
Papa and I walked quickly to the operating room of this big hospital. Papa Raffi was already standing in front of the closed door of the room all by himself. Papa approached Papa Raffi while I stood staring at the room with a large door that was now tightly closed.
In there, my husband was undergoing a surgical procedure to stop bleeding in the brain, at least that's what I could hear from Papa and Papa Raffi's chat.
Clear water continued to slide down, coming out of my eyes. Tight in the chest when hearing Papa Raffi's story about the cause of the Arsen crash.
I didn't cry as much as my heart wanted, because right now all that came to my mind was the way Arsen loved me. Everything was spinning around like a tape that made my chest even more claustrophobic. Arsen's smile, and Xavier's laughter alternated. Destroying my entire defense.
Wh why? Why should Arsen?
"Everything happened quickly, it should have been me who was hit instead of Arsen. If he hadn't saved me, Arsen would have been healthy by now" said Papa Raffi, who sat opposite me. The old face was flushed red, with a line of water at the end of his eyes.
My father immediately gave me comfort through his arms, but still all that can not make me calm.
Arsen, if only I knew it would be like this, I would definitely not let you go today.
"Everything is destined, we cannot determine what will happen to us after this" Papa said.
Mama Nisa comes with Dion and her papa. The good woman approached her husband and asked about Arsen. Before long, he approached and hugged me.
"Patience to you, darling. She must be fine," Mama Nisa said as she hugged me.
Suddenly I was crying more and more, the tightness in my chest was getting worse.
"I'm scared, Ma."
Mama Nisa hugged me tighter, rubbed my hair and let me cry in her arms.
"Mom knows, mama knows. We pray together, may Arsen be fine."
God, don't take my husband. Save God's life.
My head is throbbing, it hurts so much. My chest was getting claustrophobic, then suddenly it was all dark.
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I felt like I was in a flower garden on a very bright day. Arsen was wearing a white suit, just like when we were getting married.
"You."
"It's me, your husband."
"Husband?"
"You take it easy, I'll keep trying to be the best husband for you."
"I ...."
The smell of eucalyptus oil suddenly pierced my sense of smell. The longer, the more stinging, and Arsen's figure faded.
My eyes opened slowly and finally regained consciousness. It's like a hospital room.
"You're conscious, honey?" mama Nisa asked who was holding a bottle of eucalyptus oil.
"Which arts, Ma? My head is so dizzy" I replied, holding my head.
"Kim, the operation has been successful," said Mama Nisa.
"Thank God, I want to see him, Ma."
"Doctors are still monitoring the situation, we have not been allowed to visit. After all, you have to rest a lot too, because right now you are ...."
Mama Nisa seemed hesitant to continue her words.
"What's wrong, Ma?"
Mama Nisa looked at me as if she felt sorry for me. His scarlet eyes cried, returning out clear water that was immediately wiped away with a quick movement.
"You just rest, remember Xavier also needs you, you must be stoic and strong," said Mama Nisa who returned crying, this time her tears seemed to be held back. He cried while covering his face.
"Ma. I'd like to see Arsen for a second, Ma."
Mama Nisa raised her head, her face was already free from tears, but still puffy.
"At this time Arsen is still in a coma, dear."
Tightness in the chest back squeezing. My world seems to leave me alone. Without me knowing where he's going, will he come back?
It felt like being struck by lightning in the scorching afternoon. The sky seemed to collapse on my body this very second.
God, why is this? What happened to Arsen God?
Suddenly a nurse came in with food.
"This food is just as vitamin, must be spent yes, so that the fetus is healthy." The white-clothed woman smiled amiably.
"Fetus? Whose fetus?" many confused. Couldn't it be for Mama Nisa?
"You don't know if you're pregnant yet, honey?"
Getting pregnant? I pregnant? This fast?
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Good afternoon gaess, please follow the flow, you believe I was 🤭🤭🤭 Yesterday yesterday 'happy, now a little mellow first yes.
Don't forget the ritual 😘😘😘