Meet And Fall in Love
166 - Fear.

After returning to the orphanage, they all immediately rested. All claimed to be tired after doing a helping activity in the village treatment center.

"Hah~ is so tired! I kept pacing back and forth in the treatment center earlier . " complained Chilla

"Yes, it's a storm there too. Many have asked for help with this and that. And some of the commotion was because of Raisa" Morgan said

"What else are you doing there, Raisa? Until a lot of people thank you and cheer for you?" ask Devan

"Not that I told you, Raisa grew a rare medicinal plant that was desperately needed to magically use her magic! I saw it for myself because I was also with Raisa back then" Ian said

"I heard, Raisa also did other things during the handling. You did something amazing, what else, Raisa?" ask Aqila

"That's overdone, maybe you heard it wrong. The guardians there protested to me in shock at my dangerous treatment. They yelled at me" answered Raisa

"At first it did, but after seeing the dangerous handling that Raisa did succeed, they are many who thank you" said Rumi

"What happened, really? Tell us, too," Morgan pleaded with her.

"When treatment takes place there are patients who are not able to be awakened with water magic like Raisa did to Aqila. Raisa says it's a difficult situation for patients between life and death, but of course there are still ways to think about it. With fire magic! During the treatment in a new way that extreamed, the patient's guardian shouted not to think Raisa would burn the family dead, the other patient guardians who saw began to wonder about what Raisa did, but it can not be stopped because it will be a danger to the one who is handled and the one who handles," explained Rumi

"Then, what happened next" asked Chilla

"The handling is continued until the patient finally wakes up and opens his eyes. The way with fire magic it works! Then, Raisa explained ..the fire used during handling is not an ordinary fire that burns to death, but it is an eternal fire lent by the Legendary Fire Bird that is animating and channeling energy. The misunderstanding and tension are over" Rumi said

"Raisa always has a way to make us continue to feel astonished" said Ian

"Then, the last one! There is a patient who, upon awakening, loses all of his memory. Raisa restores her memories in almost the same way that mind-controlling magic works. What makes it different is that it was done directly by Raisa's spirit that led the patient's spirit to rediscover his memory in the center of the patient's spirit mind" Rumi said

"It is only fitting that Raisa immediately limp as powerless as now because as far as I know spirit magic is the hardest level magic ever, rarely can master this type of magic," said Devan

"really so. I haven't fully mastered this magic yet and only did it for the first time today. It's a lot of energy," Raisa honestly

"Yes. Raisa was so exhausted today" Rumi said

"That's why you're so considerate of her, isn't it, Rumi?" aqila asked.

Sure enough, Rumi never took her eyes off Raisa. Maybe if at any time Raisa needs something, surely the first person to fulfill it is Rumi!

"I didn't join you guys again after this, yeah. I want to rest in the room and sleep to recuperate" Raisa said

Raisa also moved up. Seeing Raisa who had difficulty standing, Rumi helped her and supported her body.

"Should I take you into the room?" ask Rumi

"It's okay. You just continue with the others, don't forget to rest too" replied Raisa

Raisa also walked slowly towards the female bedroom.

Her night.

As soon as Raisa took a break, she fell asleep until night. When I woke up, dinner was over.

"You awake, Raisa? Come on, let's eat together. All the food is prepared" said Aqila

"You guys cooked all this? Why don't you wake me up?" ask Raisa

"You look so slumbering, so we can't bear to wake you up. You need a lot of rest after a lot of draining for a few days in a row" said Chilla

"Other times like this again, wake me up. Then let me wash it, then" said Raisa

Sure enough, after dinner, Raisa took over the pile of dishes to handle it and wash it clean.

As Raisa was almost done with all the dishes, Aqila came to her in the kitchen. He saw that Raisa was washing dishes with her magic in using water to wash and using the wind to dry. Seeing that, Aqila shook her head slowly.

"That's right you, Raisa .. " cried Aqila.

Raisa who was unaware of her presence turned her head and saw Aqila walking over.

"Oh, that's you, Aqila! What's up?" raisa asked.

"I came to check on you and I didn't think you were making things difficult for yourself" Aqila said

"I told you I was going to wash all these dishes" Raisa said

"I knew. But, you just ended your break from using too much magic power for several days in a row. However, you are using your magic power again just to wash the dishes. Isn't that the same way you're making things difficult for yourself?" aqila asked.

"It's okay. The energy I put out was just a little, I had to finish this dishwashing quickly, but since there was a lot then I needed help with magic" Raisa said

"Have known there are many, so from the beginning there is no need for you to do all this. You just don't help us make food once, but your guilt is like missing a job for weeks, and you're making things difficult for yourself" Aqila said

Raisa only chuckled lightly in response to the scolding from Aqila's mouth.

"Oh, you don't have to do that anymore. You just take a break" said Aqila

"But there is a little more. Responsibility, let me finish first," reluctantly Raisa

"Leave it, let me continue. After all, there is only a little left, so let me do it" said Aqila

"really? All righty! I want to look for air outside for a moment" Raisa said

Raisa immediately washed both hands clean and left behind a bit of dishes that were still not washed.

