My Bossy
09. Contrition

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The next morning Rasen was right to take me to his parents. I walked quietly but my heart was so agitated that the famous old man Rasen was cold whether I could deal with him. me and Rasen sitting in the living room with a very luxurious sofa from the past I was always self-conscious who I was and who Rasen was, his mother Rasen came up to me and greeted me warmly and we embraced each other. Rasen often tells me to his mother that he actually does not agree with the arranged marriage plan with Natya.

" Oh.it turns out that this one named Varsha turned out to be very beautiful, what would you like to drink, dear?" rasen's mother who was so kind, graceful and beautiful seemed unlikely to have an evil husband, but my estimation was wrong, when I stretched out my hand but ignored him Rasen's father did not even look at me.

Rasen began to explain what he wanted to do.

" Bye, mah!! Rasen is planning to cancel the match with Natya and I think it will be Varsha for Rasen's future wife "Rasen explained all that by holding my hand.

" Rasen, you are crazy!! you are going to humiliate our big family and one more thing what do you see from this woman what does she have? a woman who does not know her origin, who is not clear what her future looks like? now I ask, what is your job? " ask his father Rasen.

" I'm just an employee at one of the companies, part.." I haven't finished explaining everything was cut off right away.

" Listen, what a good thing it is. You're just going to tarnish our surname!! papah will never approve of your relationship and will continue your matchmaking.understand?" his father Rasen just left without seeing me again.Rasen's decision once again made me hit and even more devastated.

Rasen and I left his house, and went to a beach, Rasen and I sat together by the beach.

" Rasen, I don't think destiny can bring us together and I think everything will be in vain. I beg you to stay with me and forget me " I looked into Rasen's eyes with tears that had been blocked finally flowing.

" No, Varsha! I'm sure there must be a way for us to come back, you have to be sure.well?"

Rasen always reassured me, but this time I was quite tired.

" No! I think it's enough and one more thing please don't see me again, may you and Natya be happy well "this time I'm sure to go away from Rasen's life, I go leave Rasen.

" Varsha, please!! Varsha. I beg you to give me a chance, Varsha I know I'm stupid, Varsha really I don't love Natya "Rasen is after me and this time I really don't pay attention to it, I'm quite tired.

I got into Keenan's car waiting for me.

" Varsha, please!! I beg cha. Varsha.... " Rasen knocked on the windshield of the car I knew he was crying. Without asking too much Keenan immediately stuck the gas very quickly.stop us in a cafe to rest finally I also told him all what happened.

" I was shocked, why did you ask me to meet you on the beach, but after I saw everything earlier I was a little able to deduce what happened.I know you must be tired "Keenan rubbed my shoulder.

" I'm sorry, I suddenly asked you to pick me up and I'm sorry from the beginning I didn't tell you everything about my relationship, Rasen, and your sister "

" It's okay! anyway I never thought Natya was my sister, I don't know it was too hard for me especially her step sister "Keenan's statement made me understand how the relationship with her family. I spent time with Keenan as usual, I know, I know it's all too hard for me, he was so comfortable to talk to his mature nature taught me many things, the day passed so fast the Surya also showed his throne.

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Three months have passed. As usual I spent my day to work and so forth, all the gossip that hit me when Natya treated me has been buried as time goes on. Rasen always came and informed me but this time I really dodged away from him. Later Rasen will be engaged I also heard from Keenan and Mr. Yudha, I busied myself more and more but Yudha sir who understood me gave the gift of a company vacation ticket and his schedule coincided with Rasen's fiance day.

The holiday arrived. I, Arya, Jesna, Fika, and Pak Roni flew to Bali and enjoyed the holiday we had imagined, while I could forget about Rasen.

suddenly as I was standing by the pool feeling a very dizzy, my fading eyes made my body even more unable to hold it and then the last cry of Jesna I heard, i fainted.

" Cha, Varsha "Jesna came to me, followed by Arya and others.I don't know who was holding me when I realized I was in my room, I woke up and saw everyone who was worried.

" Cha, you can see me, right? " ask Jesna. My tired body could not answer Jesna's question, Mr. Roni's wife also gave me a warm sweet tea.

" Let it go, Varsha rest first maybe he's exhausted, Let me change his shirt " said Mr. Roni's wife.

The others came out of my room and gave me some time to rest. A few hours later I woke up and Jesna came straight to me.

" Cha, are you awake? you're okay, aren't you worried? " ask Jesna.

" i'm okay with just soy" I replied.

" It's okay, you guys don't worry.sorry your vacation jd interrupted because I "my answer is weak.

" No, if we need to go back tonight "it seems like all the teams agree that today we have the holidays.

" No need, it's this vacation that you guys are waiting for tomorrow as well I'm healed "I lay my body because it's so weak and dizzy. but not for a long time I immediately woke up feeling uncomfortable in the upper part of my stomach and wanted to vomit, rushed to the bathroom.

" Ooek.ooek "I'm confused exactly why. Jesna and Fika followed me to the bathroom and pushed me back to bed.

" Loe stomach acid relapses yah Cha? " ask Jesna.I also thought maybe this is stomach acid but Mr. Roni's wife immediately approached me.

" Varsha, can we talk alone? " ask Roni's wife, whose name is Mira.

" May ma'am, Jesna come with me and I'm here" I said, while the others came out of my room.

" In fact, I'm not so sure yet but I'm sorry I want to ask. when was the last time Varsha came to the moon? " mira's mother's question made Jesna and myself shocked half to death.

" You mean mom, me?? " it's not over I asked Mira to immediately calm me down.

" Be calm first, Mother is not so sure but the sign is clear enough maybe to convince you can buy a pregnancy test kit "

Without waiting for a long time Jesna and Arya immediately look for a pharmacy and tomorrow I immediately testpack. Jesna, Arya and the others were waiting outside the bathroom and I strengthened my heart to take a pregnancy test.I trust everyone here so I continue to strengthen my heart, and trying to be tough and how surprised I was when I saw the two red lines aligned so clearly.

" No...!! " my scream and my cry broke the silence outside of Jesna and the others trying to get into the bathroom.

" Cha, open cha..please!! " cries of Jesna and the others.

" You're okay, please cha open the door" said Fika.

" We break down the door, sir " said Arya.

" Ok!! move the other one. 1..2..3.." pak Roni calculated to break down the door.

" Braa!!! " the door is open.

I who was weakly drooping made everyone shocked and immediately took me to the hospital.

As if the sky was dark, the world seemed to collapse, and endless regret a thousand questions were now on my mind.

" Ba*how to deal with my family, if they find out I'm pregnant out of wedlock "

" How my career is going "

" How is my social status in the eyes of society "

" Not to mention the scorn I wasn't ready to hear "

" How am I raising this child, it's impossible if I abort my womb "

" And Rasen?? "

" Will he be responsible, when he himself is engaged "

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