Maryati... Is True Love Struggle, Love And Devotion
Chapter 79 Blind jealousy

Waking up with puffy eyes, Mar keeps his head down and hides his swollen eyes from his children.

"Ma... Ana understands, what Mama feels.patient yes Ma"

Ana hugs Mar from behind trying to strengthen the wingless angel in this house.

"Ah..Mama does not pa-pa Na. your hunt is to take a shower, later late to work"

Mar flipped his body and tried to smile to hide the wound.

"Ma, yesterday Ana payday, this is for Mama half yes..."

Ana puts some money on Mar.

"No need Ana, save for your needs, the girl needs a lot, just buy powder, perfume and many things you want"

Hearing Mar's words, Ana immediately grabbed her mother's body with teary eyes.

"Ma. It can all be later yes .., but the rent and school fees Adek-adek can not be delayed, Mama take ya..."

Ana still forced Mar to accept the money given by her eldest daughter from the results of her sweat.

"Thank You Son...May your schedule be smooth, and always be given ease"

They embrace each other.

The beautiful scenery was caught by the eyes of As, who felt guilty for his family, but his prestige forced him not to care about what happened in front of his eyes.

"Pa..I'm leaving for work,"

Mar approached As to leave after all the affairs of the Son and his house were in order.

As looked at it briefly, then continued his busy work filling the crossword puzzle.

Mar went out of the house with Sari.

"Sir, we pay the contract first..."

Mar turned around, went back in to take the money that Ana gave him this morning after remembering today was the due date of their contract payment.

After the business of rent kelar, Mar passed away from home to the house of Bu Neli

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The clock has shown at four past ten minutes, but the signs of his employer's return have not yet been seen.

Mar was already visibly riled, several times pacing back and forth in and out of the house, occasionally bending his head to look in the street.

"Oh Allah, why Miss Neli has not come home yet.Can I be in the afternoon until home"

Mar said slowly.

Until half-five, Mr. Safnar's car had not been seen entering the yard.

Mar is getting anxious.

5 Minutes to 5 pm, a black car entered the yard, Mar was almost crying, when it was seen that Bu Neli hurriedly came out of the car, Mar tried to behave normally in front of his employer.

"Oohhh... I'm sorry Bi, long wait yes.that's Mr. there are many orders, so pick him up a long time.."

"It's okay Mom, then I'll go home Mom"

With a stubborn heart Mar left Bu Neli's house by holding Sari's hand tightly.

"Oh my God, may Papa not be angry"

It was almost dark when Mar's trembling legs climbed on his rented porch.

"Assynogaic"

Sapa Mar once stepped in followed by Sari, Eni and two boys Mar seen sitting shrunken in the room, indicating something bad has just happened.

Mar immediately went to meet his three children in the room.

"Mama...why did Mama just come home? where's it?"

Eni asked who looked frightened.

Mar stroked Eni's clear face,

"Mama's master just came home almost 5 o'clock, plus full Angkot, so until the house almost magrib, why Ni? Papa's angry?"

Mar hugged his four children.

Ana and Vin are not home yet.

"Not angry Ma, but rampaging"

Answer Eni.

Mar left his children's room, rushed to invite Sari Bathing.

After the shower Mar just entered the room, As suddenly followed.

Mar's heart raced violently, his heart shriveled in fear at the expression of As's unfriendly face to him.

"When you've just come home!!!"

Jerky As.

"I work Pa, my employer's late coming home, which is why I'm late too"

Mar answered with a frightened look.

"You don't make deliberately fabricated excuses!!"

Us Hardik.

"What was Pa made of? I'm speaking the truth"?

Obviously Mar is still wearing a towel.

"I know!! You're upset with me for quitting your job, aren't you? then you had fun with your employer's husband when your employer was in the office!!"

He blamed the woman in front of him who was about to cry.

"Astagfirullah Pa!!! Is Papa aware of what Papa just said?!"

Mar got up from his seat and stood staring at As.

"I'm sober!! Do you think I'm crazy?"

"Pa, I work for the family, I don't think I'm gonna cheat you Pa"

As quickly holds Mar's shoulder, scrutinizing Mar's inch-by-inch slender body.

"Y..! What are you doing?"

Mar asked puzzledly mixed in wonder at receiving As's treatment on his body.

"A little bit you lied to me there must be evidence left behind!!"

He said while still researching every part of Mar's body.

"O Allah Pa. until your heart does this..."

Mar tergugu's,

Seeing Mar crying, As stops the action, then leaves Mar alone in the room.

While in the other room, Eni was sobbing hugging his two sisters who had gone home from work, while Hen and Win were angled at the side of the bed, while Sibungsu sari did not understand what was really happening, all he knew was that his father had cut a wound on his mother's heart to the point of crying.

Last night, Mar's tears didn't stop.

"O Allah, please cool my husband, soften him again, and grant him much patience, I really love him very much and I believe, He is the same only when he is lost, He is lost, give it back as it was before, O God.."

A short prayer that he said in his heart.

Mar rubbed his face, looking at the body lying behind him.

At least Mar does not hate As, only the hurt feelings of the attitude of As but does not reduce his love for the man who has given him 6 children.

While As was not sleeping, he was just pretending to be asleep trying to cool his own heart,

There was a regret that erupted every time he heard the slow sobs of the woman beside him, the mother of his six children.

But he really cannot control himself when his emotions ignite anger.

As changes his position to the back, while Mar finds As moving, he closes his eyes pretending to sleep soundly.

As turned to his beloved woman, his heart felt slashed to see the traces of tears in a pair of shady eyes that he greatly admired.

His hand was eager to wipe, but again his prestige refused, until he abandoned his intentions.

"I'm sorry Ma. Again I hurt you, let you down, maybe even this time it really hurt you...

I love you Ma, love you so much the world and the Hereafter, I'm afraid you're leaving me because of my stupidity, I'm jealous when half your day you spend taking care of others..I want to ban you, but I'm not meeting the needs of you and the kids..I'm useless, Ma...I can only get angry and hurt you..

If you knew Ma...I wanted to make you happy all my life until we died, but I failed Ma.."

As wailing softly.the voice is raucous, the,

Mar who heard the words was eager to get up and hug As, but he did not want Mar wanted As to feel first regret for his emotions and conversation.

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