My Angel Wife
Chapter 29

Zico saw the confusion in Fanya's eyes, he continued his words that he had paused earlier with his hands tighter grasping Fanya's hands.

"I'm sorry if the surrounding what I'm about to say is too sudden for you. But be honest from the bottom of my heart if I've been in love with you since we first met," said Zico who is no longer powerful to hold the feeling in his heart that always thrashed so that he immediately declared his love to Fanya.

Surely Fanya was surprised by the expression that Zico had just said that. And of course Fanya's giraffe was understood by Zico.

"Maybe you forget a little about the incident when we first met at a flower shop in Jakarta. At that time we did not greet each other, but we only looked at each other for a moment, but it was from there that I felt a strange feeling in my heart when I saw your shady gaze and your sweet smile. I really wanted to meet you at that time but I did not have much time at that time so I was forced to undo my intentions. But God is so good to you that we are found a second time. Yes you know for yourself even though at that time our meeting was not as good as our first meeting. But at that moment I realized that I was captivated by you. The worry of seeing you hurt, the warmth of seeing your smile and the comfort of seeing your shady gaze already made me aware of my true feelings for you. And maybe you don't know one reason why I've been looking for you for years other than to apologize to you but also to have your heart and your body. I love you for no reason Fanya. I really love you," Zico said at length, expressing his whole heart. In the past he had explained to Fanya about their meeting but he did not tell the main reason he was looking for Fanya because he felt it was not timely and because he felt the moment was right, so he says it now.

Fanya blinked her eyes with a heart that was racing twice as fast. Slowly his hand released Zico's hand to grab his notebook. His hand seemed to tremble as he grasped the pen in his hand. But still he wrote word by word to reply to the words of Zico earlier.

"I'm sorry, Aka, but I can't accept your love. I can't be Aka's boyfriend. Sorry."

Instead of feeling his heart ache, Zico smiled at Fanya's reply.

"I'm not expressing my feelings to ask you to be my girlfriend Fanya. But I ask you to be my wife."

Fanya was surprised not to play. He we had Zico expressed his feelings because he wanted to date him so firmly Fanya refused because he thought the courtship would waste his time at once if breaking up would only be an enemy. But Zico's words were really not in his mind.

"Sorry to make you surprised to ask me this. But I really don't want to date you. I want to marry you right away. Isn't dating after marriage better? So Fanya, let's get married" Zico took a very, very lightly.

Fanya reflexively moves her hand making sign language to reply to Zico's words earlier.

"You're asking me to get married like asking me to buy a lick. Very-very lightly. Remember, brother, getting married for a lifetime is not just for fooling around."

Zico who got that look, he immediately eased his laughter but his hands were now moving, pinching softly both cheeks Fanya with anxiety, "Why are you gini? Don't flinch, baby, if you're gemesin gini I can marry you tomorrow."

The curse from Zico made Fanya widen her eyes and one of her hands patted a little hard Zico's hand which was automatically pinched off her cheek.

"Awas joking, baby. But if you want to, you can. I also know that marriage is forever and not to play games. I know that very well, baby. And do you think when I invite you to marry, I do not consider many things at once convince myself that later I can deal with every problem in our household later? I've thought about everything dear and I feel like I'm ready to be with you. So, I beg you to marry me, be my wife and be the mother of my children. I know that my proposal is not romantic at all but I really hope that you will marry me, Fanya," zico said this time he pleaded with a woman other than his own brother. He does not care if his pride falls in front of Fanya, the important thing is that he must marry Fanya as soon as possible.

Fanya shook her head to hear the words of Zico who was very long then he handed over his notebook that had been written.

"Sister, you don't know that I'm just a cripple?"

"You're not handicapped, Fanya. Don't say that again. You are perfect in my eyes. I accept all your shortcomings and advantages. I don't care about that. Because I love you sincerely from within my heart" Zico said.

"But Brother. I don't deserve Brother."

"Where are you not worthy of me? And who gives such a judgment?"

Fanya fell silent, he no longer replied to a speech from Zico through writing or sign language that he only realized if it turned out Zico understood his sign language.

"You don't know which way you don't deserve me? Look, Fanya, you really deserve to be with me. Do not listen to the trashy mouth of those who judge us this is it because if you hear their words, you will never feel the name happiness. Pay attention to your ears when you hear the empty talk of people out there and continue to achieve your own happiness. And one more thing is never to humble yourself to think you are not worthy of others for me. Look Fanya, if I choose you to be my wife then you are a perfect fit for me" Zico said, before crashing his body forward until his head now rests on Fanya's shoulder.

"I would really go crazy if you rejected me, Fan," Zico told the truth from his heart. He couldn't imagine how devastated he would be if Fanya rejected him. And maybe he'll take it all out in the night world he's been avoiding for years. But Zico really hopes Fanya accepts it, although the woman accepts it for reasons of pity, Zico does not mind it, the important thing is that his proposal has been received by Fanya is enough for him. Love can grow on its own later.