember when eimila called the name Dea my heart skipped a beat and my heart felt a pain that I had never felt, and the first time I saw her I wanted to cry and hug her. my body was moved by my heart, but I put everything aside and got the Dea that was about to give birth".


...Ilan shed tears and remembered the letter he read 1 year ago....


...Ilan radiptyno...


...My sister,yellow....


...I'm sorry, you rarely visit you there, excuse your selfish twin, you must hate your brother?...


...I was so selfish that mommy and dad were on my side, and until I got sick I realized how scared and in need of support from the family when going to surgery,...


...Brother realized and immediately told mommy and dady to go to the Netherlands to accompany you....


...You know I'm in love, and I'm engaged to her, she's with me, and she's my encouragement, too,...


...You know why I don't want to be brought to the hospital with you, because I'm sad to see the fact that I hurt my twin unknowingly, I don't want to be a burden because I know I won't be able to heal....


...Ilan happy 20th birthday sorry brother can not give you a gift....


...Only the heart and heart of my brother gave me. Brother wants you to live a happy life, take care of mommy and mommy, the reason I told mommy and dady when you were 20 is that you were healthy and you were strong, you also helped your twin find my lover, look at her for a moment so that I also see how she became a beautiful girl, then you will know without knowing her name because my heart beats for her and my heart has been engraved with her name....


...ilan live as you wish and marry the woman you love, even if you can't see you married, you have a sister inside you, accompany you and apologize for everything, I'm sorry we were only 5 years together from our birth....


...Honestly, I was scared when I was going to the surgery even though I knew the answer, because I wanted to see us one family come together, and show off my love for you....


...Ilan one more thing I want to say if you like my girlfriend, take care of her, if she's married tell me in my funeral, if she already has a child and split up take care of her for me, please, but I hope you can prevent my feelings because now my heart and my heart are yours, and your right to love someone....


...by Alen radiptyno....


"once it was thought that your letter was flutter, disgusting, and all the letters from warren, mommy, dady, I was about dea getting more and more ridiculous" Ilan muttered cursing alen while laughing but his tears fell.


"why did you give me all this, you should have come back safely from that operating room and I'll have you cut out when you're bald, you give me all but I think I'll love your lover how? how do you explain all the alen you jerk, twin fuck know so long ago so embryo I kick you let's not go in with len base brother jerk" ilan kept crying at her twin even though she didn't want to.


"you know mommy and dady told me to get married he said he wanted to fondle grandchildren, idih you should love grandkids to them first because you're an exemplary son while I'm a little jerk, and your lover has a husband and children I won't tell you I won't come to your funeral it's your punishment" and then Ilan tries to flick his tears.


After that, ilan will go to the room in the Dea rental to meet elvin, warren and eimila.