Maya (Father From Anankku)
The Part 15

MAYA POV

Amaya that's my name, 20-year-old girl when love hurts my heart so deeply, how not only the first time I liked a man but the man was married to another woman who was none other than my own rival.

Aninda, I don't know why I hated that haughty girl a long time ago, but my hatred was heightened when he married Haikal, the man I love and worse, I later learned that he could get Haikal in a very cunning way, yes I know it all if Anin uses Haikal's mother's pain to ensnare Haikal in a marriage bond.

I kept trying to get close to Haikal no matter if he was married or not, I also always display my good side to him so he forgot his wife but my efforts were in vain because from the beginning Haikal was su love Anin.

Love, that's the reason that makes me bodooh not play, for the sake of removing all the burden on my head I actually add to the burden in my life. Just because of the breakup I darkened my eyes and touched the ill-drinking that I had been avoiding until something bad happened to me.

Just because I want to escape the supervision of my papa I was actually entangled with something that will continue to make my life restrained. Yeah, I got pregnant because of my one-night forbidden relationship with a guy I'd never even seen before.

I saw him heavily drunk that night but I also felt something strange in my body, a heat I had never felt before, I don't know why my body could be like that maybe that bad guy had mixed something in my drink.

My common sense has not gone if it has touched the unclean item, even I saw there is a Haikal my heart in the same room as me, but strangely why he could be here, does he not hate me?. Ah, I don't care what's important I can be around him just the two of him.

He did try to reject me when I hugged his body tightly but in time strangely he was like enjoying the hug but when my brain could only use half of it I could still use my sense of smell well I know it is true that if the body I embrace is not the body of Haikal, but very fragrant which calms my soul very much, the smell of his body seems to hypnotize me.

I extended my arms to see if it was true that this man was Haikal, but again I was sure that this face belonged to him. You can imagine not playing happy my heart.

But again I had to resist the bitter pill when my heart still tried as much as possible to reject me, there was a sense of disappointment that I found difficult to explain, but Maya's not the name if I give up so easily I know it's wrong to try to take someone else's husband but isn't Anin also using sneaky ways to get Haikal, I also have the right to do it right?.

Men are everywhere the same, the proof Haikal can not refuse me, even he was very excited to take me to his bed. His extremely adept game made me wonder if he had done so often with Anin, ah to hell with it all the most important Haikal to be mine tonight let alone the passion in the body as if I can't stand it anymore.

So it happened that I thought became a new chapter of my victory but it turned out to be a new chapter in my dark life later. After I insisted on doing it but I also regret when I saw clearly that the man who squeezed my body was not Haikal, then who was this man why would he do it to me?. Questions that keep spinning in my brain but his passion also can not I refuse, I really shortsighted is not it?.

God, then what am I doing with this guy I just saw this time, am I being harassed, or am I being hypnotized?. As much as possible I refused him but he still did not stop the action let alone the body always responds to all his touches, we even did it until many times tnpa pause, really strong this man thought I, I think, of course the response my body gave made it even more so until I finally felt everything drifting along with the tremendous pain and pain in my core and dark, I lost my consciousness.

Lost is already the thing that I have been very careful of, I even gave it to people I do not know, this shiit is all my fault, even though papa has been very good at taking care of me, but my father has been very good at taking care of me, then what would I do if papa knew all this.

Pain, crumbling and tired I felt all over my body, I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't, I tried again and again to gather all the rest of my energy and yes I can open my eyes and sure enough last night's room I occupied with that guy, I'm still here and it's not all a dream.

I swallowed my saliva with great difficulty, trying as much as possible to breathe in the midst of the great crush that made my chest tight. As I moved I became more convinced that if this was not a dream, my core was really sick and painful, I had lost my spirit as a girl.

My eyes reflexively looked for a figure who should give me an explanation of what really happened even though my logic might not be able to accept it but at least I had a grip so as not to be alone but in fact nil, there was no one around me so I concluded maybe he was in the bathroom then with the rest of my energy I tried to get out of my sleep.

Just now my feet were about to touch the floor but my eyes had seen a familiar piece of paper lying on the nightstand. Check, yeah a check sheet is right up there. The whole pain in my body was nothing compared to the pain I felt when I took the check and saw the nominal filled in there.

A billion, not a small fortune even for the rich, but the otulah that my eyes see clearly. I can immediately catch if the evil man is not a random man he must have special influence or not a little wealth.

Then what do I expect again if it's like this, then, that man must not want me to deny him or no longer want to relate to me in any form is not because he considers if a billion is the value that is worth to him as my payment to satisfy him earlier nightly.

But does he not think that my pride and dignity as a woman cannot be returned with that money. Break up was my hope, though, I cry hysterically cursing myself with all my stupidity and mistakes that destroy myself out of love while the one I love is enjoying his happy times with the woman he loves.

I'm devastated, I've lost everything, everything, my mind is deadlocked what I have to do next even my stomach that feels sore because I did not fill since last night has been forgotten just how can I eat if I breathe alone is not able to.

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Sorry new up, busyness in the real world it feels like choking me 😌