Lust Or Ego
Chapter 02 - Doubt

the players are just intermediaries in the imagination may you support the character I prepared.

At 04:30 wib

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"asalamualaikum dear wake up" the voice woke his wife.

"mmm," the wife's response.

Dika was furious at finally hugging his wife and dea replied to her tightly.

"what is azan?" dea.

"ngh.. Sorry to wake you we have to pray" he said affectionately.

"the bath will be later after the mas!" he said with a smile.

"sleep, 5 am still able to pray" he realized his wife's condition.

dea just looked at her husband and hugged him tightly under the blanket.

"how can I get up You hold me tight and I want to keep going like this" stroking the wife's head "what's so sick?? was it too over last night? when you're first" Worry.

Dea looked at her husband

"that's it, then,?" her cheeks blushed "she hurts but.." mmmachh dea was shocked by her husband's kiss.

"sssttt already do not continue to talk sorry must be painful" looked at his wife who was embarrassed "thank you" he said.

"for what?" saut dea's.

"for all and for you who have taken care of your crown and handed it to me, "smile.

Blushhh cheeks dea flushed.

she didn't know what to answer just to hide in the chest of her naked husband's field.

then take off his arms and say "mas bath gih ntar adk nyulai" divert the conversation.

"why are you making me a palanquin, baby?" smile and inwardly "hold your passion in ..".

Dea just smiled looking at her husband, she understood what he was thinking. Dea feels sick but also enjoys and is also comfortable. She understood her husband was holding back his desires.

But he didn't want to hurt himself, though, her husband did not play rough even loving and gentle her husband played without hurting her but because it was only early it was very painful even she wanted to stand first very painful so she told her husband first.

"i made my husband opium?" the joke "that color should be otherwise I'm afraid you're bored!" dea said, then smiled.

Dika looked at the dea and then held his head and sat his wife they looked at each other immersed in their minds.

Dea was worried and did not want to hear the words of his wife.

Then he kissed the dea gently and deeply until the breath of the dea ran out.

"sorry" he said, "I'm just worried".

"don't say that again, I won't change believe me everyone has their own story!" smiling and hugging his wife reassured his wife .

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The prov

Alarm hp dika sounds indicate it is time for dawn prayers.

He looked at his wife.

He did not want to disturb his wife's sleep but they also had to pray not to be left behind.

"alhamdulillah everything went well, until this morning made my heart beat fast when I was a grown man but why did he make me like a child."

Until he said

"i made my husband opium?" with a smile and a red blush on his cheek continued "the color It should be otherwise I'm afraid you're bored" degh,

that word again. He's in trauma again just don't say that again.

I understand he witnessed too many failures of the household around him he was also the victim of his parents' fights even though his parents were not divorced.

he said it once, I wouldn't do that.

Dea you don't have to be afraid here there's already your husband.. Then I stroked her head and took her to sit down and look at her and kissed her softly for her to remember!! don't be afraid I can only hold his other hand with now I want to give him a broad love so that he comes out of his fear.

When I wanted to start talking he started it with the word "sorry" by holding his breath I hugged him after saying what I should say.

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The dea prov

someone greeted me in the morning. "mmm" I said rutu I want to answer "waalaikumsalam" but it's hard to say because of the pain down there and the warmth I feel.

every second and minute that goes on means a lot to my heart, and he's still the same. Still the same with a grown man.

Shouldn't I be the one with the. He said "why are you making me opiate?" with a cute expression he's my husband.. I chuckled yes he was my husband a grown man who was holding back my desire was not that stupid to not know her husband was holding back his desire even if he wanted her to be able to do it but I knew him. he's not gonna hurt me that's what made me fall in love with him.

With a face still blushing unconsciously I said something she didn't like, yes I'm wrong where there is a newlywed who says that after intercourse it feels like what IS THOUGHT out of the mouth just like that, usually he will hold my hand if I start to feel scared tightly.

But different from now she stroked my head gently and raised my body to sit down. I looked at her with those warm eyes and then she kissed me softly, my blood whirring loudly in my body.

Morning kiss and my heart pounded like a gentle kiss and tucked into my mind "is she angry? it's a little rough not bruntal anymore, and my breath starts to tight" And in the middle I breathe oxygen I say "sorry" I'm sorry for my concern and he's answering the same thing that calms me down when I'm afraid of everything

"don't say that again, I won't change believe me everyone has their own story" said this with a smile and he hugged me.

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everything went well and dea could also mask the pain she felt when her legs were used for walking.

And now they're gathering for breakfast. And talk talk.

"the rain has not subsided from last night" said the father dea

"where are you going?" said Dea's mother who asked "must want to go down the thought of gardening continue!!" joking.

"let the people have a garden y kekebun," said the father with a laugh and enjoy coffee.

"the laundry is not a lot of hot huff" lamented dea

"let's eat sukurin every weather" his mother said and sat down to pick up a banana fritters.

"dika" call her mother-in-law .

"iya mah" she said.

"don't go to the city first, still a newlywed" his jokes that make dea and dika face to face and father mother dea can only smile.

"of course mah .. Why hastily asked for leave" he said with embarrassment.

"yes bener .. You also do not rush to the city now you have a husband" he said with a smile.

"he was " taking a sip of tea and "I understand maybe I'll be at the old house" she said with a blushing cheek glancing at her husband.

"why not find a job that is close so if you go to town can be together not good husband and wife separated" said sg father.

"the desire" said dea and at the same time made everyone smile.

"it's easy to think. Now think that what is happening now is still a long time ago" said the mother who knew her son and his ex was embarrassed.

