
...Don't forget this part...
...Happy reading...
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Cut completely inhabits everyone involved in lying to him. A year later Cut in Dio's lie, his parents, grandmother, and other family also covered up everything about Ihsan to him. Cut wants to be angry with himself who can not remember who Ihsan the man who had been her husband for years, the man who turned out to make himself happy after his love was rejected by Dio.
Cut also wants to be angry with Dio but he is only able to be silent and not care about the husband because in fact the love is greater for Dio. Cut felt guilty to her first husband for forgetting the man and loving another man and even getting married and having children. If only he had not been depressed maybe receiving Dio would be very heavy. However, cut could not regret what happened because he was also happy with Dio and their marriage was based on a lie but heard the explanation of his parents at that time about the struggle Dio who made her recover Cut slightly circumcised even though she has been living in her husband for two days.
Dio saw the wife preparing breakfast for him and Mashita. Although Cut was angry the woman still prepared her needs well.
"Dad!" call Mashita running towards Dio.
Dio turned her body slowly and all that did not escape Cut's sight even though she seemed very indifferent with her husband.
"Yes, Honey! Why?" ask Dio gently.
Mashita shows the doll she was holding. "Thank you Dad, the doll is so good!" mashita said happily.
"Either..."
"Don't spoil Mashita too much. He's not your real son!" cut said coldly which made Dio close his eyes to suppress the emotion that was almost ignited because of Cut's speech.
"Shita isn't Brother's son, Cut! But what's wrong with you spoiling him like your own son? You can't see my sincerity all this time? You know you are wrong for lying, and you did it for you. But if you want to be angry do not in front of Mashita! You're a doctor, a psychiatrist, you should understand what Mashita's mentality will be like" Dio said firmly.
Mashita's eyes glazed over. "Shita doesn't have a father anymore. But can't Shita love Dio's father, Bun?" mashita asked with tears.
Cut could only quietly regret his words, his lips were weak when he saw the faces of the two people he loved so much.
"Today I ate at the hospital. Tomorrow-tomorrow if you are tired of serving your brother better not need. Be careful at home maybe you go home at night" Dio said flatly. However Dio did not want his anger to continue for very long.
"Shita come with me?" mashita asked slowly. Mashita is very afraid of Cut's anger, since then Shita is closer to Dio.
"Dad's got to work, honey. I promise I'll pick up Mashita. Shita is the same as Galih and Ghani used to be, yes" Dio said softly.
Cut's tears just flow when he sees the departure of his husband and son. Was it so outrageous that it made Dio so angry with him? His words whether to hurt the two until his biological child just prefers to be with Dio rather than together with him.
Cut sat down at the dinner table staring at the food that was still intact. His appetite suddenly disappeared until the appearance of his parents who made Cut immediately wipe his tears.
"Guts!" call me softly.
"L-yes, Ma!" answer Cut slowly.
"Mama and papa don't stand up for anyone or look for a cover-up about the lies we've been doing all along. But what Dio did was all for you, honey. We were hesitant at first but seeing your increasingly uncontrollable condition as depression made us believe what Dio was doing was for your own good. Have you not felt Dio's sincerity all this time? Even he treated Mashita like his own son" Ika said gently.
"Papa knows you're disappointed with Dio. In between his anger, Dio called us to come here to take care of you because he has to work and will probably be home late at night. Cut, think again everything, now you are pregnant is not good to inhabit the husband and even speak ketus for days like this," said the Sultan who made Cut's chest back tight.
"Cut takes Pa, Ma!" cut said with a clean sliver.
"Papa and Mama don't push, honey. Now you eat first yes, both of your children need nutrients from you," said Ika gently.
"Not hungry!" cut said walking towards his room leaving his parents who could only sigh slowly trying to understand his now disappointed son.
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At 11 pm Cut could not fall asleep at all even though his parents had been asleep since. Her heart restlessly waits for her husband's return until the sound of Dio's car makes Cut's heart relieved but he can only peek at Dio from behind his bedroom window.
The ego is still very high makes Cut reluctant to welcome the return of her husband. Cut thought Dio would go to the room as usual begging him to sleep with her even though he ended up sleeping on the sofa outside as well because Cut would not allow Dio to sleep with him.
In fact, up to half an hour Cut waited for Dio not to enter the room. The man prefers to sleep with Mashita because Dio does not want to ignite Cut's anger at him. Dio gives as much time as Cut wants by keeping a close eye on his wife through Cut's parents.
Tears Cut flowing just like it turns out sleep is not embraced by Dio is not as comfortable when sleeping alone.
"Hiks... Hix... "
Cut could only cry himself to sleep by hugging the bolster from exhaustion. It turns out that Dio always ensured his comfort but now Cut did not get it because of the disappointment he still felt to her husband.