
"I didn't disappear like I was swallowed by the earth just like you said. You're the one who's not good at looking for me."
Zico snorted as he read a sentence from Fanya. Wanted to deny Fanya's words but what Fanya said had a point as well. He only realized that he was so stupid that without giving detailed information to his men about Fanya, he had ordered them to look for her. Given his years of folly, Zico wanted to swear by himself. But as much as possible he did not do it now and he chose to continue reading the writing on the notebook.
"So that time after I got hit by your car, I left without saying goodbye because I thought you were a bad person. I'm afraid you're looking for an opportunity. Because at that time you kept waiting for me, even though we had not known each other before and only ever looked at each other automatically I quickly forgot your face. And after I escaped from the hospital, when I returned to the boarding house that I was in, there was a great fire there. As a result, all my belongings are scorched, not even my savings are also forfeited. I, who was still in school, could only resign and chose to stay at the flower shop where we first met. But it only lasted 3 days because after the Holy Mother invited me to return to Bandung after she knew the fire incident that automatically I quit my job and moved to school in Bandung."
Zico looked surprised after reading a story from Fanya about him who ran away from him at that time and about his move to the city of Bandung. He did not expect the woman of his puja turned out to have a story that was quite eyeing to the point that he could not imagine how Fanya felt at that time. And if he knew the incident at that time, with open arms he would help Fanya, if necessary he would buy a house for the woman who is currently his future wife. But that incident had become a past for Fanya who could not be turned again, as a result Zico could only look at his heart before he hit Fanya's body, hugging tightly the slender body.
"I'm sorry." Fanya who was surprised when suddenly Zico hugged himself, he was now made to frown with an apology from Zico. What mistake did the man make to her? Because if he apologized for the accident, Fanya had already apologized even after they met again.
"I'm sorry I found you so late. If only that time I had moved immediately looking for you, I could have helped you in such a difficult situation. I'm sorry, baby" continued Zico who made Fanya immediately understand why Zico apologized to him.
Fanya nodded her head with a pat on Zico's back. For a while Zico was still in Fanya's arms before he distanced himself.
"I'm sorry again, baby. I'm late to take care of you" Zico said regretfully.
Fanya shook her head, then she freshly thrust her notebook after she wrote a reply to Zico's words earlier.
"Ck, but still I feel late. Because if I could I would take care of you when you were just born in this world," replied Zico who made Fanya shake her head.
"As far as you are. I'm gonna take a break now. It seems like the medicine you gave me has already taken action which makes me sleepy now. I slept first. If you want to go home, wake me up because I don't want to suddenly be left behind without saying goodbye first."
Zico who was staring at that row of sentences he chuckled a little. His hand now moved giving a gentle swipe at the top of Fanya's head.
"Sleep. I'll stay here until you wake up again" said Zico, who was embraced by Fanya before she laid her body down and looked for her most comfortable position. Then after his eyes closed preparing to go to dreamland accompanied by elusan in his head, of course Zico was the one who gave the gentle elusan. Even the man faithfully continued to do so until regular breathing sounds from Fanya indicating that the woman was asleep.
Zico brought his face closer to Fanya's. He gave a kiss right on the forehead of his future wife, then after he whispered beside Fanya's ear, "Good sleep my Angel. Thank you for everything."
Then Zico re-enforced his body with the hand that now justifies the location of the blanket on Fanya's body until the blanket was on the woman's chest. And as he said before, he had to wait for Fanya instead of returning to his apartment, of course he was working through a laptop that he had brought to Fanya's workplace.
Zico, who is currently sitting on one of the sofas still in the room, smiled as his eyes occasionally stared at Fanya's calm face from a distance. Maybe at that time also the activity of him who stole a glance at Fanya when the woman was asleep would be his daily activities. Especially if they are getting married. Ahhh Zico could not wait for that time to come. The time he always dreamed of first that he thought would never come true. But in fact God was so good to him that the prayers he always offered bore fruit as well. His heart was made a mess for many years until he was made to almost give up, but look now, he is made peerless happy.
"Thank God, you have given the servant the opportunity to feel the name of happiness by granting one of the prayers of the servant so that you pair yourself with one of the angels without your wings, Fanya. Lord, I hope this happiness continues until the end of my life. And if indeed you give us both a test later, I hope we can both pass it without saying goodbye whether it's personal or our household problems later. Aamiin, "inner Zico prayed for the good of the two of them in the future with eyes that could not be separated from Fanya's face.