My Bossy
03. last chance

after I read Rasen's message I chose to ignore him because I thought he had come not for love and unfortunately he just wanted to disappear for the second time. I also know who Rasen's heart is for and I don't want to fall for the second time let alone into the same hole.

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the next morning I did the same activity but with a different activity today is getting busy considering the annual office event is soon. I came home at about 21:00 it just so happened that today I didn't bring any more cars and again it was raining tonight.

"hufthhhh.." I sometimes complained about this condition.I also opened my umbrella and waited for a taxi on the side of the road but not for long there was a car stopped in front of me

"who?" the words in my heart were confused.it turned out rasen he greeted while opening the car window

"hai cha, come in let me drive this whole thing home it's raining night anyway" asked Rasen

at first I hesitated to go with him, but after I thought again the night was getting late, no one came.

"oh.iya thank you" I replied

" cha, eat yuk?" invite rasen

"sorry I'm full of cents" I replied briefly.

"ohh ok" rasen looks very disappointed.

I want this time to pass quickly, the situation in the car is very cold and stiff only sound of rain that is quite heavy. Hopefully Rasen has a topic to break this atmosphere.

"cha, why didn't my last chat get answered?" rasen also sees me occasionally.

"there's no reason for me to reply, anyways this week I'm busy" I can only lie to answer rasen's questions.he suddenly stopped his car. instantly my heart pounded and spoke in her heart why and what she wanted. Rasen saw me and held my hand I just fell silent without seeing it

"cha, maybe it's too late but I think it's the right time to apologize" she held my hand tighter and tighter

"it's a penny, I've forgotten it anyway and I've forgiven you" this time I ventured to look him in the eye and try to let go of his hand.

"cha I hope you forgive me. it turns out you haven't changed much well, but what I see is you're getting pretty" Rasen returned to driving his car, I didn't respond to rasen's talk at the time. an hour later we arrived home.

"thank you Rasen, I'm sorry I got in first" I said to enter the house but before I got out of the car

"cha, wait a minute" he took the stuff in the backseat.

"this is not how much, just I hope you like" he also handed a fairly large paper bag to me. when I knew it was an expensive brand I immediately rejected it.

"ah, I'm sorry, I think this is too much and I don't think it suits me. Thank you" I got out of the car and Rasen chased me before he got into the gate.

"cha.please!! this time alone I beg to accept this well" she held my hand again.the speck of rain water soaked her hair and clothes.

"but for what? I beg you pretty penny" I threw out his hand.I also left without receiving a gift from Rasen.

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next day

when we were all having breakfast, I suddenly saw a paper bag last night at the living room table.

"cha, you don't have a show today, do you? we're going to Bogor to visit auntie, would you like to come?" ask mama

"there is no event but do not know later in the afternoon, kanya do not join deh mam, greetings to aunt yah. oh well that parcel from whom yah mam?" ask me confused

"ohh that's for you, this morning already in the front yard is already mamah bring in aja. a little wet anyway but the power can be dried" answer mamah while smearing bread jam for Lavi.

"from whom you are, cieee.." sneered Lavi

"what the hell is the deck, you've had a bath yet to smell tau" I tried to divert the conversation so that papah did not interrogate me. finally mamah and the others went to aunt's house.

"paper bag rasen!!!" I ran to the middle room and picked it up. I went back to my room and called Rasen.

"tuut.tuut.." the voice of the phone calls.

"hello.." the warm rasen voice again sounded behind the phone.

"hello..rasen about last night's parcel, kok.." I haven't finished talking rasen has cut off my conversation.

"it's okay.I hope you like. ohh yeah today there's no show?" ask rasen.

"hmmhh.." I was confused as to what to answer.

"ok me pick it up. I must now wait yah bye." take rasen and then turn off the phone.it did not take long about half an hour rasen already in front of the house.

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exactly at 16:00

rasen and I went back together after a long time, never before thought we would meet again and Rasen held my hand back. the heart that used to be broken seems to be improving little by little but I am confused by my feelings.when we sit together in a natural house makes the atmosphere calmer. I also walked in the house while looking at the slick and neat design I also looked up impressed this house looks spacious.

"hey, sit here" Rasen called me and told me to sit next to him, a very comfortable sofa he looked at me and asked.

"what do you want to drink?"

"what a, uh maybe milk coffee" this month turned out to be in the rainy season and it would taste good if you drink coffee when it rains.

"oh apparently still like coffee, ok for a while I made it first well" he went to prepare a coffee and before long he brought back two cups of the same and the same contents. rasen sat back down and kept the coffee cup on the table.

"by the way, whose house is this?" much

"this is my home, which I purposely built for my old age.this house is quite far from urban areas so that it makes me calm and peaceful" he replied while looking at the closed window because it was raining quite heavily today

"ohh..do you come home every day?" askaku.

"no, I went home near the office aja well that house will be your project later" answered Rasen while looking at me

"oh ok." while drinking the coffee made earlier

"cha.." rasen called out to me with such a deep gaze.

"mmh yes" I replied as I looked at Rasen's eyes.we both looked at each other as if there was still love in both of us. Our gaze seemed to stop time and only heard the sound of water from the water wall. and I didn't think Rasen was holding me.

"cha, I still love you and love you. cha I beg you to come back to me. please.." I also let go of Rasen's embrace and I stood up. Rasen was disappointed to see my response, too, rasen stood up and held both of my hands.

"i know you are still disappointed and hate me, but I will try to make you love me again. I beg you cha" she looked at me with trembling eyes as if she would beg expectantly.

"sen..actually this feeling still remains the same for you cents, but I am afraid to love you again this heart as if it is not on your side anymore" my gaze this time was so sharp. rasen's two soft hands held my neck as if to convince me that he would not disappear and leave me again.

"cha. I promise I won't let you down again" she kept convincing me.

"ok.for this time alone and this is your last chance" though hesitant with my answer and contrary to my heart I tried to give him a second chance.rasen hugged me tightly as if this was the most beautiful thing he got.

"thank you cha.thank you for giving me a second chance" Rasen looked at me lovingly and returned Rasen's gaze, not letting go of his embrace.

the cold night felt our faces approaching each other, our breathing and heartbeats were already irregular rasen was about to kiss my lips.

"race.ash" I tried to let go of Rasen's embrace but rasen's embrace tightened but we were surprised by the sound of a rasen cell phone that read an incoming call from someone rasen also released his embrace and I could breathe with relief, rasen answered the phone a little away from me but I didn't pay much heed.

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