My beloved sister
The Man In Your Past

"Sha, I love you" said Arsen, gluing his forehead to Shanon, in the breath of those still roaring. Shannon who was surprised to hear Arsen's words then looked at him. "But this is wrong, Arsen. Our actions are wrong, you know who I am? We better forget what happened, let's just say we never did anything. Please Arsen, just think of this as a momentary error," Shannon pinta as she pushed down Arsen's chest.

Arsen only looked back at Shanon with a soft look, but when Shanon was about to step foot, Arsen blocked his hand.

"Wait a minute, Sha."

"Catsau, please. Please don't do this again, there are still many beautiful women out there. You're handsome and smart, there can't be a woman who rejects you."

"Then, what about you? Are you rejecting me?"

Shannon lowered her face. "I have a husband, Arsen. And my husband is your brother, this is not true. We've made a mistake."

"You think we made a mistake, then do you think Ethan didn't make a mistake with you?"

"Arsen, you don't deserve to say that to your own brother just to justify the mistakes we've done."

"I'm not justifying what we're doing, Sha. But do you think Ethan's really a good human being? Wasn't yesterday when you hugged me, you cried because of it, right?"

Shanon was stunned to hear Arsen's words. "Who? I'm crying because of Ethan, but it's because I miss him."

Arsen smiled wryly, hearing the longing word from Shanon aimed at Ethan was actually Arsen's feeling so sick, but she tried to understand that because after all Shanon was Ethan's wife.

"You don't have to lie, Sha. You cry because your parents have come home while Ethan has not told you anything, right? Even until now he hasn't contacted you again, has he?"

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Shanon's heart stopped beating when he heard Arsen's words. Yes, everything he said was true. "You're wrong, Arsen. I cry because I miss Ethan."

Arsen smiled wryly. "Why hasn't she contacted you so far?"

"Maybe he's busy!"

"busy? Sha, open your eyes! Ethan's brother has been over 24 hours away from you. Shouldn't a wife be a priority?"

Shanon was silent again. Yes, he had to admit that what Arsen said was true. No matter how busy a husband should still prioritize his wife, at least give clarity to what is being done by him.

"Sha!" call Arsen who saw Shanon go silent.

"Where do you know all that, Arsen? Who are you really? Why do you know what's going on in my life?" shanon asked as she looked at Arsen with a question mark.

"We'll sit down, Sha!" arsen orders Shanon's hand to sit on his bed.

"Look at me, Sha!" arsen's orders returned when they were already sitting on the bed. Shannon then looked at Arsen.

"Who are you, Arsen? Why are you always so enigmatic? Why do you seem to know me? Why do you know everything about me? I really don't understand you."

"Sha, you've had amnesia, haven't you?"

"So it's true that I used to know you? Please Arsen, I need honesty from you."

"More than that, Sha."

"What do you mean?"

"Sha, you know you were in a terrible accident?"

Shannon nodded her head. "Yes, I was in an accident. I don't want anything Arsen. When I realized, I was in Japan. Mama once told me that I had an accident when I was in 1st grade High School, exactly a few hours after receiving the rapot. At that time I was escorted by my personal driver somewhere. I forgot, too, where I was going. And at that moment, suddenly the car I was hit by a container truck that had a brake blong. Mama said, at that time my condition was very severe, I had a concussion, my whole body was injured, and had broken bones in several parts. In fact, the doctor here has resigned to my condition. Eventually, my parents took me to Japan. I was in a coma for two years, and when I woke up, I forgot about everything that happened in my life. I had traumatic amnesia, Arsen."

Hearing the words of Shanon, Arsen cried. "I'm sorry, Sha. I should have taken care of you."

"Whatchu mean? I really don't understand. Please tell me, have you ever known me before?"

Arsen rubbed his face violently and exhaled again, it was so painful to hear the story of Shanon. After the accident, Shanon must have had the hardest moments of his life, between life and death. Unfortunately due to the circumstances, she was unable to accompany Shanon beside her, it felt really painful.

"Arsen, please answer me. Did you know me before? Please don't always riddle rich gini."

"Don't I answer Sha, I don't just know you, but more than that. Do you know Sha, when the accident happened, where were you going?"

Shannon then shook her head. "When you're in an accident, you actually want to meet me. That day we meet somewhere. At that time, I actually intended to pick you up, but you said if we met there. I'm a fool, Sha. If only I had picked you up at that time, of course you wouldn't have been in that accident. I'll always try to protect you, forgive me and my stupidity, Sha."

Shanon looked at Arsen with a question mark while shaking his head. "You don't believe me, Sha?"

Shanon was silent, it was really difficult to believe Arsen's words, really he really did not expect if they used to know each other, and have a close relationship. "You don't believe me Sha?"

Shanon was still silent, and began to feel pain in his head when he remembered about his past. Arsen then raised Shanon's chin to look back at his face.

"Please listen to me carefully, Sha. This man in front of you is a man in your past, this man in front of you is a man who almost went crazy for losing track of you, this man in front of you is a weak man who always cries when he remembers you. Do you know, this man in front of you is just a stupid man who loves a woman so naively without knowing logic, because he knows love is sincerity. And to him, the only love the world has is you, Sha."

"The past, present, and future of this love for you. Although this love can never have, it doesn't matter to me."

Hearing Arsen's words, Shanon began to shed tears. "Why Arsen?"

"What's the matter, Sha?"

"Why did we meet at the wrong time. Arsen, however, I married Ethan, we should know our limits, and we can't continue all this. Please forget me, forget everything that has happened, just assume everything that happened was just an error from me! You deserve to be happy with another woman, and it's not me!" snapped Shanon. He then rushed out of Arsen's room in tears, leaving Arsen only pensively staring at his disappearance.

"Lord, if I could erase the scenario of life, the one word I want to erase in my life is the word marriage. My marriage to Ethan."

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