
The moonlight that illuminated the night, Axel stood with his hands resting on the guardrail above the balcony of his room. One cigarette is between the middle and index fingers. Sometimes he sucks the nicotine object and then exhales it so that it emits white smoke flying in the air.
At the moment his mind was in a state of turmoil, the problems that occurred in his family made the young man a little burdened. Although he said it was okay, but in his heart he felt a sense of destruction. His family is no longer intact, his parents will be separated.
He needs someone he can back up, but Axel doesn't have anyone. All he had in mind right now was Anin, the woman he admired so much. The feeling of wanting to have a woman was huge, but Axel realized, forever they would not be able to be together. Their destiny was only as brothers, and right now Axel was trying to eliminate that forbidden feeling from within his heart. It's hard, but Axel will try.
Considering that the woman made Axel miss him, the cigarette that lived half the stem he pressed in the ashtray until it was extinguished. After that Axel went into the room to pick up the phone that he had put on the mattress. Then he went back to the balcony and tried to contact Anin.
The first call failed, Anin did not answer her phone. The time still shows at 8 pm, it is impossible if Anin is asleep. Axel tried again, and luck was on his side. The sound of speech from across there made a happy smile engraved on the lips of the 20-year-old young man.
"Hello Xel! Tumben you call me, usually you like a crotch suddenly already nongol aja in front of me," said Anin made Axel laugh.
"Bawel really lo, not anything is too long already the words lo. I've kayak jakarta to Surabaya railway line."
"So, what the fuck. Where there is it," Anin protested annoyed. Unfortunately at this time they only make voice calls, if they are facing each other at this time, maybe Axel will feel increasingly anxious at Anin because the woman is pouting and advancing her lips.
"Lo again what's Nin?" axel asked regardless of Anin's protest.
"Again the phone call from you, what's the matter? Get to the point, because you never called me like this. There's gotta be something, right?"
"Tumben is sensitive," Axel quipped to make Anin back pout. "Temenin I'm out yuk, find the wind."
"No, I'll catch a cold again."
"Ck. That's just my Anin parable, baby ... "
"God! Baby, baby. I'm your brother, yeah, nothing's a pity."
"Yes, yeah. Onion! So how? Will you not want to meet me?"
"Yes, but pick it up. All of you, excuse me to mother and father."
"Yes, sort it out."
As the call ends, Axel returns to his room and gets ready to pick up Anin. It's okay if he is only considered as a sister, the important thing is Axel can meet with Anin and go together with her.
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"Where are you going?" asked Erlangga to Axel who is now at Anin's house. He asks Erlangga and Elfira for permission to take Anin out.
"Just take a long walk, look for the wind. You see Axel is bored at home, can't Om? Aunty?"
"Yes dong Xel, but remember. Don't be too late, and please take care of your brother" advised Elfira.
"Yes Aunt. Sure."
"Yes Bun, Pa. We go first." Anin said goodbye and kissed her parents' hands. So did Axel who followed Anin.
"Where are you going to take me?" asked Anin with a little scream. Because they are on the road now.
"Later you'll know for yourself!" reply Axel.
There is no more conversation between the two until the motorbike driven by Axel arrives at a pujasera, paradise snacks for those culinary lovers.
Anin's eyes seemed sparkling to see the many food stalls available. It felt like he wanted to taste all the snacks that were there. Axel also smiled to see Anin who looked happy.
"Udah yok, find a place. Tonight I treat, so you can eat as much," said Axel makes Anin more sparkling.
"Seriously? Can I really eat as much?"
"Yes. Anyway you want any message, please. I paid for it" Axel said, patting his chest.
Not wanting to waste any time, Anin immediately walked towards the stall selling spicy food. Seblak ceker spicy sauce is the choice. After ordering, they looked for a seat. Shortly after that, their food was served. Anin could not wait to taste the spicy food.
Axel gawked in disbelief to see Anin devouring seblak with the super spicy sauce with an ordinary expression, even he shook his head.
"Lo eat it, does not feel spicy?" Axel grimaced to see Anin sipping the spicy sauce from the seblak.
"No, no, no, no, no" he replied as he continued to devour his food.
Axel shuddered in horror at the red seblak. Unable to see Anin, Axel decided to finish his meal.
After eating, Axel took Anin to a park. There Axel told me all the problems that happened in his house. The quarrel between his parents, his mother who no longer lives with them and his father's plan to divorce. All of this makes Axel sad. As a child, Axel wanted to have full parents like the rest of the children.
"So, you want to divorce your mom?" tanya Anin and nod by Axel. In his hand Axel said, "you are patient. Whatever happened to your parents, be sincere. It's best for them even if they can't be together anymore, but you can still be devoted to them right? Because after all they're still your parents."
Axel nodded again, at the back of Anin's hand. He was grateful to have Anin even as a brother.
"Gue can't hug you?" pinta Axel is greeted with a smile by Anin.
The girl stretched out her hands and let Axel into her arms. Not wanting to waste the opportunity, Axel immediately hugged Anin. Feeling the warmth of the girl's body and the fragrance of her hair that entered Axel's sense of smell.
"Thank you. Thank you for always being there for me" Axel said in a soft voice. As much as possible he held back his tears so as not to come out in front of Anin.
"Either. This is what families need to do, to help each other and to support each other. If you ever need a friend for a story, you can come to me and tell me all your problems just like me."
Hearing Anin's words, Axel further tightened his embrace. The warm feeling of Anin's body made her feel comfortable, it felt Axel did not want to let go just like that. Axel wants to feel it even longer, enjoying moments that he will not necessarily get again.
Not far from where Axel and Anin were, it appeared that someone standing was watching them with tightly clenched hands. His hunting breath felt the heat inside his chest.
"He's mine and I won't let anyone near him."
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