Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion
Chapter 95 Broken rudder

Wreaths of mourning were displayed in front of the house of As, the second day after Mar left.

The condition of the house is still crowded, Children, Daughter-in-law and Granddaughter are still accompanying.

This morning, this morning,

"Wake Papa up, have breakfast together to be entertained"

Said Ana who had just returned from the market shopping for breakfast.

Sari entered the room, seen As sitting facing the window.

"Pa, let's have breakfast.."

Sari swept As out of the room.

He sat at the door of the house, staring out into the street and his gaze fell on a row of wreath boards.

Both Ana's daughters were preparing a plate of yellow rice and a cup of coffee for As.

"It's breakfast, Akas eat a lot yes.biar Akas healthy... I like this, right? spend it on Kas..."

Teach them.

As nodded with a faint smile at his two grandchildren while scooping his breakfast, not yet had the spoon anchored in his mouth, suddenly As asked his two grandchildren.

"That's a lot of flowers, what event?? is there any fantasy, right?? or is someone married??"

As's question made his two grandchildren look at each other, as well as Sari who was soon approaching, with her chest back pounding irregularly.

"Pa.. it's a bouquet of condolences for Mama, Mama has gone Pa..."

said Sari slowly while rubbing As's back.

"Yes Kas, Nyai is dead,"

Connect Grandchild.

"Yes... The writing is sorry... That name... M A R Y A T I..."

As spelled the name listed with large letters on the flower board.

TINGGG !!!

The spoon that As held fell out of his hand, his face turned soft, his mouth clenched again, his fingers shaking violently, his tears welling up.

As like back to dive into the wounds of his heart for the departure of Mar.

He pushed back his rice plate, then left Sari and her two grandchildren to the room.

The same thing happened again after Magrib,

Mosque worshippers, relatives and neighbors began to arrive to pray for Almarhumah Mar.

As confused again, he came out of the room with his best cocoa clothes that had been prepared Sari, very slowly he asked Sari, asking Sari,

"Why is our house crowded Deck, what event do you want?? Where's mom ?? why isn't there in the room, there isn't?"

As pointed to the place where Mar usually lay.

"Papa. We want a second night show Mama Pa..."

Saying that, Sari's heart felt pain, pain and pain that was very extraordinary.

As stops his steps, he undoes his intention to join the guests, As chooses to sit on the edge of the bed, and codes Sari to leave him alone.

Haru again enveloped their house.

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The days of sorrow passed by As, Sepi. Especially after all the children, his daughter-in-law and grandchildren have returned to their homes.

As more often moody, no longer heard his voice, he prefers to be alone in the room all day, no more smiles, no more laughter, no more laughter, there is no appetite at all to eat.

Sari who is confused by his father's attitude asks Win to stay at his house to accompany in caring for and comforting As who is diving into grief.

"How is this, Brother Win, if you should stay here, maybe I'm a woman and Papa is a bit reluctant, try to approach and have a conversation.. maybe a fellow man can make Papa more freely pour out all his heart and feelings"

Sari.

"Ehm... Okay, I'll try to get Papa to talk"

After Magrib, after,

Win walked into the kitchen of Sari's house, he deliberately made 2 cups of thick black coffee favorite of his father, not to forget he had also prepared a pack of clove cigarettes on his shirt.

As was sitting in front of the television that he left on, while his eyes seemed to look out of nowhere, his mouth was locked, silent a thousand languages.

Sari watched from the door of the room which she deliberately opened wide.

Before long Win came with 2 cups of coffee in his hand.

"Pa... "

He sat next to As.

As did not discuss the arrival of Win, As still flinch.

Win put the coffee on the table right in front of As.

"Pa...."

Repeat Win, this time accompanied by a gentle pat on the back of the As.

He looked at her for a moment and then turned his face back.

"This is a cigarette, we are smoking together while making casual coffee, while the story.even for a long time we have not been chatting together is not Pa..."

Win started fishing for As to tell stories.

Instead of telling stories, As looked down with tears.

It certainly sliced Sari's heart watching.

"Pa.. never mind, do not be sad anymore... Adek said Papa won't eat, please don't do it Pa, Papa will be sick..."

Persuade Win, but As did not answer, he continued to look down as if he wanted to immerse his face into the suffering he felt.

"Papa Semangat.. must be excited. next week we want to commemorate 40 days Mama, Papa must be healthy... Let Mama go peace and quiet there, please let Pa..."

As's head was raised he looked intently at his son's eyes.

"Can't Win... Papa has tried sincerely for the departure of Mama, trying not to think about Mama again, but can not, this brain and heart always remember him..., that sincere feeling turned into longing, how much Papa missed Mama.. How much Papa wants to see Mama again. Nobody can take Papa's mind off Mama even a little time!! Where is Mama now?? If Papa knew this second also Papa after Mama!!"

The heavy voice of As finally sounded though it was very soft and full of injuries.

"Istighfar Pa's... Don't talk like that..We love Papa. We still need Papa here."

Win's voice began to tremble, his eyes glazed over.

"You know Win... There's nothing more painful than losing the most precious person in our hearts, and you know... The most painful longing is when we miss someone who's gone and can never come back."

Hearing that, Win swallowed the saliva, holding all the mixed flavors in his chest.

While Sari biting her lips held her puff, her hand held onto her chest which suddenly felt so painful, tight and so squeezed in grief.

Sari knew that the love of her parents was so strong, she could feel how the wound was wide open and shed blood when one of them left and would not return.

As left Win, he moved from his chair, stepped slowly towards the room, but unfortunately only a few steps he walked, he walked,

BRUKK...

His body collapsed, along with tears that were free-falling.

"Astaghfirullah Pa's... Oh my..!!"

Shouted Win and Sari in panic.

They scatter towards As, lifting and smearing the weak body of As, his eyes wet, his body trembling and his breath stinginging, very sad.

In the room, As was laid.

Sari gave her a headache medicine when As complained of a severe headache.

The lonely nights continued through As, various ways and efforts had been made by Sari and Win to comfort As, but in vain As remained on his stand punishing himself in solitude, and solitude.

As gave up his taste in whatever used to be his favorite, leaving everything that used to be his need, As also rejected all the food served, he said, even discreetly always throw his lunch in closed.

Spending the rest of his time lying in bed became his new hobby, but one thing that never changed from an As is to pray on time even under any circumstances.

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