MARRIAGE AGREEMENTS
SELF-DEFEATING

Meanwhile, the groom actually spent his wedding night driving a car around all corners of Surabaya. The night is late. The road is so good. The night lights illuminate the highway beautifully. Samuel's heart was hurt.

This should be my first night with Aileen Benjamin! protest in my heart. She is officially my wife. My legal life companion. But.but.... Aargggh....

The man hit his own head. He felt foolish to have let another man sip his wife's honey the night of his bride. But..what can I do? his mind is helpless. That person knew Aileen first and managed to seize her heart. And even if I were with my wife now, she wouldn't be happier. In addition to not loving me, Aileen will also know the fact that I am unable to fulfill the obligation of giving an inner living to her!

Samuel's head became dizzy. He then hardened the volume of his car audio so that his mind did not drift everywhere. “Already, Samuel Manasseh!” he yells at himself. “You must be big-spirited. Let someone else give your wife satisfaction if you are not able to do it! The important thing is that your dreams of making both your parents happy come true.”

Thus the poor groom drove his car in no direction at night. For the sake of giving his wife a chance to reap the happiness that cannot be given by her as a husband.

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Four hours later Samuel showed up again in the hotel lobby. He returned an hour later than he had told James. He did not want to cross paths with his wife's lover in the lobby. Samuel could not bear to see the man's expression of satisfaction from having spent a beautiful night with Aileen.

After retrieving the penthouse access key at the reception desk, Samuel made his way to the elevator. His heart feels heavy. I really hope he doesn't come back to this hotel again. Which husband can meet his wife after she has fun with another man?

And finally the sole heir of the Manasseh breed realized how much he loved Aileen Benjamin. He really wants to make the woman who has officially become his wife happy. Even if he had to sacrifice his own dignity.

Arriving in the penthouse, he saw the lights of the room still lit up brightly. He stepped towards the sofa where he had fallen asleep. The floor under the sofa was a bit wet. His heart was clenched for a moment. Don't-don't....

As fast as lightning the heartbroken man stepped quickly towards the terrace. The exit door was made of glass. Samuel was disappointed. The terrace floor around the wet jacuzzi. Obviously, there was a person who soaked in a mini pool with a burst of warm water.

Samuel's heart was hot. The shadow of Aileen who was making love to James in the jacuzzi made her feel cheesy. Both of his hands were clenched tightly. Indicates how he is being hit by a very jealous fire.

My God, am I capable of this marriage of charade for two years? nelangsa. It's only been a few hours that my wife has fun with her boyfriend, but my feelings have been shattered like this. So how do I go about my next days with Aileen?! James would have come to visit her often in the house we both occupied. And...haizzz.it is not hard to guess what the man will do when alone with his lover in a lonely house!

Then Samuel remembered his wife. Where is Aileen now? Has he fallen asleep so satisfied with the man he loves? he thought blind jealousy.

With a sense of unworthiness left behind a place that became a silent witness of the intimacy of the woman he loved with other men. Samuel decided to look at Aileen's situation instead of imagining nothing of her doing with James when she was not around.

“So stupid as you are, Samuel Manasseh!” scold him for himself. “Of course they choose to do it in a beautifully decorated room. The bridal chamber!”

With a hunting breath, the man took a quick step up the stairs towards the second floor. Arriving in front of the bridal room, he paused for a moment. His hand had stretched out to open the door knob of the room, but his heart was still hesitant to enter the room.

Should I knock on the door first, huh? ask in the heart. His feeling is very upset. Between wanting to go straight into the room or knock on the door first to show a polite attitude.

Ah, cueklah, his mind decided. This is the bridal bedroom. I have the right to go in and out without anyone's permission.

Slowly turn the door knob. The door in front of him opened. Samuel's chest was pounding. The atmosphere in the room seemed dim. Most of the lights in the room were turned off. Only the downlights in the corners of the room are still on.

The man stepped in. Near slowly the bed decorated with a variety of flowers and romantic balloons. A body was lying on its back on the bed. A thick peach-colored blanket covers it up to the base of the neck.

Aileen Benjamin, Samuel's heart. You are so beautiful in this sleeping position. Like a snow princess sleeping in a glass box. The difference is, the princess looks forward to the presence of a prince to wake her from a long sleep. While you are now smiling happily for having spent a beautiful night with your handsome prince....

Samuel sighing. His heart is very sad. From the look on the face of his wife who slept with a smile, he immediately knew that this woman had enjoyed a beautiful togetherness with the lover.

Unknowingly the man lowered his face. Slowly pecked his wife's forehead. The woman squirmed slowly. Samuel's surprised. He moved straight away. He thought Aileen was awake. But apparently his wife was just moving sideways and still sleeping soundly.

I had to get used to watching the happiness on Aileen's face every time she ran out to meet James, the man broke off inwardly. After all I am the one who is actually a hindrance to both of them. So I can't make their relationship any more difficult. Be aware, Samuel Manasseh. You are not destined to be the man of Aileen Benjamin. You're late to meet. You are not perfect as a man....

Samuel swallowed his bitter mouth. He looked at Aileen's face until he was satisfied. After that he turned around and stepped out of the room. The door closed slowly. After exhaling a long breath, the man stepped foot onto the end of the stairs. He climbed the stairs one by one until he arrived at the bottom floor again.

He will sleep in the other room. Lie down alone. Trying to fall asleep to dreamland to meet the woman of his heart.

He decided to undergo two years of marriage charade in a wholehearted way to make Aileen Benjamin happy. Because after that, he will no longer undergo marriage with any woman....

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