
"Raisa, I like you!" Rumi
"What!?" Raisa's response was slow.
..."I didn't not hear. But, again my heart is not ready to hear it..." Inner Raisa...
"I like you, Raisa! I know I've told you before. But, I can't stand all that I feel anymore! I like you! Not as a friend, but more than that! I like you as my opposite sex, as a man to a woman... So, will you accept my feelings and have a relationship that's more than just my friend?" Luap Rumi expressed all her feelings.
Raisa blinked her eyes repeatedly as if in disbelief! And he was confused as to how!?!
..."Why so suddenly?! Besides not being ready, I was confused! How should I respond to it? Why did he suddenly reveal everything to me? Wear me to establish more relationship all over! I should what? How's this?!" Inner Raisa is confused....
"Why are you all of a sudden, Rumi? So, this is what you want to talk to me about?" Ask Raisa, flutter.
"Yes. What about your answer and response?" Rumi
"You're serious, aren't you? I thought you were kidding..." Nervous Raisa
"You also know, I'm not a person who likes to joke." Rumi
..."That'sthat's true! I'm so stupid! How could it be like this? Today I got two statements from different men! It's different than before. Because this time I also like him, I am so confused what to answer?! Uh, wait a minute!" Inner Raisa...
"Rumi, you saw me this morning and eavesdropped on my conversation with a guy, huh?" Raisa asked for questioning because she felt suspicious.
Raisa was confused by Rumi's strange attitude today and there was no wind or rain she suddenly expressed her feelings in earnest. What's the reason for doing this? Is Raisa's guess right that there is a sense that drives her after she sees Raisa getting a statement from another man?
"Yes. I don't care who he is, all I care about is that I'm afraid you'll be with another guy. I didn't want it to happen, so I thought I should have the courage to tell you everything. But, you just kept playing with Mika!" Rumi
..."So, when I sensed that someone was watching me this morning it was Rumi who was listening to me talking to Levi? Though Rumi did not know who the man was, but felt his feelings threatened. He was jealous, even with a little cat! I like it too, but I have to avoid it! How do I refuse it?" Inner Raisa...
Raisa felt she had to refuse. He was prepared with whatever reaction or change in Rumi's attitude after rejecting him later. Raisa also drew and sighed to prepare herself and everything later...
"It's okay, but I feel unworthy!" Raisa's
"Why? What are you feeling so inappropriate with?" Asked Rumi who was confused.
"I feel unworthy of you as well as for you. You're a great person while I have many flaws and not strong opinions. To this day, I still have my doubts about myself and it's nothing compared to you. You know, I told you once... To have a special fate from this ability that I have, before that happens even I had time to get sick. Something's wrong with my heart! Even though it's like a mere staging and testing for me to have this special destiny, I don't think it's just that. I think it's really a history of my illness. Not only that, when I was sick it seemed like the problem was not only my heart, but my lungs as well. It's dangerous! I could have passed the disease on to you or I could have died sooner! Anyway, I don't deserve to be with you!" Obviously Raisa who just reasoned empty again fake to reject Rumi.
..."It was all just my reason for refusing. I don't know what this has to do with illness. But, I hope he can believe and accept that I refuse him even feel disgusted at me who might transmit the disease or not live long. Stupid fuck! The important thing is that Rumi no longer has any more feelings for me!" Inner Raisa...
"I don't care! For me, it doesn't matter... But, can you not say you will die sooner? I really can't without you, Raisa." Rumi
"How do you know you can't do it if you haven't experienced it? You must be fine even without me." Said Raisa
"You too! How can you say you're gonna die sooner when you're okay? So, please don't say anything like that... But, it seems that you have no intention of accepting me and instead intend to reject me huh, Raisa?" Rumi
..."No, it's not like that! We can't be together because our world is different. Why together if later even hurt because of having to separate? We are better off with each other as before. I really like you too, Rumi! But, this is what's best for both of us." Inner Raisa...
Although she continues to feel the vibe of love while with Rumi, but the establishment of Raisa remains unshakable! He still felt they shouldn't be together because their world was different. It's better to get hurt now than to feel hurt later. It is better to live each of them than to separate when it feels very difficult to separate. That'll hurt more!
