
This morning, I woke up to a gentle touch on my head, as well as a gentle kiss that landed on my forehead many times. Who else would it be if not my husband.
If yesterday I woke up alone, today he is beside me, clutched tightly under the same blanket. I could feel the warmth of his body coming into direct contact with my skin.
"Darling, you're awake yet?" Arsen continued to rub my head, and I pretended to be still asleep.
Arsen again kissed my forehead, I could feel Arsen change his position to be right above me.
"Wake up, I won't be here long, tomorrow I have to go back, honey." I could feel Arsen's hand caressing my face.
If he knew, my heart would be like a knife when he heard it. We had to separate again, but only yesterday afternoon we were together. Until when does this continue?
"I want to go home. If you want to go, just go" I said after opening my eyes.
I was so upset with Arsen. Can't he just stay here with me?
I pushed the plain body of Arsen that was still above me. Disappointment and selfishness suddenly invaded my brain. Isn't he the husband who has to look after his wife?
As much as I pushed him, even though Arsenic power was still stronger than me.
Arsen caught both of my hands with one of his. Tying both my hands up with his five fingers. Then he kissed me on my lips with a savage.
"Learn to understand me. Be patient for my success, because I also have to make Mama in Heaven proud of me, dear," Arsen said after letting go of her kiss.
I looked at those two beautiful eyes shrouded in sadness, suddenly my feelings went along with sadness. Arsen's hand that had previously tied both of my hands, slowly loosened and finally slipped away.
I forgot, all this time I was just thinking about my own feelings. I don't even know how Arsen's been feeling all this time.
Seeing Arsen who was getting helplessly bowed, I immediately hugged her. My feelings said, I have to learn to understand and understand how Arsen feels.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I rubbed her black hair lovingly.
I am a selfish woman, a woman who only wants to be understood, but never once did I understand Arsen's feelings.
I promise Arsen, I won't whine anymore, I'll try to be more patient to wait for you. I love you Arsen, I love you so much.
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On this beach, Arsen and I did everything we could do together. The streets also took some photos with cell phone cameras.
"Honey, you don't want me to teach you to ride a motorcycle" Arsen said as we just finished lunch at a cafe near the beach.
"Get motor? In here?"
"Yes, there's still time. It's quieter here than in town."
I nodded in agreement, and it made a faint smile on Arsen's handsome face.
The first time I rode a motorcycle, it felt like my heart was pounding. I remember learning to drive a car with Kak Darren, it felt equally stressful.
Arsen was ready behind me, telling me at a glance how to run the motor, how to brake and also the function of the buttons on the motor.
I followed everything that Arsen had directed, and slowly the bike was able to run. Although my balance is not perfect yet, Arsen patiently continues to teach me. I finally managed to ride the bike perfectly.
Arsen hugged me from behind while telling me the driving rules I had to understand.
Hugged from behind like this, I knew how Arsen felt when I hugged his back on the bike.
After learning to ride the short bike, we sat back on the beach. The cloudy weather made us feel at home and not overheated.
Arsen slept on my lap, while I stroked his hair affectionately.
"If we had kids, would we have alone time like this?" I asked when I saw the little boy who had just learned to run, was walking along the beach with his father.
"Why ask like that? As much as possible I will take my time for you and our children" replied Arsen who then kissed my stomach. "I want to feel what they feel when they get a kick from here." Arsen looked at me, while one hand rubbed my flat stomach.
"After my college is over, we'll soon have children" I said with great confidence.
Arsen then woke up from his position.
"I'll be successful before you graduate, so when he comes, he'll be proud that his father has succeeded and his life will be assured." Arsen then pulled me into his arms.
I guaranteed all the prayers Arsen said.
"Make sure my wait is not in vain."
"Surely."
"Before my lecture is over, you must succeed."
"Yes, Honey. I'm sure, in a few years I'll be successful, and I won't leave you again." Arsen kissed my forehead.
May our dreams be realized according to our wishes Arsen.
❤❤❤
...Aamiin, hopefully Kim. We'll see you in two years.....
Okay gaess, season 1 is over.
But the novel is still advanced yes. not end 🤣🤣🤣
Season 2 focuses on Arsen, and their struggle to have a child 🥰🥰
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