"Yes. Enjoy your time" said Aqila

"Thank you very much, Aqila!" said Raisa

"Together," replied Aqila

Raisa also left the kitchen.

"Sister Raisa, come on! We're playing again!"

"Sorry, kids. I want to go outside for a minute. I was sleeping too long until the body feels sore, so want to take a short walk outside" said Raisa

"Yeah .. okay. It's up to my brother."

"But don't stay out too long, brother. Mother said, the night air is not good for health."

*The mother in question is the babysitter mother at the orphanage.

Raisa chuckles little hearing the advice of the little boy. However, he was not angry, it was just that it sounded funny when the little boy advised him.

"All right, I get it. I went outside first" said Raisa

Raisa walked outside and started to walk around.

The orphanage where he stayed during the mission was not big, but there was a small yard overgrown with lots of grass and some flowering plants. It was like a well-kept little garden.

Raisa was just walking around there and she saw someone who was also outside just like her.

"Rummy! It's only fitting that I didn't see him inside last night after dinner, apparently he's here" Raisa murmured

Raisa saw the figure of Rumi who was sitting quietly there. Not wanting to disturb, Raisa continued to walk around. However, just as he was about to step away, he just stopped when he heard his name called.

"Raisa, is that you?" rumi asked.

"Yes. I'm sorry to disturb your loneliness" said Raisa

"Can you keep me here?" ask Rumi

Initially, Raisa did not want to disturb or approach Rumi because their relationship is complicated now. He did not want to be awkward when talking to the man alone. However, when Rumi called and asked him to accompany her, Raisa could not refuse. Raisa walks over and ends up sitting next to Rumi.

"I thought you didn't want to be disturbed because you seemed to be enjoying alone time here" Raisa said

"You never bother me, I'm glad you're with me" Rumi said

"What's wrong? Are you thinking of something?" ask Raisa

"I'm thinking about you" replied Rumi

"Me, why? We are, right, always together during the mission this time," confused Raisa

"You're asking because you don't know or are you just pretending?" ask Rumi

Yeah, not that Raisa doesn't know or pretends not to know. Finally all about the two of them is because the relationship of the two who no longer have the status as beautiful as before and only returned to friends.

"Sorry ...." Only one word could be spoken by Raisa's mouth.

"No problem. Actually, I was just thinking about the time you handled five people who were long asleep at the treatment center earlier. The dangerous way you said back then, I thought it would really harm you" Rumi said

"Yes, I also got help from Phoenix. If it wasn't for the eternal fire from her, maybe I could only save one person and maybe right now I can't be next to you" Raisa said

"That's very dangerous! What would happen if no Phoenix helped you?" ask Rumi

"You don't know? I thought you were talking about it because you know," said Raisa

"Then, there is no need to discuss it again because it has passed" Raisa continued

"No! I still want to know! Maybe I can prevent you when you want to do such dangerous things in the future" Rumi forced

"Whatever you do can't prevent me from doing what I want if it's my decision, what else if it's to save someone's life" she said

..."This is how I am. I'm so selfish! So, stop liking me because it's better for you" Raisa said...

"Can't you just tell me? If that is your decision, I can at least prepare myself and accept what might happen. Unlike before, I'll just feel frustrated" Rumi said

Rumi asked Raisa with a pleading gaze. In his eyes, there was already a feeling of frustration. Raisa always realized that after breaking up from him. It's just that, Rumi was always good at suppressing that feeling in him so often invisible to Raisa's eyes. And this time Rumi showed it clearly makes Raisa be unbearable. And finally, Raisa decided to explain the thing that Rumi asked her to tell him.

"The eternal flame that I used during the handling was aimed at freeing the victim's spirit from the entanglement of darkness and giving him light that led him back to the life energy given to the victim at that time" Raisa said

"If it wasn't for the eternal fire that Phoenix gave me to borrow, then, so when the handling takes place I have to use the light of my own life energy to give to the victim in exchange for the property of the victim who has been slowly and continues to disappear because of the darkness. Which means I have to sacrifice my own life to give to the victim in lieu of his life that will be completely lost. The light of personal life energy means the life of one's own" Raisa continued.

"In that case, it was fortunate that there was a Phoenix willing to help you selflessly. Give my thanks to Phoenix for the blessing I did not lose someone very valuable to me" Rumi said

"The "Phoenix inside me could tell whatever was going on around me. He has heard your thanks and is happy because there are people who appreciate it" said Raisa

"I just kept quiet. When do I feel good about hearing her heartfelt thanks?" The Phoenix in Raisa speaks.

"If you want to stay with me at least stop hating people and learn to respect each other because not all people are evil. Hasn't it been proven that you believe in humans like me?" raisa asked.

"To stop hating humans is hard for me, but I'll try because I believe in you, sir" Helio told Phoenix.

"You always call me, sir. From now on just call me by my name, Raisa. You have to learn to trust and respect other humans, Helio. There is a good man who has love in his heart. As long as there is love in this world, then as long as you can trust in humans" Raisa replied

Rumi only finds out there is a way medical magic is dangerous for its users after Raisa talks to him. He could not imagine losing Raisa in such a way. As if he would be proud of the figure of Raisa who was willing to sacrifice, but also very sad because she had to lose. Fortunately, that didn't really happen.

