MUJAHADAH MY LOVE
# Episode 43. Breaking the Promise

*fatin

He was sitting in a small park in front of the language building waiting for Mitha who was still not finished in her college hours. A week has passed since his separation from Joseph. He began to be able to accept Joseph's decision to stay away from each other aka keep the distance for a while. He began to understand what all this meant after several times hearing the explanation at length of the senior brothers in MPM if the discussion about youth in Mushola.

Mitha also endlessly gave him the spirit and understanding that what Kak Yusuf did was the best.

"I think, well, it's actually a possessive sweet form of a guy for the girl I've been horrified by. On a gini day everyone even makes dating like a trend. Not dating means no slang, not selling. There is something because it is too fun to forget yourself, doing things outside the limits of reasonableness. Well, lo, Bang Yusuf even wants to keep you by staying away and waiting for him to be ready first, trus go pelaminan, deh. Possessiveness Bang Yusuf not only keep you from the interference of other men, but more than that, keep you both from sin. Sweet no, anyway?"

The corner of his lips was attracted as he recalled Mitha's long rant about the brother. He was still with a simple smile when there was a voice from behind calling his name. He turned around and found his new friend Rafael with a warm smile.

"Hi, blum home?" Raphael asked as he sat down not far from him after he nodded his head in permission.

"Blums. Still waiting for temen. You alone, how come blum home?" He asked back just a pleasantry.

"Same. Waiting for me too. Oh, yes, if you may know where you live Fhat?" Raphael asked carefully.

" Deket, really. Pondok Srikandi who is in the hallway kambu." said to relax without suspecting.

"Oh, that's where it looks like. Then you know Bang Arsyil, dong."

"Know but not familiar. You know Bang Arsyil?"

"Bang Arsyil my brother."

"Oh, huh? Haha. Pantes aja kemaaren first look at you, I think I've met you where it is. It turns out that your face is similar to Bang Arsyil. Sodara turns out." He chuckles unexpectedly.

The conversation spread everywhere, reaching the theme of their course today. Rafael can quite make the atmosphere liquid and warm with a joking dimehnya.

He was still busy being the best listener of his new friend when his phone rang a sign there was an incoming call. He stared at the yellow screen and,

Degh's..

Is correct. He didn't look wrong. The caller is the one who has disappeared again for a week from his life. The person he was honestly hoping to meet. He asked for permission a little away from Rafael and with trembling hands pressed the receive button.

"Assalaamu'alaikum, Brother!" His words started with a stamped voice. His shoulder even started to heat up. That feeling, now present again. An unspeakable taste. Longs.

The voice across sounded roughly pulled. A little while later the flat voice answered his greetings, then,

"Go home now!"

Going home? go home where? He still doesn't understand. I wanted to ask but the heavy voice there came back.

"I'm waiting in front of your faculty. Now!" still flat.

"L-yes, brother!"

He still wonders in his heart, but he doesn't want to ask. Joseph's flat voice seemed to restore his memory to Joseph's previous figure. Firm, flat, and coercive, do not accept rejection.

He also paid first to Rafael who was still faithful waiting for him at that place. The two then separated. He still had time to send a short message to the number Mitha, Azhar and Akram told if He went home first because there was a sudden affair.

He walked out of the faculty area rather quickly. From far away he could see a figure with his handsome face decorated with sunglasses there. Standing across his legs while reaching into his pants pocket staring at the device he was holding.

He arrived in front of the man. I don't know, he can't see the gaze he thought he was staring at. He chose to duck while trimming the mini strap of his backpack.

He thought he was going to sit behind the wheel but Joseph opened the door at the wheel and told him to come in. Still with a flat voice. He was nervous of course. After He had confirmed his heart and was sure that such a meeting would not happen again, but in fact today they are back together. And, to be honest, since his chest was not stopping the fireworks because of the happiness that so mastered it.

A week of agonizing longing is instantly treated by itself. I doubt if this is real or not. Not without reason, he really thought last week's meeting was the last time until the promised time. He commented on the smile and glanced at the instant Joseph who was circling his car was about to enter after closing the car door for him. He sat still in the same fashion, silent and lowered his head.

Joseph looked at. Then suddenly leaned over the body grabbing the seatbelt and pairing it for him. The masculine fragrance of expensive perfumes instantly filled his olfactory cavity. His chest immediately swished violently again presenting the shadows of similar closeness that they had been through.

Such a close face and a warm breath of air brushed across his face. Truly the accumulation of the temptation of the shethan that so melted it.

