My Blacklist Man's
Loyal to Loneliness

Angelo did say goodbye to rest on the grounds of being tired. However, in reality it was just a mere excuse to avoid the mother-in-law's insults. The man was actually contemplating alone on the balcony of the room which leads directly to the flower garden where the wife likes.

A rough breath sounded from his lips. Every time she remembered Fania, her chest was like an invisible squeeze. What is she doing now, how is she, how are her babies, what they look like.

That was the question that was echoed in his heart every night. This longing is so self-torturing. Her life seemed meaningless without Fania's presence.

The man stared at the last relic belonging to the wife, then grasped it firmly. Tears escaped without permission wetting her hollow cheeks. During this time he was deeply tormented, Fania's departure left a deep wound for his life. His martial will had gone, his life had returned gloomy, even more grim than before. If only he had not remembered his quest, Angelo might have ended his life long ago.

''Come back, Fan! I'm tormented. I can't stand it if I have to constantly face everything alone. Go back, Fan!" Angelo sobbed and kissed the hand grip that contained Fania's necklace.

It sounded heartbreaking, heartbreaking to anyone who heard. The silence of the night complemented his grief.

''I couldn't help but lie to your mother. Go back, Fan!"

''Return my Fans! I promise I won't stop it again. I will love him with all my heart, if I need to sacrifice my life for him."

''Fania!"

Angelo continued to shout hoping that the person being summoned could hear his voice. However, it was just wishful thinking. His voice evaporated away in the night. He didn't even care if the guards and the rest of the house heard his screams. He needs calm. He wants to ease his longing. He wants to ease his pain.

In the end, the man curled up the cold floor with his faithful hand clutching his wife's jewelry.

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Slowly but surely, he tried to rise from the slump. Without getting tired, he also continued to look for Fania, various efforts he put in to involve the police. Although always ending in disappointment, Angelo did not break charcoal.

As long as Fania's grave isn't visible before my eyes, I will continue to search even though I have to go to the end of the world. No matter how many treasures one had to spend, for Fania's sake, I was willing to lose them all.

That's the strong principle of an Angelo.

Angelo did manage to rise from the slump, only his attitude turned cold untouched towards anyone, especially to every woman who intended to tease him. He will only be warm to those closest to him.

The days he went through by working, working and working, so that the led company grew rapidly to successfully enter the world market. Angelo turned into a workaholic. His time was spent working and looking for his wife.

In the eyes of his business colleagues, Angelo is famous as an unaccompanied successful entrepreneur, because they never saw Angelo holding any woman. They had only heard the news that the man had been married. Many suggested that he get married again, there was even one business partner who deliberately offered his son to ask for editing. However, Angelo resolutely refused. He always reasoned not to want to waste time on something in vain.

For him, there was no woman who could replace Fania in her heart. Whether you want to be as beautiful and sexy as any woman, Fania still reigns over the entire soul of her body.

''Let me enjoy my solitude until I meet him. Even though I don't know when that happened."

"If she were gone, I would be single for life. My passion has gone with the disappearance of Fania. But, I hope he stays alive."

''Fania, look! I waited for you. I'm willing to spend the rest of my life on it...."

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