They nodded and started to eat rice.

"mba deaa" said the girl in a smug voice..

"he's ndul whya" said dea who greeted his sister. "let's have breakfast".

"later mbaaaa. kan nayla already drink milk can breakfast alone but later braided hair nayla ya mba".

"yes yes of course" said dea degn smile to his sister.

"it's a big rain for newlyweds" said aunty dea from the front door of the dining table.

"uhuk uhuk" dea and dika reflex choke together.

Smiles were clearly visible on the lips of the father, mother and aunt dea.

they drank together and dea immediately poured another drink for her husband..

"ahh like who the newlyweds are" she said with a smile.

"you guys" then sit down and take a banana.

"don't tempt them cf. Matt" said the brother .

"he's yaaa" while smiling with dad dea . Dea's father can only shake his head.

dika and dea are so awkward to remember last night.

The thought of "i hurt him, that he enjoyed it aahh bodooh bangat si me, I enjoyed the game last night with him" looked dea.

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dea's mind "what I made him satisfied whether I carried out my physical and spiritual duties well," drank and glanced at him.

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Some time running and the house is empty all the family has their own busy life.

Dika also finished going home to help his father-in-law in the rice field while dea was busy writing he wanted to come down but the same mother was told to stay home aja keepin arief and nayla and her aunt who was afraid to give birth to her aunt (lik niti) is pregnant.

While their father, mother and grandparents had to harvest rice.

And at 14:45 her husband was sent home by his father-in-law.

Her husband cleans the body in the bathroom and dea makes coffee.

Dika dries her hair out of the bathroom and finds her in the kitchen.

Grep he hugged his wife from behind and held her hand helping stir the coffee.

Dea was startled but immediately asked "why big bear?" said it.

"mmm" just a spoiled wean.

dea turned and put her hands around her husband's neck, and she grabbed him and kissed him, smiling.

"why?" say dea gently.

"i want a cass" said dika spoiled.

"is this my husband?" smiling and holding her husband's cheek "is he a man in his 20s?"

Dika looked on with a spoiled face dea just smiled then "no" turned her back and took off the hug from behind her husband towards the table and put coffee on the table.

"huff why?" he said with a disappointed tone.

"there's nayla and arief they'll be if suddenly here how? what if there are guests?" dea.

dika walked over and held his wife's hip and kissed her and answered.

"ok ok bawell" then pinched dea's nose.

Then they laughed.

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He noticed his wife working online.

and before long lik niti came with nayla and arief.

"dee" said lik niti.

dea went straight to the front door "yaaa" and worried that she would give birth to "why?".

"fear you nayla nayla follow the same lilik arief play up bosen at home".

"what?.. No need for bi! don't come in here! big belly too?" dea's worries.

"is the pregnant one not you, nih" shows the cell phone "lik take the posel" and looks back "your husband has come home??" Tanya 'a.

"yes" smile "don't ngeles" turned worried.

"yes .. Nayla arief let's go.." ignore the dea.

"yes mah" said arief "yes lik" said nayla.

Nayla:" mba drug" followed by arief "mba dea drug".

Dea just smiled

lik niti just smiled then dea replied "nay rief jan long ago ok!!" a smile.

After seeing her aunt and sister go Degh she ignores her tired husband .

She was worried that she felt neglected because her husband was a little ahhh exactly supertektiv do not want if again the same she was divided into time.

Rush in and dea is pulled by dika and falls in the arms of dika ..

.kriettt closed the door..

dika smiled broadly and revealed both dimples of her deep cheeks.

" basic hh" then sat on the couch taking off her husband's arms with a racing heart.

"There's no ayoo people I need in the cass" he said.

dea ventured straight to push her husband sitting next to her to fall asleep on the sofa. dea smiled with a loud thump "i didn't expect my husband to be so spoiled" she hugged her husband and leaned against his field.

dika nenahan smile trying to calm and crazy cheeks dika reddened.

And Tampa allegedly pushed her husband into the sofa to kiss her lips and said "don't be held I'm yours".

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The prov

"and I didn't think that your wife was so wild and hot" I told her.

my heart kept pounding.My wife just hugged me and listened to my heartbeat.

i wantit.. But I love him and I'm afraid to hurt him..

I'm afraid hers still hurt.

It's been 1 week that I've been a bad husband but I also need this to drive me crazy.

I groped my wife's back on top of me. I pulled my wife's bra and she looked at me. With annoyance I slowly pull it but when released may hurt about his body.

"what's still sick" I asked.

"for what and what mas" he answered deliberately lured me or I could not think clearly.

"exhemm. Ekhem.." I can't say it immediately impressed how you think, dea just smiled and said "already not" kissed me "mas you deserve to touch me, dea,even without my permission you can because you're my husband and I'm yours .. Yours.." said my wife and stood up with a hue.

The word "mine is still heard in my ear until I can't hold it anymore.

The dea prov

I said that I belonged to him in shame then he stood up and kissed me.

She kisses affectionate and tender . He pushed me slowly a little backwards without removing our link I followed his direction.

Come on Dea you've been good at the story and you've also felt why you're nervous come on you're not a character in a nervous ff when you've felt it.

We walked back and opened the door and he closed the door and he started to put me to sleep.

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They were all in their passion to open a safety pin on his wife's veil and he threw it on the floor and stroked her.

"dad" plays the wife's hair.

"iya mas" with flushed cheeks.

"mas likes long hair ade" kissing his wife's neck dea heads sprai because her husband's kiss really makes him feel the hard thing to explain.

dika smiled to see his wife closed her eyes...