My Bossy
10. Between the crying and the rain

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The holiday in Bali is really over, continue what I have to do with my pregnancy when I get there. all my friends here strengthen me and they give me advice to tell my family about her pregnancy because the more days my stomach must be enlarged. arriving at home my steps stopped as stiff.

" Sister...!! " welcome my sister.he ran and hugged me I also hugged my sister very tightly my tears slightly dripped.

" Sister why are you crying? brother is sick ? " Divya looked me in the eye.

" Why not, sister just kangen aja "I also went into the house and tried to blend in as usual.

" His brother is home? how was the holiday ? " ask grandma who is sitting at the dinner table while picking vegetables.

" It's normal, Grandma, there's nothing special" I replied as I let out my smile.

" Cha, take a shower!! soon we will eat " said mama. I immediately approached mama and whispered.

" Mam, which papah? " many

" Tumben nanyain papah, what's wrong? "

" No, there must be Varsha speaking of "my answer is a little scared.

" If you want to talk to me later that night, what is it like how important it is, you why? " tanya mamah while looking at me curious.

" It's okay, yes I took a shower first "I went straight to my room. Grandma who was suspicious of me immediately chatted with mama.

" Tam, you want to talk for a while" said my grandmother, utami, who is now 47 years old.

" yes ma'am for a moment "my mom turned off the stove and sat down next to grandma at the dinner table.

" Gini you know mother does not mean anything, just how do you see Varsha rich who is pregnant, pregnant, mommy noticed before she went to Bali eating her sometimes a lot also gk no appetite and always say dizziness, nausea.try you ask first before the papa know "said grandma.

" Maybe kecapean ma'am, but he said he wanted to talk to his papa. is it okay? " the look on my face changed instantly and my grandmother began to fidget.Mama immediately went up and headed for my room.

*Tock.tock*

*Cw*

Mama opened my door.I was pensive at the window and confused what I should do My mind was suddenly empty, I was always excited and cheerful as if to fall this time.

" Cha, Varsha.." Mama walked into my room with a questionable face.

" Yes, what's wrong? " sahutku.

" Why are you, is there a problem? " ask mama a little worried and then she sits on my bed.

" Mam, haven't I made you proud all this time? "

" O sure mama was quite proud from the start you were born to this size "mama's answer made me a little calm.

" Mom, what if this time I make a big mistake that I might never forgive?"

" What's the cha, try to tell your mom whatever your problem must be mama help. Even if you have to risk yourself mama, mama will always be by your side " mama's words were very soothing, mama hugged me who seemed to have realized that I was pregnant.

My tears came back unstoppable, my crying sounded so bitter my arms were like my last hug.

" Next night Varsha will tell, now Varsha just wants to rest "mama left me alone in the room.

That night all gathered in the middle room except for my sister Divya. The weather that night a torrential rain of lightning roared to each other. I slowly descended the stairs mixed feelings, the, my pale eyes sat between my mother and my grandmother, who stood firm without even seeing me

" What have you done, explain? " the question of papa made my heart tremble.

" I'm sorry Pah, Varsha has let you down "I replied, my tears running down my cheeks I clasped my hands very tightly.

" So what exactly happened to you, tell me? " mama rubbed my shoulders and the same grandmother cried.

" I'm pregnant..!! forgive Varsha really forgive Varsha "dad instantly turned around looking very angry.

" Buh!! sorry Varsha "I grabbed my father's leg but my father's kick was very hard and made my body hit my crying mother immediately approached me and hugged me.

" Pah, Varsha has apologized we finished it well "mama tried to persuade papa.

" Shut up!!! now take care of your things and leave this house, whoever the father of that baby was I will never forgive you and until now I will never consider you a child now gone!!! " i know papa will do this.

" Hadi, kasian your son. What would his life be if he left here "grandmother's cry is so hysterical.

" I don't care that from now on he's not part of this family, he's already tarnished our family's good name, now you're quick to clean up your stuff and get out of here " papa left without seeing me.

" Mam, Grandma Varsha cleaned things up first well "I went up to my room and grandma followed me while mom chased papa to give me some understanding.

I immediately went up and cleaned up my things.

" Sir, sorry Varsha! grandma take care of health. grandma do not worry Varsha can take care of herself why "grandmother does not answer just look at me and rub my hair.

" Sister, what's wrong? " Divya immediately hugged me it turns out she heard everything.Divya's soft cry made my heart hurt so much the three of us hugged.

" Please!! sister don't leave this house, Divya who will you be with? brother please "

Mom and Dad were arguing about me.

" Well, is there no other way but to expel our child.do not make a decision when you are angry reward "

" Nothing!! I told you he is no longer our son "cried papa. persuasion mama was not able to shake papa's famous decision firmly.

I came down from my room Divya's embrace which from not letting go made me more and more heartbroken to leave this house.

" Pah, please give Varsha a chance. Varsha please Varsha will not leave Divya. pah please!! " persuade me while sitting on the floor my cry this time broke. Papa did not listen to me instead dragged me out.

" Hurry you get out, and go!! I'm not looking at you and your baby is here" said papa.

" Sister!!! "

" Chaa, Varsha my son "the cries of my loved ones are clear and painful.

" Am sorry Varsha pah!! " but papa dragged me out and threw my suitcase.

" Divya is just your excuse and one more thing Divya can grow up well she won't be like you "papa instantly closes and slams the door right in my face. that night seemed to be the last time I saw them, I cried in my yard and thought where I should go.

" Mam, pah, grandma, Divya. Varsha is really sorry and one more thing Varsha loves you guys so much "cried me.

the rain tonight was like my tears, the thunderous roar tonight was like my anger.I also went to carry my suitcase with my car to the house of Jesna he was waiting for me and there was Arya too.

" Geez Varsha what exactly happened?" Jesna who saw me soaking wet immediately gave me a towel.

" Have you eaten?" arya asked.I just fell silent Jesna gave me a warm tea after a little quiet I told her all.

" How's my career? if I don't work how can I survive with this baby? "

" How about you just tell Rasen, Cha? " advice Jesna.

" Maybe my life is threatened anyways I don't want to see Rasen again "

" As far as I know Mr. Yudha is Rasen's uncle, I will try to tell Mr. Yudha and I'm sure Mr. Yudha will not fire you" Arya said.

" I hope Mr. Yudha understands and I ask that we be transferred to the head office in an employee exchange program where we can cover up your pregnancy "Arya's advice sounds reasonable.

" I'm sure at headquarters no one will recognize our background " said Jesna.

" Thank you guys!! I don't know what I'm doing without you guys, but you're moving to headquarters later?"

" We're fine, later there we take care of this baby together" replied Jesna. Arya also seemed to agree we embraced to strengthen each other in my heart.

" Lord, I'm so lucky to have a friend like them and keep my family there.mom, grandma, Divya, and papa I love you guys and forgive me "

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