My Angel Wife
Chapter 102

"Where did you stop by? Or go straight to the house?" asked Zico when he and Fanya were already in his car even the car had moved to leave the hospital area.

Fanya seemed to think for a while before the look in her eyes she turned towards Zico. He was hesitant to say his desire to remember the condition Zico still experiencing nausea.

Zico who seemed to understand the doubt of the wife again raised his voice, "Why silence hmmm? If you want to go anywhere, don't hesitate. And one more don't worry about me because I'm fine now. Besides I also bring candy that anytime when I feel nauseous, I will eat this candy to relieve my nausea. So don't worry. Let's say where you're going."

Yes, for a few days experiencing nausea and vomiting make Zico who initially hated the ginger-flavored candy was inevitably now his consumption because only the candy is what helps him.

Fanya now appears to bite her lower lip. But inevitably now he began to reply to the words of the husband. But because Zico was driving, he chose to express his wishes to the husband through writing alone rather than through sign language that would make Zico will not focus on driving.

After he finished writing his wish, Fanya thrust his phone right in Zico's ear and played a voice representing his writing earlier. Fanya chooses to write indeed but she writes in an app that has voice features as well, like google translate.

"Can we stop by the public funeral first? I miss our kids. I want to visit them."

The voice certainly managed to make Zico gasp for a moment. Before he looked at the wife who was looking at him with a pleading gaze. Zico who saw that he did not have the heart to refuse the request from Fanya so he nodded his head while smiling at his wife even his left hand now moved, rubbing softly Fanya's head.

"All right, we're there. I miss them too much. We haven't visited them in two weeks. But before there we stop by the flower shop first," said Zico who of course is embraced by Fanya with a bright smile that emanated on the beautiful face of the woman.

And after the approval of Zico then they also stopped by the flower shop, now both have arrived at the public funeral site, and, the place where their four children who unfortunately have never seen his face even his body shape even though buried there.

"You're sure baby wants to walk alone, don't want me to carry it?" ask Zico whose possessive nature is back when he knows if the wife is pregnant. Yes although before pregnancy he is also possessive but the level to his possessiveness this time is much higher than before.

Fanya shook her head and when she got out of her husband's car completely, she turned to Zico, then she moved her hand, "My love is still weak, but to walk in this grave area is no problem dear. Don't worry like that."

Zico could only sigh after knowing the decision made by his wife and with a heavy heart, he let Fanya walk hand in hand with him entering the cemetery with their hands together.

Fanya stared at the small tomb nanar in front of her with the same name, littel angel. Of course, the name was agreed with Zico because they did not know the sex of their child, they agreed to give the same name to their four children.

Zico rubbed every mound, as if it were the beautiful and handsome face of his children.

Fanya who heard the words from Zico, she turned her head in any direction with lips that shook even her tears were now dripping. Lying if he does not feel the deep pain of losing his four baby candidates even though time goes on, the pain remains in his heart. The deep sadness over the loss of her four children was still lingering in her mind. But when he was in front of Zico and others, as much as possible he tried to be strong so as not to make people worry about him, especially to the husband, as much as possible, he did not want to burden Zico more when the man saw himself sad.

Zico, who felt that Fanya was not sitting, turned his head towards Fanya. He could not see his crying wife so he said, "Darling, if you squat can make twins in pain?"

Fanya who heard the words of the husband, she became her own gaze. And with a flash of lightning, he turned his head towards Zico with a smile on his lips, not forgetting that he replied, "For now they will not be in pain, it's a shame that I squatted with you because they were kids. But if my stomach gets bigger, I don't think I'll be able to, because it'll be very hard for me to stand."

Zico who saw the reply from his wife, he smiled and he so imagined Fanya's enlarged stomach, would be very funny.

"Then squat here. We pray together" said Zico, who was embraced by Fanya. And when Fanya was already crouching, Zico began to recite prayers for the four children of his paradise.

While Fanya, he who had been worried, was afraid that Zico realized if he had cried, now he could sigh in relief when he felt that Zico was not aware of it. And now Fanya chose to look at the four mounds of earth before her by occasionally confirming what Zico was proposing.

"Aamiin" said Zico when he was finished with his prayer. Likewise with Fanya, the woman rubbed her face with both hands before she moved, sprinkling flowers to the four graves of her children as well as Zico. And then they put the bouquet of flowers one by one to the four tombs.

Then after doing all the rituals they always do when visiting eat their baby, Zico is now squatting next to Fanya who had been squatting in front of the four tombs earlier, Zico, then he took his wife's hand and held it.

"Daddy and Mommy actually miss you so much. Daddy and Mommy can't meet you but hopefully with the prayer that Daddy and Mommy always say can make you feel our longing and affection for you. Oh yeah, Daddy and Mommy have good news, you're gonna have a new sister, they're twins. Daddy hope you're there happy to hear this news too. And Daddy hope you pray that your sister is always healthy until born into this world as well as Mommy, you pray Mommy may be healthy always and facilitated everything. Aamiin," said Zico. He realized that he was talking to the four mounds of land but somehow there was a sense of its own when he always spoke in front of the tomb of his baby as if his children were currently in front of him, he noticed himself talking to them.

While Fanya who heard the words from Zico as I guaranteed the words from Zico earlier.

"Sorry for today Daddy and Mommy can not linger here because Mommy has to take a lot of rest. But you need to know, the love and affection of Daddy and Mommy will never fade for you even though we are already in a different nature. Happy always there Dad and Mommy. Daddy and Mommy go home first. Assalamualaikum," said Zico say goodbye to his four children. Then he stood up followed by Fanya. Surely Fanya had said the word saying goodbye in her heart before she followed the footsteps of the husband who always took his hand to leave the tomb of the four children of their hearts both.