My Blacklist Man's
Fania's Strong Intentions

''Suster, where's that guy?" fania asked with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.

She looked around looking lonely, there was only herself and the nurse doing a routine check.

''She left early in the morning, Miss. He told me that noon would come back again" replied the woman in a pink uniform kindly.

Fania nodded softly in response, this is her chance to run away from the man.

''Um, when can I go home, Sus? I think my body is better not limp anymore nor dizzy."

''Wait for the doctor's decision, miss. I can't decide. Please eat breakfast so that the debay has energy."

''Come on, excuse me" said the woman after doing her job.

Fania only grunted in annoyance at being reminded again of her pregnancy.

''Let my life continue to die, let my life go back as it was." The girl spoke to herself with her queen stomach. He had no intention of filling his stomach.

However, moments later, a voice in his stomach sounded loud indicating if the worms who were in there asked for rations. It was natural that he felt hungry, yesterday a day full of his stomach filled with nothing, plus the extra vomiting he had experienced.

''Heh, your worms can work together, anyway? I want to go on a hunger strike so this is a fucking koit creature, instead you ask for rations. Not cool lo," grumbled with annoyance.

Her net glanced at the hospital porridge that was on the table that made her stomach even more wrapped.

''Yes-yes, I eat! Maruk really, see the cake food that doang already excited. And also bland."

Fania had to grab the bowl. But just one mouthful suddenly he wanted to vomit right then and there. Not wanting to vomit on the bed, the girl forcibly removed her infusion hose, then ran to the bathroom, even ignoring the blood dripping on her wrist.

Fania spewed out all her food until yellowish water came out. He leaned his weak body against the wall. This pregnancy really tormented her.

''Until when do you trouble me, Fucking Fetus. I shouldn't be in my stomach. Out lo, out!" She screamed beating her stomach hoping that it could soon miscarry.

Not satisfied to vent his frustration, suddenly the feeling of wanting to vomit again. He regurgitated his entrails, until his body was weakly exhausted.

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Angelo stepped into the treatment room with a raised smile. His left hand held a plastic bag filled with chicken porridge, he was worried that the woman called the sweet lady did not like hospital food, so he took the initiative to buy food outside.

He frowned when he saw the room was quiet. The woman he helped was also not in the sickle bed, the infusion hose just lay with running water. His mind was raging, he was afraid that the woman would run away. But the sound of people vomiting in the bathroom managed to dampen his worries. He rushed over to the origin of the voice, how surprised he was when he found the woman was removing her entire entrails.

"Gosh, what's wrong with you?" Without being asked Angelo immediately massaged the woman's nape.

''Go, go! It's disgusting" Fania kicked out of her vomit.

However, Ello ignores the girl's orders. He faithfully accompanied until Fania was done with her affairs. He painstakingly helped clean the woman's mouth, then carried her to the bed.

''Sorry, I shouldn't have left you. I was coming home for a while to change clothes and buy you breakfast" he said regretfully.

He passed by for a while calling the nurse on guard to fix the detached infusion.

Fania who felt weak chose to close her eyes.

''Actually, why are you? Why vomit like that?" angelo asked as he entered the room.

''My stomach is high."

''Then immediately fill your stomach, I buy you some porridge." The man grabbed the package he was carrying earlier, then thrust a full spoon into the front of the woman's mouth.

Fania shook her head tightly shut her mouth using her palm. He was still traumatized by his activities just now.

''Come on, open his mouth, just a spoonful let your stomach fill," he said forcefully.

''No, my mouth is bitter" replied Fania behind her hands.

''Just make it right,'' Ello's pinta.

Their debate came to a halt when a nun entered the room. Sisters clean the blood on Fania's hand, then reattach the infusion hose.

''One hour there is a doctor's control, you can ask directly if the lady wants to go home" said the nurse before leaving.

''Okay, Sus."

''You want to go home?" ask Angelo after the nurse's departure.

''Yes."

''Your condition has not recovered, Miss. You need treatment for another two or three days."

''What is your business with me? I don't know you, you don't know me. We only met once on that fucking night."

''I don't have enough money to pay the hospital bills" she said.

''I've taken care of everything, don't worry."

''What?! How come?" Fania shook her head slowly hearing that.

''Yes, I paid for your treatment in the name of 'Sweet Miss' because I don't know your name."

The girl folded her lips deeply to hold back the smile.

''Because of a stupid man! Inside my backpack is my identity card. Why not check it out? But wait, lest he forget to take her?" inner wondering.

''Um, where are my things?" ask Fania.

Angelo opened the door of a small closet located on the side of the bed. He immediately pointed out the thing the girl was looking for.

''I wonder, why are you so concerned with me? Even though we don't know each other just once."

''Because I fell in love with you."

The girl gulped rough saliva. He chose to turn his face to divert his misdeeds.

''I'm serious, Miss. Ever since that night, I've always remembered that you were tempted to look for you but I didn't have any clue about you. That morning you suddenly disappeared without a trace while I was still looking for a change of clothes for you."

''I want to take responsibility for your life, it could be in your womb when my seed grows" he continued with a shady look.

Fania was surprised when she felt a soft touch on her hand. He stared at the hand. Feeling uncomfortable, the girl immediately pulled her hand slowly.

''I'm sorry, you must be uncomfortable with my actions" Angelo said.

''You don't need to take responsibility, just consider that night an accident for both of us. I won't report you to the police either. Nothing happened to me. One you have to, all your assumptions are not real" Fania replied flatly with a straight forward look.

''Because I will eliminate this nightmare" he continued in his heart.

''I'm doing fine. Please, leave me. I want a break."

The woman immediately flushed her body in a back-to-back position. Tears just flow without being prevented. The bitterness he was trying to forget had to cross again in his memory. Every time he remembered it his heart was breaking.

''But, Nona—''

''Please, follow my wishes. I need rest so that the body recovers quickly" interrupted Fania quickly.

Angelo breathed a strong breath. It seems the woman wants to be alone. With a heavy heart, he stepped out of the room, before closing the door he stared fixedly at the patient bed.

''I'll be back later, good rest."

Fania's cry broke after hearing the sound of the door being closed. He huddled in utter disdain for his fate.