Missing Room
Episode 5's

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I tell a continuation of the story that awaits to be completed even though the body and mind never find peace even if only bursua in the same coffee table can never be done.

I looked at the morning sun to give warmth and never worried despite being ignored even many insults.A lonely morning always haunts no beautiful smile welcomes adding to the pain of the wound in the heart; today I force my steps to continue to find the meaning of life that will answer all the old questions that cannot wait to be solved.

the intention of the heart to meet the grandfather I met to ask for a long haunting heartbreak.Steady steps hope I meet the grandfather even though it can not be held back even if only for a moment.

the chants of poetry and prayer rang out from behind the door of the place where the grandfather I was following last day. waiting for me outside the door did not want to disturb the routine of the person in my mind but the curiosity was so great and could no longer be restrained, I pulled a door that was a barrier between me and the person in it that a little boy soon appeared from inside the room.

ask me "good morning uncle is there anything I can help you with?" he said, "i was looking for a grandfather yesterday I followed him and wanted to ask him something but couldn't get these lips to say a word and just a footstep led me to this place". I told the boy I didn't know his name.

I was not finished until the voice of the grandfather awakened me from the daydream "Who are you, young man, do I know you or have I ever done you wrong?" he said to me "If it is true that I have done you wrong, may you forgive me for I am ashamed to face my Lord while I still err my neighbor, there are still people who live in a religious dogma that requires him to obey Him, relying all hope on God who is not true. As my body stiffened to the point that I could no longer move my limbs, my consciousness began to fade and my body completely lost my consciousness.

My body was like drowning in a bottomless ocean I tried to rebel but the results remained the same, my consciousness began to disappear I tried to stay afloat a ray that did not know where to emerge from, so dim the light I tried to reach even though it did not reach him. My hand was still trying to reach the dimmer light, but I still could not reach the light that slowly disappeared leaving me in silence and emptiness.

I remembered the old man's words, "I am ashamed to face my Lord while I am still doing wrong to my neighbor". which I also do not know what the words mean because I have long since lost the god I have.

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