Missing Room

Missing Room
Episode 85's


Mas Pras POV


I was busy preparing for my needs. There's not much I carry, just some clothes stels I put in my backpack and important files that I put into it.


"You don't just bring a suitcase" said Anna, who was watching my activities.


"No. It's more practical" I said, still cramming some clothes.


There was an Anna clucking and then moved closer to me. "That's not fit. Tuh look! Mas's documents folded. It could be torn later," grumbled.


"It used to fit, too," I said, still busy continuing my activities while Anna now turned to the closet, and after I noticed she appeared to reach the suitcase above her. I quickly caught up with him and reached for the suitcase before it actually fell on him.


"The danger! Why don't you just call Mas," my hardik after putting the suitcase on the floor.


"Just take it," he said. "Again not heavy, either" he continued by switching to pull the suitcase towards my luggage.


I can only breathe too. Started to pay attention to his movements that began to unpack the contents of my goods, then began to rearrange. Put it in the suitcase. It's very neat.


I realized this was the first time he'd done that for me, and I didn't want to waste this opportunity. I was still standing glued by the glare of my eyes fixedly looking at him.


Innerku's calling. Has he changed? What heart have I wished I had been moved to give back to me? If it really happens, then the wait and also the effort that I have done so far is not in vain. Up to the various ways I did, to just hold him back to stay by my side. Yes, I was angry and kept it quiet. But that's all I do as a form of jealousy.


"Mas, why are you standing there? Immediately prepare, it will be too late" he reminded but only awakened me from daydreaming. And I saw my suitcase was ready.


My eyes now turned to her, but what I saw was Anna looking at me confused. Without saying anything, I quickly stepped towards him. Interestingly who then grabbed his small body into my arms. With a slight bow I drowned my head on her little shoulder.


I inhale in his scent, yes even though it's still morning and he hasn't had a bath. But as if I don't care. Because everything in him is opium to me.


"Mas—,"


"Let Mas hold you like this" I said quickly cutting. I feel Anna understands. He began to nod my words and then returned my embrace with one hand that moved stroking my head, albeit with a stiff motion.


"It feels so selfish" I said in a nearly quivering voice. Anna who noticed it immediately pulled away, with her hands moving cupping my face which had been slightly lowered.


He looked at me in disbelief. "Mas is crying" he said choked who looked at my bead that felt clouded by tears.


"Mas don't do this" he said, wiping away my tears that I saw him crying.


"Mas not crying. It's just moved. Moved because the longing that Mas has is avenged by you," I said with a half smile.


With teary eyes Anna nodded at my words. "Sorry to have made Mas wait a long time," he said, which sounded stammering because of the sobbing that drowned his voice.


I shook my head and locked her gaze, slowly creeping my fingers down her cheeks. "You replied to him it was more than enough," said I who slowly moved forward my face to give him light kisses full of longing from the space of my heart and I saw Anna also enjoying my treatment. Until I could not whisper something in his ear, which he immediately gave a pinch gift on my arm.


And the sentence I said was It feels like Mas wants to stay like this with you, to Samarinda be pushed back first.


To be Continue


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