Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion
Chapter 71 Fear Mar

Today after working at Bu Yeyen and Bu Marni's house, Mar hastened his pace into a narrow, densely populated hallway, his steps stopping at a small house with a bamboo fence, there are ashoka flowers and shoe flowers decorate the front of the house.

"Assynoltom..."

Mar knocked on the door that was tightly closed but not padlocked, the window of the house was also open, making Mar sure Mak Ipah was at home.

Not long after, the old lady with the kebaya and the striped sarong cloth and the dyed hair appeared from within, she said,

"Greetings hall...."

The answer.

"Sir..still remember Me??"

Mar asked while kissing Mak Ipah's hand.

"Yes still Mar, although I'm Old, but I'm not senile.hehhe, let's go in....."

Mak Ipah invites Mar to enter.

"Alhamdulillah, be healthy, Mother...."

Said Maryati who then sat on the old rattan chair belonging to Mak Ipah.

"Would you come here, Mar?? Request a massage?"

Tanya Mk Ipah who was immediately greeted by a nod by Mar.

"Yes, did you bring a scabbard?"

"Yes Mak, I'll take it"

Mar took out the sarong cloth from the black crackle bag he had deliberately prepared from home.

"Yes, then you change it first, I want to pray for a while..."

Mak Ipah left Mar.

After ten minutes, Mak Ipah came back with a bottle of massage oil in his hand, and a Pillow.

"What are your complaints, Mar? Aching, the wind?"

Tanya Mak Ipah as Mar lies on the mat prepared by Mak Ipah.

"Look Mak, I've been born since the fifth child yesterday I took the Pill Kb, but it's been a few months I've not come menstruation, and the stomach feels tight, is it possible I'm pregnant? or is this the effect of the pills I'm taking?"

Mar looked worriedly waiting for an answer from Mak Ipah.

"Are you still taking the medicine?"

Tanya Mak Ipah began to pay attention to Mar's stomach and grabbed her.

"Still Mak... You see I have no signs of pregnancy as it has been, no nausea, no dizziness and no cravings either."

Answer Mar.

Mak Ipah's hand stopped on Mar's left abdomen, and pressed down gently, pressing down on her,

"Mar, it looks like you should stop taking Pill Kb, according to my feeling You're really pregnant Mar, you should immediately check the midwife, if I think the fetus in your stomach is big"

Said Mak Ipah stopping his massage.

"What's right, Mak, then why does my stomach just feel tight and not bulging Mak??"

Mar is very worried about his condition.

"Yes, it could be the effect of the medicine that You're taking Mar, I don't understand it either, try asking the ones who understand about this, I'm just a Massage guy who's not a schoolgirl, how to understand with such knowledge, which is certain you are indeed pregnant Mar"

Mak Ipah.

As Mar's body trembled, sweat flooded his body, anxiety, fear and unpreparedness whack his heart.

"Oh my God, how is this?? why do I have to get pregnant again?I'm not ready, God....."

Inner Mar screamed.

She really does not understand why she can get pregnant even though she takes routine contraceptive drugs given by midwives.

"Mar....You daydreaming??"

Sapa Mak Ipah revives Mar's daydream.

"Mak...I'm really not ready to have another baby, how's this Mak, should I throw it away, can Mak help me?"

Mar grabs Mak Ipah's hand.

"Astagfirullah Mar..ngucap Son.....!! You what the fuck?! Would you do that? What's on your stomach is your flesh and blood!! it's a fortune, a lot of people are crying out praying in the middle of the night to have a child!!"

Mak Ipah advises Mar.

"Yes Mak, I know. but at this time our condition is not possible to add Children!"

"Mar, the windfall is set, and believe me every child brings his own fortune, believe it. There will be a way."

Mak Ipah rubbed Mar's shoulders, while Mar looked down in turmoil.

"Yes, Mom, I'll go home first.."

"Yes.you be careful, Mar.remember, leave everything to God"

"Yes Mak..."

Mar stepped on the gontai, towards his home.

His mind was in a panic, his heart was broken.

Arriving at home, Mar lost his appetite to abort his womb is very strong, but remembering the words Mak Ipah earlier made Mar strok his stomach.

"What you should do, son, forgive Mama, not Mama does not love you, not Mama does not want you, but the conditions that make Mama confused and confused"

Mar spoke slowly while rubbing his stomach.

In the afternoon,

"Pa.. accompany me midwifery yes you will finish your bath."

Mar's request suddenly made As turn his head and finally walk closer. While touching Mar's stomach,

"What did Mak Ipah say Ma? What do you say you're pregnant?"

The As question was simply answered Nguing from Mar.

As was speechless, his feelings mixed, between happy and confused.

"I'm Shy Pa.... What do people say that I'm pregnant again and I'll have another baby!"

As he looked at Mar, he understood what his wife was worried about.

"They will surely scorn us Pa.. already live poor, many Children!! and maybe have another baby!"

As did not answer a word, his hand grabbed Mar's shoulder and led her into a soothing embrace.

"I'm not ready for all that Pa!!!"

As gulped, took a deep breath and rubbed Mar's stomach.

"Patience yes Ma..we accept it, how else, it is impossible for us to refuse the fortune.who knows the child you bear, be the bearer of fortune for us."

Mar rubbed his cheeks that had been wet since.

Finished packing, As grabbed a brown envelope under the pile of clothes in his room, it was their savings, to pay for the rent in a few weeks, to pay,

"Ah.Put it first, next week I get more money I can change"

His inner.

Mar and As head to the nearest Midwife clinic from where they live.

After the examination,

"Positive Mom, Mother is already pregnant with the estimated age of the womb has entered the fifth month."

Mar and As are dumbfounded,

"But Midwife, how can it be??! didn't I take the contraceptive pill,"

Sela Mar's.

"Yes Ma'am, the biggest possibility is, the mother forgot the consumption could be also, the mother's consumption is irregular"

The Midwife's answer made Mar speechless.

"Then the midwife, how about it..Until yesterday I was still taking the Pill"

Tanya Mar shakes.

"Well, for that matter, it should be checked with a tool ma'am, here no I recommend you to check with the obstetrician, fear of anything happening, there is nothing, because the effect of taking the Pill while pregnant is a disruption of fetal organ development, feared that the Baby Mother will be born disabled!"

The deg!!!

Mar's heart seemed to stop as well as As who looked pale hearing the words of Mother Midwife just now.

"Ca....Defect Mom??"

Ask Mar stammeredly,

"Yes Ma'am, therefore you should immediately see an obstetrician at a large hospital."

Mar and As come home with a feeling of uneasiness, Mar no longer afraid of the neighbors' ridicule about her pregnancy he no longer cares, they will say what, what, what he now fears is precisely the health of his prospective baby who is likely to be born with a disability and that is due to his mistakes.

"Pa, I can't forgive myself if one day this child is born disabled, it's all my fault Pa...!"

Mar grunts along the way.

"Please Ma, we just pray.maybe that does not happen, payday later we check yes!"

Persuade As calming.

"No need Pa, I'm afraid to hear the Doctor's explanation of this Child, let us know when I give birth later, whatever I will accept."

Mar's eyes glazed over, As clasped Mar's hands very tightly as if saying we'd face it together Ma.

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