"Actually if there is no help from the Phoenix, there is one way to save more than one victim today. I just need to check first, those who can be saved only by the water magic method, I will save first. But like this, I can only save one person from two victims who must be saved by the fire magic method. It was actually rare to know this method of medical flame magic of exchanging life energy light. I'm lucky to know this magic method" Raisa said

"I instead feel better you didn't know there was such a medical magic method from the start" Rumi murmured

"Raisa, lately I've been feeling a very disturbing feeling. It was such a dangerous situation that I had to lose you. I was so tormented by this kind of premonition, it scared me so much" Rumi said

"That's not gonna happen. At least if I don't, my love will always be there for you. Because I will always be in your heart until whenever it is" said Raisa

"You still love me, Raisa?" ask Rumi

"of course. My love will never change, always will remain the same. It's just that we can't date anymore" answered Raisa

"I know you don't want to talk about this anymore, but can you answer one of my questions? Did you break off from me for feeling the same premonition as me? Do you feel like there's going to be danger in making you disappear on me, so you want to break up? I'd rather be hurt now than later?" ask Rumi.

..."As it turned out, Rumi also felt the same premonition as me. Actually that's one of the reasons I chose to break up with you, Rumi. But, if I were to lay out all the reasons, it would just sound like I don't really love you and show you how great my selfishness is. Actually I'm just a coward who doesn't deserve your love" Raisa's inner self...

"You're wrong. Even if not for the premonition of leaving you, we can't be together because our world is different. But, points It is better to feel hurt now, than later it is true. You can finally understand that" answered Raisa

"Anything I can accept as long as you don't really leave me forever, Raisa," Rumi said

Raisa could only smile while looking at Rumi. Raisa also stood up.

"I've got to go back inside. The kids are waiting for me to play together. You want to come in with me or not?" raisa asked.

Rumi nodded.

"I walk first, yes .." said Raisa who passed back into the parlour.

"If you knew you would like and care for children, then I wish I could be a child among them all, but that would never be possible!" inner Rumi

Rumi stood up and followed Raisa's steps entering the orphanage.

"Raisa, wait for me!" rumi

In the orphanage.

Finally, Raisa and Rumi go back inside the parlour together. After entering, Raisa immediately joined the midst of the children who gathered and sat together.

"What are you guys playing? I can join you, right?" ask Raisa

"We want to draw. We will all draw something and will be judged on who is really good by Kak Ian who is good at drawing. Raisa, come with me!"

"Imagining, yeah. Unfortunately I'm not very good at drawing, but maybe my drawings will be better if I imitate someone's drawings. So, who's good at drawing here? Can I copy your picture?" raisa asked

"That's not fair! The image must be the result of your own creations and works dong!"

"How, Brother Raisa, do you want to draw or not?"

"alright. Whatever it is I'll come along" said Raisa

They all ended up drawing together.

"Oh, yeah! There is still something to do in Bamboo Village and I will let you know tomorrow. It's for the good of the villagers, so you guys get ready" Raisa said during her drawing.

"What else is needed, anyway?" ask Morgan

"It looks like Raisa's staying here. You're a hassle, Raisa," Devan said

"If only, Ian drew something and had everyone imitate the picture. Who looks more like his image will win, then I can be a little more optimistic about winning!" raisa turned to another topic.

"That didn't happen to me before. But, still, this time must be each other's creations and works," said Ian

At the end, there are many pictures. There are sights, pictures of animals, snowmen, and others.

From many people, Chilla drew fruits, Rumi drew a snake, and Raisa drew a house.

"Your picture is still not far from the food, yes, Chilla .." said Ian.

"But, good, right?" chilla asked with great confidence.

"What are you drawing, Rumi? Why not color it?" ask Ian

"A snake. Like my white snake, it doesn't need to be colored anymore" replied Rumi

"It's very simple .. like a picture of a child" Ian said

"If, Raisa ... of the many things that can be drawn, why choose to draw a house?" ask Ian

"I had no inspiration, so I chose a simple picture of the house. In the past, at school, I also often drew houses. The reason is home is a place for us to take shelter and shelter. Inside the house, we can take shelter from the cold rain and the hot sun, the house makes us feel safe and where we go home after a day of activities outside. More importantly, no matter what the house is like as long as it is with loved and loved ones then it is the most beautiful and comfortable place ever," Raisa said

"Good reason, your picture is pretty good too" said Ian

"So, whose picture is the best?"

"Who's the winner?"

"I can't choose. All your pictures are good! So, I've decided you're all winners!" said Ian

"Not cool! No one wins?"

"Raisa, help me .. " whispered Ian

"Why am I? I'm just participating. From the very beginning the children have chosen you to make a decision, I cannot interfere," Elenggan Raisa refused.

In the end Ian could not decide who won in the drawing. Because there are so many pictures and do not want any jealousy when the winner is chosen, finally Ian decided all are the winners!

"I told you, you should have just told us to imitate your image as closely as possible. If so, maybe you can still determine the winner!" said Raisa

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