
Days passed, now Mar's body is getting thinner, appetite is very bad, even if forced to eat Mar was no longer able to chew and swallow Food cooked by his youngest daughter.
As is deeply hurt to see Mar who can only speak once in a while.
"Mama can't chew yuk anymore"
Said the sari when complaining about the condition of his mother to Eni who was at that time arranging his merchandise in the storefront.
Hearing that, Eni left her job running closer to Sari.
"Then, how is the solution Dek? do we just take Mama back to the hospital?"
Ask worried.
"I've persuaded him but Mama doesn't want that, but I'll try again"
"Ehm...How about some porridge, does Mama want?"
"I've made it since yesterday, but it still can't be swallowed"
Sari held back the crying.
His heart is full of confusion.
"So how's Deck, can you just drink milk?"
"I intend to give the baby instant porridge soft and diluted, hopefully I can"
"Well, this is money to buy everything you need to take care of Mama, I'm sorry I can't help you in taking care of Mama"
Eni handed over a few pieces of money while shedding tears.
"What's wrong Yuk, I understand your busyness, Thank you for helping us a lot of material."
Sari embraces Eni while patting Eni's shoulder gently.
"Yes, I said yes, all of you want to buy baby porridge, if you have time come tomorrow to see Mama"
Connect Sari when it has stopped the motor maticnya preparing to go.
"Lusa I'm there..."
Answer Eni.
"If I thought I'd come tomorrow, I'd have a bad feeling"
Said Sari again before speeding away from Eni's Shop.
Eni was stunned to hear Sari's words just now, her heart suddenly became agitated and unsettled.
sari's speech continues to ring in his ears all day.
Arriving home,
The dorm was sitting outside with eyes staring at the road, since Mar could no longer sit to chat with him, As became more dreamy, he seemed to lose his spirit even to smile like he was lazy.
"Pa..why not rest? it's hot in here, come in...."
Takeak Sari memapah As with his left hand, while his right hand took Rangga his son.
As nodded in accordance with Sari's invitation, without coming out a word, he said,
After dropping As off in the front seat of the television, Sari immediately made baby porridge for Mar.
"Ma....wake up? we eat yes... This is sweet porridge, Mama want?"
Sari shows the bowl of porridge in front of Mar.
Mar smiled, nodding,
Sari lifted Mar's body and leaned him against a pile of pillows held up against the wall.
Mar turned out to like the red rice porridge made by Sari, only 10 minutes, a bowl of porridge was gone unceremoniously.
There was a pinch of happiness and broad hope in Sari's heart to see her mother regain her appetite for food.
"Now you're taking medicine, yes,"
Again Mar smiled.
This time, Sari grinded tablet after tablet that must be taken Mar, because he could no longer swallow the drug.
Mar grimaced a little when the mouthful of Medicine managed to enter his mouth.
Sari hurriedly gave a glass of drinking water that was given a straw.
Sari understood very well that her mother must have felt very bitterness.
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This morning, Sari woke up earlier than usual,
hurrying to finish all his duties in the kitchen, after everything is done Sari bathes her son, prepares breakfast for Father and child only wayangnya and lastly Sari prepares warm Water for her Mother Bathing.
"Ma.. We take a shower..."
Sari starts to take off Mar's clothes and diapers, and,
with great effort Sari exerted all her strength to lift Mar into the bathroom, although her body is now much thinner, Mar, but still Sari was a little shrewd because Mar could no longer balance his own body.
Arriving in the bathroom, Sari leaned on Mar's body and began washing her hair, brushing her teeth and gently rubbing Mar's body with soap.
After cleaning, Sari again lifted Mar's body back to the mattress that had been replaced with a new one.
Mar looked so tired, that his breath was wheezing.
Sari dried Mar's body with a soft towel, she did not want to make Mar's back and waist full of wounds due to lying too long to be sick and bleeding.
Not to forget he also applied a wound ointment on the scratched part.
"Sir.. After this, Don't Bathe Mama again ya..."
Said Mar lirih after finished wearing clothes.
Sari looked at Mar, though,
"Why Ma?"
Ask slowly.
"Mama can't take it anymore, tired.let's not have a bath, and later when the shower is the last shower Mama"
Without warning, Sari's tears glided freely.
What a sentence that deeply sliced his heart felt so bitter and painful.
"Yes Ma.began tomorrow, we'll just wipe it with warm water"
Mar nodded.
Sari prepared the porridge and the medicine to be given to Mar.
"Assynolt...."
Eni goes into the house, she comes with Rey, her youngest son, who is still a baby.
"Greetings walaikum...Ma, there's Yuk Eni coming.."
Sari replied immediately to Mar.
Eni approached Mar who was just about to have breakfast.
"Here the Deck, let me feed Mama"
Eni took over the bowl of porridge from Sari's hand.
While Sari turns to hold Rey, Eni's youngest child.
"Ma... cepet healthy yes... we miss Mama who used to be, if Mama is healthy, later we go for a walk, Mama pingin stay at Yuk Ana's house right?"
Eni invites Mar to tell a story on the sidelines feeding.
"Say I'm coming here tomorrow?"
Ask Sari.
"From yesterday my mind was not calm, my heart was also agitated, your words yesterday kept circling in my brain"
Eni answered while wiping her wet eyes.
"Sir.would we just take Mama to the hospital??"
Ask Eni.
Sari did not have time to answer, Mar's hand first held Eni's arm, but it made Eni, Sari and As look into Mar's eyes.
"Don't go to the hospital, Mama won't, Mama will be here"
Said Mar stammering quietly.
As caressing Mar's head, As also wipes the corner of Mar's wet eyes.
"Yes, we're not going to take you to the hospital, we're all just praying that God will give you the best, whatever it may be the best"
Said As peeping Mar's head.
The atmosphere was getting louder, especially when Win came and gathered around Mar.
In the midst of the novelty of another feeling appeared in Sari's heart, a fear of loss suddenly felt very big haunting her, along with the dreamy Mar staring at the ceiling of the family room as if staring at something invisible.
"Every night... Bak came, with Mak.they slept on my right and left side, they hugged me very tightly.it felt very cold.."
Mar's speech made As shed tears, Sari bit her lower lip restraining her feelings.while Eni and Win were only stunned who had previously looked at each other.
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