"If that's why you rejected me... Actually, I don't deserve you any more. You must know everything about me, right? My father is not a good man, he is a very bad man! Even if it's just the past and he's changed, I still don't deserve you for that. Besides, I'm not a perfect human... You know that too, right? I am just an artificial man created by my father. Speaking of dying sooner, when I was created my father programmed me not to make a fatal mistake. My father made a curse mark on my heart! Once I make a fatal mistake that harms someone else, with the sign of the curse, my heart will instantly explode and I will die in the blink of an eye! I'm the one who doesn't deserve you anymore..." Rumi revealed everything.
As Rumi revealed all her identities, Raisa was endlessly staring at him. Raisa doesn't believe Rumi will tell her everything directly. It must be hard to express what has been stored deeply. Not many know about this, only very few! Raisa also feels that she is cheating and inappropriate when she finds out about it all through her magical dream even though she does not want to know it, but he felt a little lucky to know it first than anyone else. That's why, Raisa didn't expect Rumi to tell her everything...
"Right, I already know all about you. I can't believe you're gonna tell me that story. But, Rumi, everyone is not a perfect human being, there is no such human being. Man is the vessel of error. Why are you talking like that? Whether it's your father who was a bad person or you who can't help but make mistakes, you two and all of us are human and all humans are equal in God's eyes. Man is God's creation. And you are God's man through your father's intermediary. God created your father and his intelligence and that's why you are here, right now, in this world... As for death, I don't know either. You just have to try to be a good person, not make a fatal mistake, and your heart won't explode, you'll live. Don't talk like you don't deserve to live and just deserve to die. You deserve to enjoy all this life, so don't talk like that again!" Raisa's
Raisa's trying to reject Rumi. But, there was no heart to hear Rumi say all that she was difficult to express. Raisa is like hearing a sad story...
And, that's the truth! It's shocking!
Rumi is a MUTANT! Artificial man! Rumi was created by his father, Mr. Rommy, who was nicknamed the Mad Genius, the Legendary Magical Hermit, who still looks young even in old age. Rumi is a perfect creation that must not make fatal mistakes! And if that happens he will die because his heart will explode when the curse mark detects his mistake~
But, that's all not worth saying! Because all humans are the same! It cannot be measured perfectly or not. Humans can still make mistakes, small or big...!
"Then what about you, Raisa? Aren't we both the same? You also talk about the impiety of someone, you also talk about things that have not happened at all! If, I should not feel unworthy of myself, with you, or with this life... Why do you feel unworthy of me? Or am I like this not worthy of you or am I not worthy and not worthy of happiness? My happiness right now is you, only you make me feel happy and live like a normal human being. Am I not worthy of that? Say, Raisa... Come on, answer me!" Rumi
During this conversation, Raisa and Rumi, both of them were still staring at each other even though it might be a little difficult. But, now Rumi lowered her gaze. Avoiding Raisa~'s eyesight Just this time Rumi did it. That's because he's scared. He was afraid to hear more rejection from Raisa when she had ventured as much as possible so far...
"Can't you just take me, Raisa? That difficult? Is that how I deserve it? What should I do if you still reject me? Now how should I? How do you want to accept me? You are a good man! I can't possibly force you. So don't reject me. Please..." Inner Rumi
He gave a thin smile... And his eyes looked up at the night sky full of stars~
Just as Raisa was about to speak, Rumi was already looking back at her who was looking towards the sky. Rumi looked at Raisa's smile, but only this time did she feel her heart feel heavy when she saw that sweet smile. Because he was afraid of rejection...
"Your father has no wife, but he can have children. I know and I think your father's wife is either an ambition or an obsession. Because there's one of those two, you and your brother are in this world. I don't know, between the two traits I mentioned earlier that's what your father's nature is, nor do you know your father's intentions are good or bad. I don't care, but I feel grateful now because of that. Because of the existence between the two natures, you exist and I can meet you. I'm also very happy to know you. I think your father's intentions are good too. Your father created you until he also made a curse mark on your heart so that you can help many people, the reason created the curse is also so that you always remember the purpose. Yeah, though maybe your dad's way is a little wrong. But that is the nature of human nature. And most importantly I can be with you right now. I'm so happy! To be honest, I like you too, Rumi! Sorry for making you feel confused." Raisa's honest in the end.