Joseph returned to his starting position. Still silent has no intention of reviving his vehicle. The man looked straight ahead. Looking at him for a while and hurriedly turned back his gaze. It swallowed the saliva. There was a strong urge from inside that told him to look at the face beside him. Can't stand the end, too, He also turned his head when he felt the gaze was directed back at him. And,

Degh's...

His chest was pounding again. How not that increasingly handsome and clean face was like having its own magic that made him reluctant to turn away quickly. But really annoying, Joseph turned away quickly to make him realize instantly and misbehavior. His face was immediately embarrassed.

Like wanting to melt his nerves, the man finally turned the ignition and ran his vehicle. He regained the beat in his chest and calmed his heart.

"Who was that?" joseph's voice finally broke the silence that was happening. Flat and with a sharp gaze held back the annoyance.

"W-where is it?" He hesitated to say the origin when he knew what the man meant was Rafael.

"Cowok who made you laugh off that kayak."

He choked. That means Joseph saw everything.

"Gosh, he said not to meet, stay away from each other but, really, even being a stalker, anyway!" his mind is not out of thought. He wanted to laugh but was not brave enough to see the unpleasant gurgle of the speaker. He could only smile at the end, but unfortunately Joseph saw it.

"Is there something funny? Smiles are not clear like that." Yusuf glanced at him.

"Nothing is." He nodded but still did not stop his smile.

"Trus?"

"Ih, what the fuck, anyway. Nothing funny. Really." Now he is laughing small. Showing his gins teeth practically made Joseph look back at him sharply. This time a little long.

"Eh, squirm to the sininya not long, focus tuh nyetir, we blum wedded. I don't want to die young." He laughed again trying hard to provoke at least a smile from the handsome face of the lover. And this time it worked though faint.

"You answered blum. Who was that?"

He turned the eyeballs. Should be answered?

"Just classmate, brother. Really. It's nobody."

"Hmmm. Just friends but I'm really happy."

"Ih, what happy, anyway. People just laugh at me."

"Don't because this is not a promise to make us stay away first."

Joseph saw the confusion.

"That's why don't you go fishing."

"No-no, really. The brother who was in charge was suspicious. Why, after all, should you be a stalker?"

"I don't want to see you close like you were with any guy. Don't fuck! There are so many eyes here that I have mandated to monitor you."

"Don't you believe me?"

"Just want mastiin."

"Ck, it just so happened that we were both waiting for him. He suddenly broke in, had a conversation. That's it."

"Well eat?" He came back clucking. Always divert the conversation suddenly.

"Udah was in the canteen."

"Not another laper?" it's starting to soften. He finally broke.

"Still full."

"Not shopping first, your needs or food?"

"No. I'm tired. A quick-wash pen came home to take a shower."

"Then I drive you home now. Ashar too."

He nodded with no intention of refuting.

Both are silent.

"Who was on campus?"

"Azhar's."

"Can you drive?" He was stunned to realize that Joseph was returning to no-nonsense, to the point mode and potentially forced again.

"Don't yell. I can't."

"Do you want a car or a motorcycle to campus?"

"Apaan, anyway, Brother. With Azhar doang, time can't."

"I don't like it. Just answer me. Car or motorcycle?" joseph's gaze was still straight and sharp forward.

"Nothing. I'll take the angkot if that's it."

"No. Later putty-picking the same men again." back possessive.

"Tap-a,"

"There's no buts. Ntar the night Erick came here with a motorbike because you can't drive."

"Sister...,"

"I don't like to be disputed. Please! Help me stay strong away from you with you limiting yourself more to whoever it is if he's a man."

The car stopped at the boarding house. But Joseph was still flinching. He also flinch.

"I'm learning. Help u! I'm not strong if I see you as another guy, whoever it is." the sound of Joseph's bang now swallowed and melted. Not as flat as before.

He was downcast trying to be a good listener even though part of his heart was like a little protest if he had to stay away from Azhar and Akram.

"I'm sorry it seems selfish."

He still nodded deeply.

"You mad?"

"No." He shook.

"Kok, quiet?"

He breathed slowly.

"I'll take care of it. But it can't be at once. We have long since said it. We are like brothers."

Joseph nodded and spoke again,

"But tonight Erick will stay here with the bike."

"Ih, what the fuck, anyway. So forced!"

Joseph did not respond but smiled. He glanced and again the gazes of the two met.

"I miss you."

He was smiling. Want to reply with the same words but more shame mastered it. His cheeks were red.

Ah, all the longing seemed to pay off in a moment.

TBC>>>