MUJAHADAH MY LOVE
# Episode 44. Back Determined
*Yusuf
He turned his vehicle around after making sure Fathin had actually gone inside. There was a happy upset that regained control of his heart after meeting the owner of that washed-up face. But on the other hand, he also endlessly cursed his weakness this time.
He who has repeatedly confirmed that will stay away for a while but can still be defeated by an uncontrollable sense of jealousy. He could not bear to pass through the FKIP faculty to just be able to see Fathin from afar, even treated to a scene that he did not want. Seeing Fathin so brightly chattered with a man.
He really can't help himself. A sense of unease rippled within, making him instantly transform into the same as his old self. Forced and did not accept rejection. Forced Fathin to come home quickly and of course the meeting and the distance so close again happened.
The bosom that was unceasing practically made him work hard at neutralizing it by speaking flat and stiffly to his girl. Several times stealing the face that is getting more and more days makes it a distortion to resist longing. The face is always red with a charming soft bead. Not to mention when Fathin laughed earlier, exposing the shag teeth and dimples at the corners of his lips, becoming an accumulation of sanity remover in a flash.
He smiled imagining everything. But after that, along the way he again beristighfar many. At this point He must admit, subjugating temptation from within is not an easy matter. So it is appropriate if the Prophet gave a hard warning not to approach adultery.
Recollecting all the advice of bang Thoriq that the purpose of approaching adultery is to try to do things that can attract or plunge us in that direction. Seeing, approaching or touching a woman who is not a muhrim. This is where the importance of ghadul bashar, keep or subdue the view.
How he was not tempted to approach Fathin again. The shatan trick that gives a gap by whispering "just look at it from afar, it's okay.", endlessly giving him an impulsive impulse until everything is out of control and finally happens again.
Luckily he could still strongly refrain from touching Fathin's hand. What he wanted to do before parting. It's really weak when it comes to Fathin. Though he has been able to keep the eyes of all the types of women so far. Girls on campus who idolize him a lot that not even a little can disturb him anymore.
"Astaghfirullahal. Forgive the servant of God who still cannot resist." He came back to regret.
He didn't go straight home. This afternoon there is a weekly deliberation at the headquarters mosque. He will go there with Vero and all his gang personnel who have been out kuruj, which he has entrusted to the mosque in question.
There's no other way..He must concern himself with the da'wah agenda and thesis business so that He does not only think about how to meet Fathin.
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The meeting went well. Some of the khuruj's agenda this month has been recorded. There are many cargo or reports of the work of da'wah in some muhalla or new areas entered by the movement of worshipers not given muqim permission in the mosque for various reasons. There were even some who were chased out rudely and disrespectfully.
He who did not really understand the dynamics in da'wah had a voice to respond to the report with frustration. He thought the mosque belonged to the people. Anyone has the right, even the same obligation, to destroy it. Why is it even banned?
Until then the explanation of Ustad Arif as the amir of this deliberation makes him mafhum that not everyone wants to accept the work of this dakwan. Moreover, many doctrines are deliberately made by those who claim that the tabligh da'wah method is a perverse and deviant act.
Ustad Arif also added that distress, mujahadah, expulsion, insults, insults and so on are necessary in proselytizing. Referring to the stories of the Prophets and the Apostles as well as those after him who tried to walk this path, all could not be separated from suffering and distress.
His Majesty the Prophet is one of them. He has swallowed much hardship for the sake of the completion of this sacred treatise to the people. Humiliated, denounced, boycotted, expelled, hurt soul and even attempted murder he had experienced. With all that suffering, but not one bit make his steps recede. For there is a responsibility to make all men obedient to God.
Stay polite and don't retaliate with bad. Keep looking at all beings with the omniscience without hate and envy, because we are only commanded to convey kindness, affairs of direction is the absolute right of Allah Azza wajalla.
He recalled the story of Bang Thoriq first being able to be guided by the da'wah worshipers who tirelessly came to him and delivered the sentence of faith. Even though they have been dozolimi they still do not lose their sense of mahabbah. It is a work that requires the heart of the ocean sash.
His heart was completely tapped to be able to feel similar distress and sacrifice. He and some of the people present also finally intend to nushroh or visit the pilgrims who are moving four months in kolaka. If he could he would bring Vero along. His sister is not as free as he is because there are twins who are his responsibility.
The assembly disbanded after do'a. Vero said he went home first while he met Gery who arrived late. The two embrace each other after shaking hands and do not forget their style tos.
"Where are you, Bang? Is it hard to call your number?"
"Busy looking for a friend, a potential angel of heaven."
Both chuckle.
"Can you?"
"Jadda wajada man. If it's serious God will kill you, bro!"
"Which person? When is the execution plan?"
"Ta'arufan. Still waiting for him khataman kubro this month just continued khitbah."
He chuckled in amazement. Imagine how dark Gery was in the past but Allah the Most Good still deigns to give him the best possible companion. Although not a pious but He quite understand if the prospective match Gery is a hafidzoh, a creature of God who has been given the gift of the Qur'an in his chest.
"Abang is cool. Didn't expect me."
Gery chuckled back there.
"Lo's gonna have to meet me later so I don't die groggy."
" Ck, still grogian aja lo kayak don't know girls."
"That's different, Bro, what I'm dealing with is this is no ordinary girl. You will understand how it feels if you meet a girl like that. Die our style, Bro! There really is no gap to get close before halal."
This time it was He who chuckled softly as his memory was instantaneously running on the beautiful face of Fathin. Back to asking in the heart how to stay away from each other for a while.
The conversation continued until it did not feel the two recriminate long enough to sit on the terrace of the mosque. The two finally decided to separate after promising each other to meet again to discuss the event.
Along the way reflect on every speech Gery.
"If we try to take care of ourselves, God willing, God will surely call us the same mate, take care of him."
"I'll do it, Fhat. May God take care of you too. Aaminn." his mind is full of reverence.
TBC>>>