Meet And Fall in Love
51 - Rumi's Dilemma.
"Forget it. Here, let me help you get another tray." Rumi
So many friends, drinks are not just one glass. And, it's not enough just one tray to carry it. Rumi also helped Raisa bring another tray with her.
Rumi walks ahead of Raisa while helping to bring a tray in her hand. Raisa also accompanied her path behind. Without anyone knowing, his heart was sad... He felt guilty for being rude when he refused Rumi's treatment. He could not deny, he was the cause of his own heartache. No love should be, no courage, no false hope. Then, it shouldn't be like this...
Raisa looked at the back of the man who walked ahead in front of her. A figure that looks dazzling from any side sees it. The figure that made his heart tremble violently and thump uncharacteristically while feeling heartbroken!
Plus, his heart seemed to be sliced when he heard his heart say the last words earlier...
...'Somehow, I felt sad when Rumi said to forget it. What to forget? It's too sweet to forget! But it is too bitter to remember. What's to be done? Actually, what am I feeling now? Just selfishness! I crave the feeling of loving each other, but fear the pain of heartache. I'm just a p*ng*cut!' Inner Raisa...
Unknowingly, the two of them had already reached the other friend. As if it just happened, Raisa gave the drink she brought to another friend, even though her mind was uncertain. He didn't even realize someone was talking to him.
"She's!~" Excited
"Ah, yes! Rumi, are you calling me?" The voice of Raisa when she awakens from her daydream.
"It wasn't me, but, Chilla. I'm just helping to wake you up." Rumi
"Oh, that, Chilla... What did you say just now? Sorry, my mind's distracted." Raisas
"What's taking your mind off, Raisa?" Ask Chilla
"So, I don't even remember it anymore. I'm too swept up in daydreams." Answer Raisa is lying.
"You don't look excited, Raisa? You why?" Ask Morgan
"I feel a little dizzy. Maybe it was because my head hit when I fell earlier, so my mind went flying. I usually practice by myself, so I just fell like that. But, this is no problem..." Answer Raisa
"What does it feel like to be so sick? I'm really sorry..." Rumi
"Ah, I don't mean to blame you. You are innocent... It doesn't matter to feel pain during practice, so having a real fight won't be too surprising. It is also good for improving the ability... Considering I practice very rarely." Raisa's
...'Again, I made Rumi feel guilty... It shouldn't be like this. I am the guilty one!' Inner Raisa...
While chatting with the others, suddenly the phone in Raisa's pants pocket rang. Raisa took it and looked at her phone. Video call from Mother. Not wanting others to be disturbed, Raisa also told everyone...
"There's a call from my mom. I'll answer it. Just a minute, yeah..." Said Raisa
Raisa also stayed away to pick up call~
'Hallo...'
"Yes, hello, Mom?" Reply Raisa who raised the video call on her phone.
Raisa aligns her phone with her face with a distance not far away. There was a Mother's shady face that showed a look of longing...
'He wants to tell you often. Why not call, send a message? What are you doing there?'
"Sorry, Mom. Because the guests just arrived yesterday, so I'm still busy hosting them. But, last night before going to bed and this morning after waking up, I sent a message to Mom. Yeah, right? The plan is also after this, I just want to call Mom, but, hunt down Mom who called Raisa. Now we're here again sporting together, ma'am."
'You're so busy, son... Are you there helped by the villa supervisor to serve them all? How many of your friends are there? Did Mom go over there to help you?'
"Raisa, here alone without the help of the villa guards. Their identities are as special as I am. Although it has been reported and commemorated, they are afraid they forget and do not deliberately reveal their special identity. So, I serve them myself, just in case the surprising thing is seen. My friends are a lot, plus with me we have 14 people staying here. But, gapapa. I can still take care of everything, they are also not silent, they help me too. Mom doesn't need to come here to help me, actually I'm not ready to recognize them to our family. Sorry, Mom. Not that I didn't want you to come... Consider me again a school tour, a walk with school friends. So, I don't have to worry..."
'But I will be the same miss Mother's son. My father also ordered... He said, take care of yourself, do not be cool to play until you forget to eat. Good holiday with your friend. Raihan is still on the runah. I think he envies you who can vacation for a walk.'
"Haha, tell Raihan... Don't sulk later on old! Sayin, it will be right home I buyin-can. Ask me what would you like...? What do you want, too? Raisa buyin all. Which father, Mom? how does it look?"
'Your father's busy at work, honey. Later, I asked Raihan, what do you want. I'll let you know through a message. You're in there okay. Don't forget to eat. I just want to know your news. Just called, you're back with your friend.'
"Yes, Mom. Raisa shut up, yeah, the phone..."
Tut!
Video call connection disconnected...
Raisa put and put her phone back in her pants pocket. Then, he went back to his friends.
"How are you guys training? What's tiring? Does anyone want to add a drink?" Asked Raisa who rejoined the others.
"This exercise is pretty boring! Since it can't bring out all of our (magic) abilities, it also shouldn't use weapons." Answer Ian
"Is that so? I think, if you're wearing the daggers you have, it's okay. But that's just it." Raisa's
"That's better!" Marcel said
"For me it is less! I don't usually use any other weapon than my beloved sword..." Sandra
"Then, do you want to train with me, Sandra? Count, test and conduct battle trials before our duel in your world..." Rose asked.
