Maya (Father From Anankku)
The Part 28
"Are you sure you don't want me to stay here?". Anin asked as she pulled out a blanket to cover Maya's body to the neck for the woman to rest. If Siti's mom is at home then it is certain if the youth will accompany Maya but it is unfortunate that Anin's mother-in-law was in one of her cake shops and stayed there.
"No, I'm fine Nin". Answer Maya briefly. He tried to cover up all his fear and sadness for not wanting to make everyone worry about his circumstances.
Like having just had a nightmare Maya as if she could not close her eyes even though the night was late. Every time he tried to close his eyes the shadow of Marvin's indecent treatment just kept turning back clearly in his brain, not to mention all the rude words Marvin who also greatly disturbed his ears.
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MARVIN POV
I was a 29-year-old man when I met his beautiful young girl with a typical Indonesian face, Amaya Wijaya.
Starting from my good intentions to help the girl from the evil intentions of the men who seem to be using her, it was me who then did evil to her.
I'm a normal guy even though I'm still at home at my almost three-headed age, so it's normal that I've even been married before I met Amaya even though my marriage ran aground in the middle of the road.
Celina, my first love we've been together since we were kids, more precisely our parents were friends and we also became good friends since childhood. There is no other woman in my world besides Celina because I am a little quiet and do not have many friends so that is what makes Celina special in my life.
Along with our togetherness grew a sense of wanting to have my heart on him so that I would not let a single man approach him. At first I thought Celina felt the same way as me but I was wrong and this mistake backfired for myself so I hated love and women.
Celina accepted my proposal, she wanted to marry me it would be a very happy thing for me but after a year passed Celina did not get pregnant, either, for me it is not a big deal because it is only Celina that I want if the child's business is just a bonus, let alone kmi just got married one year.
The initially warm relationship became cold because Celina actually really wanted the presence of a child to force me to visit a gynecologist and check our reproductive health both.
And the results will come out one week later, if I try my best not to discuss the problem of children the opposite is actually done by Celina, he constantly talked about it and seemed to corner me so that it seemed I was the one who was not healthy.
Even during this week Celina and I rarely met, Celina often left the house and I did not forbid it at all because I thought Celina needed time alone.
Today Celina and I made an appointment to meet the hospital and see the doctor we visited one week ago to find out the results of our examination.
"You're very healthy, miss, it doesn't matter anything in your reproductive organs, nor is there any other virus or disease, even if you're ready to conceive". Said the doctor and greeted with a smile of satisfaction on Celina's face even I also smile because my wife was able to conceive.
"But the problem is with you, Mr. Marvin, the cell***** that you produce is not adequate for fertilization, so it can be concluded if it will be difficult to have offspring". Call the doctor again.
Bak was struck by lightning during the day I felt his world was destroyed instantly, dashed was his hope to have offspring when all this time I felt there was no problem in me, I was not a smoker let alone a drunkard, he said, because my healthy lifestyle is highly respected by me, if the problem of fortitude do not be asked again I can even always make Celina sigh pleasure under my confinement.
After hearing the doctor's explanation I was not even curious about what the cause and how to handle it because my mind was dead-end and empty had to behave how it would be. During the journey home I could only keep quiet I was confused I should be embarrassed, angry or disappointed but I definitely needed Celina to strengthen me because only she could help me.
But unfortunately if what I hope is that the real support that happens is the opposite, Celina wants me to divorce her and compensate for the time she wasted during this one year.
"Certify me". That speech became the most painful blow I ever felt when Celina said it.
"W-what did you say baby?". Ask as normally as possible, pretending that nothing has happened in my life.
"Punish me and compensate for all the loss of time I wasted just to be your wife all this time". Reply firmly.
"Do you want it so much?".
"Of course, I don't want to waste more of my time being so with barren men like yourself". It hurts when every word of love that I express every moment even every time I come face to face or communicate with him but is reciprocated with a very deep insult from him.
Finally I decided to let go of her for ensnaring her in the relationship and this love was also useless as Celina was apparently unable to accept me for who I was. I who hope to be cheered by him and find a joint solution to our problems are actually charged with something that makes no sense at all in my opinion.
So without trying to seduce her or trying to hold her back I followed all her wishes. I not only divorce her but also make her a widow with a rich predicate as long as she keeps her mouth shut for the real cause of our divorce because of course the news about our divorce will be in the public spotlight because besides me is a quite successful and famous businessman he is also a very famous model.
He agreed to it even he gave the idea that making an issue about the cause of our divorce was because he was cheating. It's just that my feelings are getting less and less, whether he wants me to sympathize with him or vice versa makes me feel more guilty about him.
So in accordance with his wishes I gave him a lot of possessions, a luxurious house, a car, an apartment, and a lot of money, even one of my companies without thinking about what I have if no one will inherit it later so let him enjoy saving my good name that has been hidden my weakness in public.
Not long after she became a rich widow, the news about the cause of our divorce did not stop rolling in the media, he said, even he had also taken a man whom he recognized as a new lover but strangely he did so without the slightest burden even their relationship lasted until now.
Since then I have never been in contact with any woman when there are so many women who pursue my love they willingly become the outlet of my lust even though I did not marry them, but unfortunately my shame towards myself makes me no longer touch women, why touch them if I can't even get them pregnant and then they will insult me and leave me like Celina did.
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