
Two weeks into Arsen's treatment. There's no sign he'll be conscious. The life-sustaining tools were still attached to his body.
Xavier started to fuss a lot without Arsen. Maybe Xavier misses the usual daddy figure accompanying him. Moreover, the age of Xavier is not allowed to enter the Intensive Care Unit or commonly called ICU.
Actually, I myself was also forbidden from entering Arsen's room, since I was pregnant. However, I still insisted because I wanted to meet him even without speaking.
My current gestational age is only six weeks, while Arsen has no idea. I feel like the world is very cruel to me right now. When I was not ready to get pregnant, I became pregnant and my husband lay helpless.
Today, I visited Arsen who was still bedridden. Medical devices are still stuck in her body, making me feel less and less wretched.
"Darling, when did you wake up?" I held Arsen's hand. His head was bandaged, his face was scarred.
"Xavier kangen Daddy. The one in my stomach also seemed to want to be hugged by his Daddy."
There was no response from my husband's body that made me even more hurt.
"Dear, you know? Xavier has grown his teeth. He likes to bite bread now." Tears continue to slide. "You don't miss us? You don't want to carry Xavier? You used to say he wanted to climb a tree, did you not want to teach him to walk first? I can't take care of Xavier if his nausea comes. Mama Nisa is now home. The house is rame, but without you I'd be lonely."
"You're evil, you're evil as I am." Unknowingly, I let go of Arsen's hand that I held. The tears that flooded my face made me unable to anymore, and wanted to get out immediately. However, the special doctor who treated Arsen noticed a weak movement of Arsen's fingers.
"Say all your complaints, ma'am, maybe that way the patient's brain will respond and trigger awareness" said the doctor.
I was confused between happy, sad, and finally did not intend to leave.
"Darling, can you hear me?" I peeked his cheek long enough.
"I'd like to bring Xavier here, but you know he's still very small. If it wasn't for Papa, maybe I wouldn't be able to come here either. Wake up, I miss it, honey."
Clear water suddenly shot out from Arsen's eyes. The movement of his hand was again visible, this time I could see it straight away and was sure that Arsen would come to his senses.
"Let's go, honey, you can do it. For me, for Xavier's sake, and for this fetus I bear. Come on get up, I want to make a lot of requests let you bother, because I know, you're the best daddy in the world. I love you, wake up."
The eyes began to slowly blink. I approached and tried to make sure that Arsen was conscious. The doctor moved quickly to check on Arsen, and I was finally told to wait outside.
"Pa's." I hugged Papa who was waiting outside.
"Arsen opened my eyes, Pa" answered the one who was still crying.
"Thank God! Papa knows he's a great guy. He'll be conscious soon."
A few minutes later, the doctor let me into Arsen's room. The doctor said he would transfer Arsen to the treatment room.
"Darling, are you really back with me?" I approached Arsen who was now separated from medical devices.
"Sorry" he said.
I couldn't help my feelings and hugged her body that I really missed.
"I miss, Dad. Xavier's a miss."
"Xavier, is he healthy?"
I let go of my embrace, then nodded quickly.
"She's healthy too" I said as I slowly pulled Arsen's hand to touch my stomach.
"You pregnant?"
I nodded and hugged him back. "Xavier we're gonna have a sister."
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Right, I've kissed anyway so realize 😍😍
I'm good, right? Yes dong, I have to say I'm good.
Don't forget the ritual, the coffee. 😍😍😍