Missing Room
Episode 67's

"Bring the baby," so said the doctor Dewi when mentioning my current condition.

The more days my appetite decreases. I just want to eat when Mas Pras is next to me, the rest of my appetite will disappear if he is not at home.

Repeatedly he infuriated me to grumble because annoyed to see the condition of my body that never improved. But I can what? Thiskan is not my will, but a baby in my stomach that demands attention from him.

Ah, but different from my heart and my mind that always questioned what was in his heart until I survived so long here. If I am only for escape, why is he so good to treat me.

As was the case this morning, before leaving for work he would take the time to accompany me to eat. Not at the dinner table, but on the bed because of my weak condition.

"If you continue to have difficulty eating, your weight will decrease. Now one more bite?" bejuk Mas Pras directed the spoon to feed me.

"From just now on," I muttered but still opened my mouth to take his mouth.

Mas Pras sighed. "Look at your body, the more thin the day," he said, looking concerned.

I just kept quiet when Mas Pras commented to me because I thought it was a sign that he still cared even though a few days ago he said when we were two months away.

"Anna why are you crying?" he said it and immediately I turned my face away, hiding the tears that flowed without excuse.

"Is it because I'm commenting too much?"

I'm shaking.

"What's because I'm still here?"

It wasn't really that, and I immediately turned to him. Stare at him with eyes still glazed and say, "Why is Mas so good?"

I smiled thinly. "Is it all because of Papa's request?"

Mas Pras looked at me with a frown. "What are you talking about. He only does his duty as a husband does to his wife."

"If Papa hadn't told Mas to marry me, we might not be together" I said, bowing.

Silence, because Mas Pras did not say a word, it made me start to be a little curious about him. Then I look at my face for the sake of looking at him which in fact he is also looking at me with sad eyes. He nodded and said, "Mas promise, soon you can be free to make your choice."

My breath was choked because his words seemed to hit right in the mouth of my heart. Without saying any more, he now rose to put my plate of food on the nightstand and took some vitamins to give me.

"This is all you can do. You're also a baby in your womb that needs to be healthy" she said as I swallowed some of her vitamins.

While he began to tidy up my cutlery with me who was still staring at every movement of his body until his steps were getting away and before the door closed Mas Pras also had to say goodbye to me. Until then what happened was that I was crying.

All as if mixed into one, the desire to separate is getting closer but what kind of feeling this suddenly burst into control of my heart.

I feel a sense of unwillingness, am I crazy? Now I was crying and laughing at the same time, then my eyes slumped down and I looked at my stomach that was getting bigger.

In my tears I started rubbing my stomach as I muttered, "What should Mama do?"

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