My Angel Wife
Chapter 98

Fanya closed her wide gaping lips with both hands. His feet took a few steps back. He held his head, unable to believe what he had just seen.

"So. It's not possible, is it? I must have seen it wrong?" inner Fanya and to ensure her vision, her legs back she stepped closer to the sink.

When he was in the place before and saw clearly the results of the long flat object, Fanya's eyes glazed and not intermittently his tears broke. He achieved one of the five rest packs that showed the word pregnant on his digital screen with a trembling hand. His legs also felt like jelly so he could not support his body. He sat on the cold floor in the bathroom.

Fanya continued to cry with eyes that stared fixed the results of the test pack. Fanya did not expect if he was still given the opportunity to see the pregnant note on the flat object before 3 months ago he was sentenced by Ariana's doctor if he would be difficult to contain even maybe she was no longer able to conceive considering she had miscarried 4 times during the 2 years of her marriage. Yes as much as that of course with different reasons, the first of course because he miscarried because of his own work at the age of 2 months more. The second lapse 2 months after she miscarried, she was re-declared pregnant but unfortunately, only at the age of 8 weeks she had to undergo a curette due to an empty pregnancy. The third, though, almost the same case with her second pregnancy but at that time her new gestational age she knew 4 weeks had to be re-lifted because Ariana's doctor sentenced if she experienced a wine pregnancy. And after 1 month, she was again declared pregnant with twins but again she had to give up her baby candidates because at the age of 3 months, both candidates for the baby can not survive and end up dying in the womb.

Miris if Fanya remembers the sad events. Even during her fourth miscarriage, she gave up. He almost died because he committed suicide by taking a lot of sleeping pills as well as tranquilizers. He hoped that with him dead, he did not feel if he was the killer of his future babies. Yes, during the four-foot miscarriage she always blamed herself even though Zico always asked her to never blame anyone for this incident including Fanya herself. And during her down time, her husband continued to be beside her by trying to comfort her but unfortunately her husband's efforts were only ignored. Until in the end he locked himself in the room when Zico was taking lunch for him and of course the free time he used to carry out his suicide. But perhaps it was not the time he was summoned, so Zico could still save his life. And at that moment when he came to his senses from his critical period again because of his stupid actions, the first thing he saw was the frustrated face of Zico who kept crying beside him. Even when the man knew he was conscious, he immediately gave thanks by saying thousands of words of thanks to the almighty and with Fanya herself. And at that time Fanya promised not to repeat her foolish actions and she also promised to rise for her husband. Until finally he has now managed to be at peace with himself and with his destiny.

But when he was truly at peace even Zico had resigned if indeed they were not in the grace of a child because Zico once said, "I don't care if we just live together until old age, baby, if that's our destiny. For I will not fight against the destiny of the almighty, but if we are still given another chance, I will not refuse either. But if not, it doesn't matter as long as you're always next to me. But it all comes back with your decision, baby. If you don't accept just living alone with me until old age and want a child in the middle of our family, then, we can lift a baby from the orphanage if we really are no longer believed in the same almighty. It all depends on you, baby. Want to live alone with me, or have a foster child. I follow what you want."

So about the speech from Zico three months ago that Fanya continues to remember until now, until fate actually says something else. Those who have given up because of the various ways they have done to get a baby which of course the result always fails, it is now the baby is currently present in the womb Fanya back. Of course, the feeling of haru can no longer hide Fanya.

Fanya's hand was now moving, touching her flat stomach. A smile was now imprinted on his lips when he started rubbing his stomach.

"I beg God for this time just give the servant the opportunity to feel the name of a big pregnancy, feel the baby kick in the stomach of the servant, hear the heartbeat and feel the pain of childbirth. Give the servant a chance to give the father's title to the servant's husband. I beg you, Lord, do not take what you have left in the womb this time. Aamiin's." The prayer was Fanya said in the midst of a burning feeling. Honestly, he was afraid of having to fail again in pregnancy as he had experienced before. She was afraid to disappoint Zico and her husband's family who had been waiting for the presence of Zico's granddaughter. Not only that, but Fanya's biggest fear is that she will again experience the name of depression that will endanger her life again and of course if she is desperate to commit suicide, he said, he also broke the promise he had made not to leave Zico.

Fanya continued to stroke her stomach with a smile that was still constantly rising on her lips until the elusan and smile stopped.

Fanya shook her head.

"No. I don't want to see Dr. Ariana again. I'm going to check on this in another hospital and in another doctor besides Ariana. Yes, I have to find another doctor," Fanya's mind was full of determination. He was sure that if other doctors were handling her pregnancy, it would definitely bring good news for her.

Fanya was now shocked from her daydream when she heard the banging of the bathroom door with a shout that of course she was very familiar with the scream came from whom, of course from Zico.

"Darling! Are you inside?! If so, get out for a minute! I'm nauseous!" shout Zico.

Fanya who heard it also forced her limp legs to immediately rise from her sitting position. Then with a quick movement, he pocketed the five test packs and washed his face with a trace of tears. After he walked, he opened the bathroom door. When the door was wide open, without the ba-bi-bu Zico ran straight towards the sink, spewing out his entrails. Surely Fanya swiftly kneeling the nape of Zico.

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Eyyy yoooo what up gang!😂 how are these eps? Surprised not when you know the fact Fanya had miscarried that much? And if you ask why during a miscarriage that much is not written? I'll answer, but mostly say the number of eps of this story. And somehow I think maybe you guys will be bored if I include the Fanya miscarriages from the second miscarriage because the 1st there is already a chapter until the 4th miscarriage. So yes I shorten it because rest assured in this eps precisely the beginning of the conflict appears 😂 Hayo ready not to go through the conflict later? Calm down is not heavy.

That's what I want to tell you. Do not forget as usual, LIKE, VOTE, COMMENTS, AND GIFTS WOY DO NOT FORGET! Love you for my love. See you next eps bye bye 👋