"really?! I'm not misunderstanding or you're not kidding me, are you?" Rumi asked with eyes shining expectantly.
"Yes, right. How to say it, huh? I'm happy to see you, I was nervous when I first talked to you, I always miss and think about you when I'm not with you, I'm so scared when you're hurt, I'm so scared, I was so happy when I saw your thin, though slightly stiff smile, and I was so happy when I could be with you. That's because I like you too, I like you as the girl in the man of his heart. I like you a lot from when, but it must be much earlier and greater than your love for me. Will this solve all your questions, Rumi? Are you satisfied with my answer and explanation?" Raisas
GREPS!
HUGS~
Rumi pulled Raisa's body into her arms. He held the girl tightly. Both of them smiled happily at that~
..."This decision I made was my selfishness when I knew we were both going to be separated because the world we live in is different. It's okay if I'm being a little selfish for now? I just want to be happy for now without caring about the uncertain things coming and I also can't bear to see you grieve, Rumi. Forgive me for all this selfishness..." Inner Raisa...
Finally, Raisa gave up on her heart which continued to fight with her feelings. Receiving the love that was from the man in his arms now. With a reason to be happy, he thought the decision he made was just a selfishness. However, he just wanted to live out his options right now. Although maybe later will feel the torment of longing due to the separation of the world of residence...
"I'm so happy and happy! It's not dreaming, is it?" Said Rumi muttering.
Raisa chuckles a little. It turned out that his confession was still not trustworthy. It might be hard! How not? He refused for an uncertain reason!
Raisa also released the embrace of the man who had ventured...
And Raisa also ventured herself~
THE CUP!
One kiss Raisa gave Rumi~ cheek
"Hows it? Feels no? You're not dreaming. I'm returning your feelings... I told you once, kiss on the cheek sign like. I like you too, Rumi!" Said Raisa while commenting on her sweet smile.
Rumi touched her own cheek... He felt a soft touch of Raisa's lips on her cheek. It's real, not just in dreams!
"Finally, I got a kiss on the cheek! I kissed you on the cheek too..." Rumi muttered in his words at the end.
"You ever kissed my cheek? When's? No, uh! Wait..." Raisa ended her speech when she felt something was odd in her mind.
Raisa also thought while looking at Rumi... The man next to her kissed her cheek. Raisa never remembered that. Never was! Except, when...
Raisa also looked at Rumi as if asking and asking for an explanation!~
"Yes, that moment! While on vacation at your family's villa and you thought it happened in a dream because you were sleeping." Honest Rumi seemed to understand Raisa's eyes that demanded an explanation.
"WHAT!? Just be right!! So, that feeling wasn't in a dream, but real when I fell asleep? How could you... Ih, why didn't you ever say!? You're this, Rumi!" Upset Raisa
"Because you think it's a beautiful dream and you really want to think of it that way and that's it. So, I thought it was better and didn't tell you the truth." Obviously Rumi
"So, did you enter secretly into my room? That's something you can't do, you know!" Sebal Raisa
"Can't you? Even after that, I also slept with you at night when you went to bed first and didn't know I was sleeping next to you. That night, I kissed your forehead too." Rumi
"WHAT!?!! Sleeping together?!! That's the least thing to do! Ouch, Rumi...! Remember this, you can't do and repeat something like that again! In my world it is a harsh ban! You can't do it and I won't do it either... Understood!?" Raisa's harsh criticism commemorates Rumi.
"It should not be done and repeated again, because it is strictly forbidden. I gotcha! I promise, never again! Except with your permission...!" Rumi
..."So, those beautiful things are not dreams but reality?! Sleep together...?? How did it happen? Fortunately the other friends at that time no one knew, what else the people in my world no one was staying at that villa either. Because if it gets caught, it can be bad! You know, I didn't say that beautiful dream to my friends at the time! But, why is Rumi so relaxed? Is the world like the culture of free Americans? If I wanted to, I wouldn't allow it, you know! That is a big problem and danger!! I have to remind Rumi a lot about this!!" Inner Raisa is like a fire beard!...
How not? Sleeping with Rumi? Fucked up his mind! Not only forbidden but also inappropriate! Thankfully nothing happened at that time...
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