Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion
Chapter 94 Grief of losing you

By Morning, By Morning,

The whole family, relatives and neighbors began to come to visit, Mar's body was now stretched stiff in the living room, with batik cloth covering his body, and a white scarf covering the head.

As remained faithfully seated next to Mar's body which was ready to be bathed.

"Pa. We're going to bathe Mama... Papa let's sit here with Win.."

Ana.

As is silent.

After being bathed, Mar's body was then pardoned before being closed, one by one his children kissed and prayed that Mar's departure be accepted by his side.

The atmosphere could not be ignored again when As spoke to Mar's body again.

"Ma... You are already beautiful.Even very beautiful now, you will not feel pain anymore, now it is my turn to feel pain Ma.. I never thought I'd be this sick as I lost you Ma...

I never thought it would be like this my heart without you Ma..

I'm willing to let you go Ma. But I'm not sure I can make it through the day without you.. I'm not sure I can walk alone without you beside me.

Now I'm hurting Ma.. I lost a leg to walk, and even a part of my soul went with you who were gone.."

Smoke rubbed his wet eyes along with the sobs of all the people who were nearby.

"Patient Dad, Pa..Ikhlaskan Mama's... So that you can go quietly, Papa is not alone, there are still we who will accompany Papa.."

Persuade Ana, while hugging As's shoulder with tears.

As nodded, but when Win will memapah As to stay away,

As's hand held him, coded that he still wanted to be there and spoke to his wife's body.

Win looked at Ana, greeted with a nod from Ana.

As again bent his body, approaching toward the face of Mar's corpse.

"Ma... I can't go on living without you... I can't lose you, I'm not ready to be alone in the days ahead..

Goodbye my Queen.. Goodbye my wife...

Goodbye Ma... Wait for me there Ma. We'll be together again.. I can't be alone Ma... I'll make sure we're together again"

As the U. S. left Mar's body and all those who were still crying sobbed in the guest room,

He stepped slowly into the room, curled up on the bed hugging tightly onto a bolted pillow.

His heart was so pained, so painful and so sore, his head felt so heavy it held back tears and the burden of loss.

When the body is ready to be sholled,

Sari knocked on As's room, no answer made Sari decide to enter.

As curled closed his eyes by still crouching and gripping tightly roll in his arms.

"Pa.. yuk, Mama's body is ready to be sholated, soon the ambulance will bring Mama's body to be buried, Papa follow ya..."

As opened his eyes slowly, looking flushed with a little tear remaining in the corners of his eyes.

As staggered, his body looked so limp.

"Papa sick??"

Tanya Sari held the forehead of As.

"Oh my God, it's hot... Papa has a fever, Pa, sit down. Wait here for a minute.."

Sari ran out to meet Ana.

"Where's Papa?"

Ana exclaimed on the doorstep when she saw Sari coming alone.

"Father Yuk fever, he's so hot,"

Answer Sari.

Ana rushed into As's room,

"Pa..."

Sapa Ana, As just turned a glance and then again threw his face to the window.

Ana leaves As, and returns with a fever medicine and a glass of water.

"It's a Pa.. drug taken yes..Papa's at home, you go with Papa Dek, you don't have to go to the funeral"

Ana.

Sari had not yet answered, however,

"Papa's coming.."

Answer As slowly.

With Pawned by Ana and Eni, As staggered towards the mosque to join his wife's body.

The sound of a loud Ambulance siren roared and led Mar to his final rest, accompanied by prayers and cries from children, relatives and relatives who knew the figure of Mar.

Win, who was his eldest son down to the grave with Mar's other daughters-in-law, they welcomed Mar's body to be buried, haru's atmosphere was again felt when Mar's body began to be landfilled that was still wet, crying and sobs were again created, he said,

As stood upright beside the Mar pusara, he looked down at the mound of land that is now studded with flowers, he looked down at the mound of land,

His heart was wounded, his heart was broken into pieces.

His soul was shaken, the shadow of those lonely days without Mar by his side continued to fill his head.

Smoke rubbed the wooden headstone that was stuck in Mar's tomb, wanting it to feel like he was screaming, but it could not do, his mouth seemed locked, his mind grimaced he was really in the helpless phase.

One by one the mourners came home, remaining As and his children who are still surrounding the tomb of Mar.

"Pa.. We're home, yes, Mama's quiet there."

Persuade Ana.

As nodded.

All the way home, As just silent his gaze was thrown far through the window glass of the car he was riding.

So did all his children, they were silent to each other, soaking in each other's grief.

Arriving home,

As, immediately stepped inside the house, Ana wanted to hold him but he tepis.

Ana let go of her hand and stopped stepping letting As walk on his own.

But just 2 steps into the house, his feet,

BRUKK !!

As's body fell to the floor.

"Astagfirullah Pa...."

Jerit Ana, who immediately ran towards her father followed by Eni and Sari. The three of them helped As stand up, As's sturdy body made his three daughters very troubled even though he finally managed to get As into the room, his eyes wet. As cries secretly harboring his feelings from his children, trying hard despite the fact that he is currently very fragile.

Sari is eager to accompany As, but her intentions are immediately prevented Ana, who,

"Let Papa alone first.. He needs peace now, give Papa time to accept reality."

The three of them came out of the room.

Guests who wished to worship still came in turn to express their condolences for Mar's death.

Hen and his Son and Wife until when the house began to be quiet, his eyes were swollen, after putting things in the room, they immediately went to the funeral.

After the magrib, the As house began to be crowded with members of the study and mosque worshipers as well as neighbors, families and relatives who came to pray for Almarhumah Mar. Inside the house Ana and her sisters are busy preparing for the first night of tahlilan.

As still locked himself in the room.

Sari meets As to change clothes, just opened the door of the room, Sari undoes her intention to enter, she smothers her own mouth, her throat hurts so much, her cry breaks again, she runs to meet Ana, she starts to break,

"You why??? what's up??"

Ask Ana worriedly.

"Papa Yuk..... !! you see for yourself in the room, I can't see it"

Ana, Eni and Siska Hen's wife ran to the room and opened the door.

As was curled up, his face grimaced, he was crying without a sound, his eyes closed like he was dreaming.

Ana approaches, touching As's arm, and,

"Papa's body is very hot.You take the medicine"

Ana's orders.

Eni rushed to take medicine and drinking water.

"Pa.. wake Pa..... "

Ana shook slowly on As's shoulder.

As's eyes were open, yet the view was empty, like a dazed person.

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