"I refuse! It is not exciting to do training with your opponent before the real fight. Even if I do, it will be difficult for me to control myself to have a real fight with you here right now." Reject Sandra
"That's right! Besides, don't you still feel dizzy on your head, Raisa? You better take a break first..." Sanari
"We can try to find something ourselves. If, anyone wants to add a drink, Sanari and I can make it for the others. You told us last night in the kitchen. Or, if pressed, we can immediately find you in your room." Aqila
"Yes. What matters is that you take a break." Wanda
"Do you want any of us to take you inside?" Ask Dennis
Hearing the question that was thrown freely from Dennis' mouth, Rumi immediately turned to look at Raisa. Look and wait for his answer expectantly...
"No, there's no need! Don't bother... I can get in by myself. Do not make it difficult for you to go back and forth in and out. Don't mind me, you guys practice again... Enjoy your time." Raisa refused.
Understand, if the previous to make Rumi feel jealous. Raisa immediately rejected a good offer from Dennis...
In fact, Raisa felt her left side body feel a cold hot temperature. I realized someone was staring at him. It must be Rumi who expected such an answer from him. Although, Rumi did not think the same, Raisa still would not accept the offer. He no longer wanted to create a bad mood. Not all good intentions will be good. No matter how small the intention...
Hearing the answer Raisa gave, made Rumi's heart feel relieved... He himself hopes so. However, Raisa said she didn't need anyone to take her to rest inside the villa, which meant she didn't need him either. It was still better than seeing the girl delivered and accompanied by another man besides her.
Rumi was actually confused... Why does he have the feeling of a selective fight with another man for the sake of treating a girl...? He's never felt like this before.
"It's fine to rest inside, Raisa." Amy said.
"Yes, I'll stay first. If there's anything you need, just find me." Raisas
Raisa also roasted to go and re-enter the villa of his extended family...
Leaving all his friends who were training in the spacious villa yard~
Now, with Raisa's previous knowledge, they all trained by adding a small dagger as a means of weaponry. So that their training is not too monotonous.
...
Raisa also laid her body on a soft bed in her room.
The room Raisa occupied was a private single room. Special rooms reserved for villa managers or who are usually the leaders of large families who are staying. However, because now he is bringing his friends to stay at the villa owned by his extended family, Raisa chose to occupy the room. Although having to sleep apart with her other female friends, it was better. Raisa feels afraid if in fact she has not been fully accepted in the friendship between different worlds that they have not lived for long. He also felt bad if he had to interfere personally with his other girl friends...
Now, Raisa really felt like she had to rest. Because, in addition to feeling dizzy in his head due to the impact with the ground while practicing a duel with Rumi earlier... Raisa actually also felt that she was constantly at war with her heart which had a lot of pressure. About his feelings for Rumi, but must face the reality that they will never be able to unite. He must also continue to contradict his own feelings, because he does not want to feel heartache that exceeds what he feels now if later to be faced with the reality of separation.
Raisa also closed her eyes. Rest for a moment the feeling and all its burden from the dizzying heavy things. He was completely asleep in the dream world~
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Letting his other friends with their busy training, Rumi separated from the others and slipped into the villa...
Despite letting Raisa enter the villa alone before, it turns out her intention is to steal the opportunity to enter the villa to see Raisa~
I don't know any reason why he left his other friend.
Now, Rumi was already in a room that someone was occupying.
He saw a girl who was trembling on a soft bed. Her eyes are closed tightly and ayu face that remains soothing even though she is in a deep sleep...
Continuing to look at her deeply made Rumi feel the magnetic pull within her. Making one hand outstretched to touch the girl's head. Gently caress her fine hair...
'Before, at first, I wasn't curious about you. Not in the slightest did I feel like you had an oddity or something that went wrong. But lately I have felt otherwise... Like there's a magnet pulling me to keep staring at you and want to be around you. A lot of questions came to my mind... Why am I being like this? What's so weird about me? What changed from me? I'm starting to get curious about you. Actually, is that weird me or you? Who exactly are you? Until it makes me like this. Even to the point of making me lose my mind at certain times like when you're close to another man... I even felt a little sad and disappointed when you refused me to approach you. What exactly are all these feelings? A feeling that makes me feel tormented when I'm not with you or far away from you. At that time, I was struck by a great longing! Is this a taste of like? Do I like you? But, like in what sense? What do you mean to me? Nah! I'm more curious... Actually, what does that mean for you?' Inner Rumi
Back to look at her, Raisa's face. The face is now frowned... What made him give that expression?
'Raisa, why is your face like this? When you were sleeping. Are you feeling any pain? Or are you having a bad dream?' Inner Rumi again.
"Raisa, relax... You're not alone. I'm right here... All your friends are in the sphere around you. Live life happily. Don't feel overwhelmed by anything, because it's not just you who's having a hard time. I like your smile. You look more beautiful when you smile! Smile for the world and for me." Rumi said in a soft voice so as not to wake Raisa up.
Rumi spoke while rubbing Raisa's forehead. Slowly, until the wrinkles disappear.
Rumi smile... Seeing the look on Raisa's face that returned to calm~
Rumi also ventured closer to the side of Raisa's face...
"Raisa, I'm sorry for making you fall and feel pain before. Let me do this while you're calm in your sleep. Don't refuse me, please." Rumi's murmur whispered in Raisa's sleeping ear.
Rumi slowly kissed Raisa's cheek.
"I can't linger. Sorry, had to leave you. I'm leaving, Raisa..." Pamit Rumi whispered.
Rumi got up and went out of the room Raisa occupied.
'Then, about the kiss is divided into 3. If it's on the forehead or forehead or head means to be affectionate, if on the cheeks it means to like, and if it's on... Lips mean to love. Sometimes different people also mean kisses on the forehead and on the cheeks, sometimes the meaning of their kiss is inversely proportional to me. But to me this is the meaning of a kiss.'
those were the words from Raisa that Rumi remembered...
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