
the question from Jesna suddenly shocked me and my heart ached to remember it. Not why it was just rasen's first love for me at that time.
"well, I've had no contact with Rasen. ever since that day I decided not to see each other. Tumben you asked that jes?" askaku returned
"not really, just yesterday I took a look at him in front of the office, I guess it's not but after being looked at again it turned out to be true" jesna answered with a very confused face as if she was reluctant to tell it but she was still curious about my heart to this day.
ever since I ended my relationship with Rasen I have never been close to another man. because I think all that would be in vain a man would remain the same after finding a woman who is more than his partner he would go and disappear.
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exactly at 15:00
" cha, you are called Mr. Yudha he said tell his room and take all the samples about the interior of the house" said Fika
mr. Yudha is the deputy director in my office.he is a friendly, humble and intelligent boss in my opinion he deserves to be called the leader.he is married and has two cute children.
"oh ok!" I answered while preparing all the documents requested.I rushed to the room of Mr. Yudha I also knocked on the door.
"tok.tok" the sound of knocking on the door.
"come in" answered Yudha from behind the door.I came in and was shocked when I saw a man I knew, a man who left me, a man who betrayed me, a man who gives me wounds that never heal, my heart and my mind are raging but whatever the power I have to be professional when working with whoever it is. I entered confidently even though my eyes were shaking when I saw him standing in front of me.
"yes sir, what did you call me" I asked Mr. Yudha.
"Varsha introduce this Mr. Rasendriya Farzan he is the son of my friend, he said anyway he wants to redesign his house as a whole, I think he will fit you"
" hi, how are you?" rasen extended his hand with his trademark smile
"hi" I also returned the greeting and we shook hands. Honestly I was lazy to do it.
"ohh it turns out that you already know each other, it's good that it will be easier to do this job" Yudha sir was happy to see the two of us
I grumbled in my heart, not least I issued a swear word to Rasen. I was not too soluble in my hatred and my anger that I wanted this discussion to be finished quickly and wanted to go home quickly. time was running slow at that time. I listened to rasen's request at the time and finally rasen wanted to design his house in a contemporary style.The contemporary style is a design style that combines the concepts of the present and the future. This design gives a warm and cool feel at the same time. Contemporary style has a clean look, almost no knick knacks in this contemporary style room. The element consists of neutral, clean and smooth colors.
"apparently as I thought, I know you well enough" in my heart. All this time we had a discussion finally finished.
" thank you for Varsha's time, I hope it goes well" she reached out her hand.
"sama, yes I hope we can work well together.for the future schedule one of my teams will contact you. we were looking for the right schedule for when my team and I would check the location" and I shook his hand again.
"why didn't you call me?" ask rasen
"sorry, it's not my job.thank you" I also went from Mr. Yudha's room and returned to my room.
"why should he be my customer this time.this will feel very heavy and slow, oorrrgghhh.plus the annual event will begin.the design is not clear how" in my heart I was upset.
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when I got in my room.
"what's the length, you're in Mr. Yudha's room for only 30 minutes" jesna said
"to me for a very long time, there is a story behind it all, ahh.had told the others to gather first there are things that we should discuss" asked me
"okay," replied Jesna while collecting our team. a few minutes later our team also did a meeting.
"good afternoon, thank you for the time. ok I will not discuss this for long.our team got a job from one of the customers named Rasendriya Farzan" suddenly Arya and Jesna were surprised to hear it, I know they must have a lot of questions about Rasen, but they know it's about work and they're holding back all the questions.
"he chose a contemporary theme, it's a theme that we use very often so I hope you guys already understand and get used to how to do it. pak roni what date we have a blank schedule to check to the location?" just serious
"maybe on May 7th Monday, it's actually on May 4th Friday, but I think it's very convenient with our annual office event" replied roni straightforwardly who remembered his age was already in the head of 4.
"Fika, how do we design our annual event?" I asked Fika
"it's almost finished cha, maybe finished tomorrow" replied Fika while looking at the design work
"ok, we'll check the location on May 7th on Monday, and we'll design our event on May 4th, it will probably be completed well because of our annual event on May 5th and 6th.thank you for your cooperation and success for the show, spirit!!" this meeting I closed with encouragement for my team and myself.
"GOOD SPIRIT!!" exclaim all my teams.
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at 18:00 it was time to go home and it was raining tonight.I fell silent in front of the office and then looked for my umbrella in the bag. my car is parked in the office yard so I have to walk first to the parking lot.
"cha.wait" call Arya and Jesna
"cha we nebeng yahh, Arya car again in the workshop nih" persuaded jesna
"ok, yu we go straight" invited me with a smile that could not be separated from my lips.
we went home three. Arya took over to drive, along the way we chatted especially when Arya started teasing jesna.until finally Arya's question back to make me shocked.
"cha, is it okay, you're taking a job with Rasen?" ask Arya
"it's okay that he only existed in the past" I replied trying hard
"ok, if it's okay, if it's hard to say well. Maybe later I try to talk to Mr. Yudha whatever the reason we will think" Arya and Jesna seem to be very worried about me.
"it's ok!! no problem" I replied briefly as if they knew what was in my heart and mind so they didn't talk about rasen anymore. I went home at exactly 19:15 and I tried to go home as soon as possible because I promised to welcome my grandmother at home. When I got home, my grandmother had arrived, as usual we hugged each other chatting, and told stories about us one by one. Our laughter also broke when telling papa as a child.
at 22:30 it was time for us to rest.me and the others went into each other's bedrooms.before going to bed I washed my face and took care of my face with the skin care I used to wear. I did not check my phone at all. I started to turn off the lights and prepare for sleep but after I lay down my body.
"ting.." I opened my phone and I read the message.
"Varsha, it's me rasen. How are you?? is this weekend an event.if there is no can we meet? there's something I want to explain" my heart ached when Rasen sent me a message, I don't know what's in my heart and my mind, it's like hate is covering my life to see it. but my heart can't lie that I still love her, and I still love her.
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