Meet And Fall in Love
13 - Feelings.
When Rumi asks Raisa how she feels about Rumi, Raisa doesn't tell her clearly. And said, that Rumi would understand by herself later.
"Like human life that is a lot of twists and turns of obstacles and challenges, so complicated is the feeling felt by the human heart. But all of that has its stages. It didn't happen right then and there at the same time. The age and understanding of people are different. The more complicated the thing to understand, the more it takes a lot of time to understand it. You don't have to think about it constantly to understand it straight away. If, like that your mind will be tired and your head will hurt. So, no need to think about it anymore. Relax in the process. I told you, someday you'll be able to understand it" Raisa explained
"You're right. The more I thought about understanding it, the more I felt dizzy. Digesting all kinds of feelings, making my feelings become strangely erratic, because of confusion. May I sit next to you, Raisa?" rumi asked.
"Of course, I could. Sit down" said Raisa
Rumi sat on the edge of Raisa's bed, by her side.
Eh!?
...'I thought the point of sitting next to me was in the chair beside my bed. But, it turned out that he was actually sitting by my side. Right beside me!' inner Raisa...
"There's a question of taboo feelings for women. What do I feel like now? Feelings felt by a sincere heart~" muttered Rumi trying to understand her own feelings.
"I told you, no need to think about it anymore," forbid Raisa gently
If it continues like this, this conversation won't end. So please don't think about it too deeply. You don't have to understand it now.
-[Thinking Raisa.]
Now, Rumi held onto his chest. Feeling his heart pounding a bit felt another strange to him.
...'My heart is beating strangely. This time, I felt it... Curiosity, wanting to understand, makes me feel like I want to do something .. ' Inner Rumi...
Raisa can't touch Rumi directly who is very close to her. He unceasingly rambled forbidding Rumi from thinking too much about his words. However, Rumi did not listen to her words, continuing to ignore them.
Raisa who continued to babble without looking at her interlocutor, did not know if Rumi slowly continued to approach her. He turned his face towards Raisa's.
However, Raisa started to jerk off consciously as Rumi's hand grabbed her face. Cupping her cheeks!
DEG!
Raisa can't move anymore after feeling a soft foreign touch on her cheek~
"Eh!? R-Ru-Rumi, you! What-"
The cups!~
Rumi's eyes were closed to feel the things he made himself. Raisa, who could not think clearly, closed her eyes. Feel the sensation made by Rumi's sudden behavior.
Rumi kissed Raisa's lips!
This time, Rumi seemed to be very appreciative of her feelings while doing so. Raisa was only washed away by her feelings which were again lulled by Rumi.
The unusual kiss lasted a long time. Increasingly unusual, leaving them both out of breath.
Both of them who feel they still do not want to finish up there, open their mouths so as not to run out of breath. Sharing one another's breath.
Their breath gasping, made their tongues dance in unison in that kiss~
Mmpts...
Hhh!
Hahh~
The kisses don't force each other. They are both lulled by the deeds created by their feelings.
The touch of Rumi's hand on Raisa's cheek felt very soft. Their kisses were not demanding. Both enjoy it~
Until finally, Raisa gripped Rumi's front shirt. Then, push his body slowly.
"Mcph... Hahh~ Hhh!"
"Bright... I'm sorry, Raisa. I did it unconsciously. Just like you, my heart felt something that prompted me to do it. I seem to have been disrespectful to you. Sorry~" 7jar Rumi feels guilty.
Raisa's cheeks blushed red. Like a boiled crab!
Bluussh~
"Ngh~ Hmm .. t-ti-not what. No need to feel guilty. I understand that's a process for you. After all, I did not forbid you or reject him. But, next time don't suddenly be like that. The first time I did it like that, I wouldn't do it again" Raisa said
"Yes. I won't do it again without your permission" Rumi said
...'Rumi did it because she didn't understand. His words were the same as me unconsciously doing them. But why did he say he wouldn't do it again without my permission? Ah, come, Raisa... You don't take her words seriously that don't even understand her own feelings. Don't expect much!' inner Raisa...
...'Hearing the long explanation from Raisa made me want to understand my own feelings at this moment. I unconsciously kissed her. Doing something rude to him. This time I was confused like this. I feel weird!' inner Rumi...
Raisa felt so embarrassed that she covered her face with both hands. Then, he leaned his head on Rumi's shoulder slowly~
"It's okay... Please let me borrow your shoulder for a while like this. Rest like this makes me comfortable. Let me feel it" said Raisa
"Wouldn't it be that stretching your body would feel more comfortable?" wonder Rumi asked.
"No. Besides being comfortable, this position makes me happy. Please, allow it for a moment .. " said Raisa
"alright. But, Raisa, why is my heart pounding?" rumi asked.
"Didn't every human being live his heart will beat," said Raisa who berahili Rumi when he understood his meaning.
"I mean the beat feels weird, a little faster" Rumi said
"That's normal. It might be because of the strange atmosphere at the moment. You also feel it, right .. " said Raisa who did not want to explain it more.
"Yes. I feel it" Rumi said
As Raisa leaned on her shoulder. Rumi wrapped her hand, putting it on Raisa's waist. In order for Raisa to be more comfortable and her position does not waver.
"I'm sorry I did this, Raisa," Rumi said
"Yes, it's okay. I know you're doing it for me to be more comfortable and safe. Thank you" Raisa said with a smile.
...'He did it for my sake and apologized as if asking permission from me. So sweet... For this time alone, let me enjoy a moment like this, Raisa's inner self...
"Now you can sleep. Rest," said Rumi
"alright. Thank you, Rumi .. " said Raisa
Raisa closed her eyes. Rumi let her fall asleep while leaning on her shoulder. Until Raisa really fell asleep, Rumi also fixed her sleeping position and laid her body on the bed. Then he sat down on the chair beside Raisa's bed. Rumi continued to be beside her, guarding her. Until he fell asleep...
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Next day.
Raisa and Rumi both woke up this morning.
Raisa was sitting and leaning on her bed. Rumi was busy offering her, what she wanted.
"What do you want? I'll grant it" Rumi said
"I want to drink. My throat was dry" answered Raisa
Rumi took a glass of water on the nightstand next to the bed and gave it to Raisa.
"Here drink," said Rumi
"Thank you" said Raisa
Raisa also drank water from a glass given by Rumi. Then, return to give it to Rumi after.
"Please put this back for me. Again, thank you, Rumi .. " said Raisa
Rumi accepted it and put the glass back on the nightstand.
"You don't want to eat? You haven't eaten since that night" Rumi asked
Raisa shook her head slowly.
"Rumi, what you and I talked about and did last night .. Please, don't tell or discuss it with anyone" Raisa said. He met again when he remembered it.
"What I'm talking to certain people about, I won't tell anyone else. So, you don't have to worry" Rumi said
"Good then. Thank you for understanding me" said Raisa
"Ah, yes. I forgot something. You're thanking me for saving Morgan. But, you also saved me from falling from a height. You caught my body at that moment. Thank you for doing it. If only you hadn't caught me then, I might have been hurt even worse by falling from a high place. So, I'm very grateful to you" said Raisa
"Either. You did something for me until you got hurt. So, there is no more debt between us" said Rumi
"Yes. You're right" said Raisa
At that moment the others came to see Raisa. Morgan and Aqila. Devan, Ian, Chilla. Marcel, Billy, Dennis. Sanari, Amy, and Wanda.
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