
Fanya who had been daydreaming with a straight look at the ceiling of her hospital room, now her beautiful eyes blinked as she felt a kiss on her forehead. She turned her head and found her husband standing next to her with a soothing smile. But unfortunately the smile still did not make the heart of Fanya calm. He is still worried about the condition of his prospective baby. Especially when he asked Doctor Ariana and her brother-in-law about the condition of his future baby, they were both silent. No one wants to answer the same questions from her as Abhivandya's husband and extended family. So Fanya now again asked the same question, "Can you explain about the situation of our future children right now?"
The demanding question of getting an answer made Zico sigh, he also turned his head towards his extended family who were behind him as if he asked for their approval. And compactly, the four people behind there nodded their heads. So Zico who saw the nod looked back at Fanya who was staring fixedly at him.
Zico closed his eyes while breathing deeply before he threw it away violently and his eyes opened again.
"Alright I'll explain the condition of our child candidate. But promise me, once you know his condition, you must remain strong and you must remember that everything that happens has become our destiny from the almighty. Do you understand, baby?" reply Zico with a very soft voice. But the reply from Zico actually makes the heart of Fanya feels will be dislodged at this time as well. His eyes also heated up because somehow he was very sure if the prospective baby for 3 months he was born was no longer in his womb. But inevitably he nodded his head. He needs a clearer explanation than he guesses like this and is sad first when he does not know the truth. Who knows, there will be a miracle from the master if the prospective baby is okay and the speech from Zico was just a joke or can be said prank for him.
Fanya was still trying to deny the bad feeling he felt until Zico began to run about the state of their prospective baby.
"I'm sorry if this answer from me hurt you, baby. But I have to tell him the truth about our baby. You were found unconscious in the backyard by a maid and brought straight here in your state of severe bleeding. You lose a lot of blood and cause you to be critical. But thank God you can get through your critical period. But for our future baby, he can't last much longer dear. At exactly 10 o'clock you were declared a miscarriage" Zico explained in a heavy voice. A sign that she is holding back her tears. He had promised not to remain firm in front of Fanya. So as much as possible he will not shed his tears again.
Zico who saw the hysterical cry of Fanya, he immediately hugged the body of his wife who was still lying weakly on top of the gurney. He did not care if his back was currently hit or clawed by the rebellious Fanya in his arms. He believed the rebellion was done by his wife because Fanya considered if he was no longer appropriate for Zico because he had been negligent and caused their prospective baby who was eagerly awaited his arrival by Zico he must die before he is born. Why can Zico be sure if Fanya thinks he doesn't deserve to be with Zico anymore? Of course because he already knew the character of his wife who he had been married for more than a year and had admired for many years. Fanya is typical of people who always blame themselves if something happens to him let alone something that makes someone feel at a disadvantage. And not a few possibilities he can punish himself either in any way including injuring himself he will do while it can make amends that he thinks it is because of his actions.
Zico gave a gentle swipe at the top of Fanya's head without letting go of her embrace which only made Fanya rebel.
Zico bit his lower lip. His tongue was too faint just to let out words that might make Fanya calm down.
"Dear, relax. Didn't I just say from the beginning if you want to know all these painful realities you have to be strong? And you promised me that, baby. So please don't be like this. We accept this destiny with sincerity. Maybe God takes back our future baby because the almighty wants our future child who will take us to heaven. God wants to make our children into little angels who will wait for us in heaven. And I am sure that when we sincerely accept this destiny, God will replace our sincerity with beautiful things in our future. And do you want our little angel to grieve in heaven when you see you like this? Of course he'll be sad, honey. How could she not be sad to see her most dear Mommy crying like this. So for our little angel to keep smiling up there, you don't cry anymore okay. You have to keep smiling so that our little angel smiles there," said Zico at length with his occasional wiping his own tears that unfortunately still dripped even though he held all his energy from earlier. He also hopes that with a tranquilizing speech he made for Fanya can make his wife calm. And it seemed that his presence was obscured because he had not felt the blows and scratches from Fanya. Instead, he felt that his wife was currently hugging him very tightly. Even though he still heard Fanya's cry that was very heartbreaking.
While the four men who had intended to approach the couple and intended to help Zico calm Fanya, their intention stopped when they saw Fanya slowly calm down. But it is not bad because they had heard the words from Zico who managed to touch their hearts made the four people could not bear to not let out his tears. Mommy Della cries in the arms of Daddy Aiden who is currently drowning her face in the recesses of Mommy Della's neck to hide her cries. While Vivian cried as much as in the chest of Erland's field who was also crying with occasional rubbing his tears violently.