My Bossy
25. I'm not him

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Lilly is our first child, she has a jovial mother nature it is rare for Lilly to cry but when Edrea leaves and does not return Lilly often cries.

"Darling, papah boy don't cry well" I tried to persuade Lilly to stop her crying. I held her and so forth but the result was still.

"Sorry sir there's a letter" said Ella, giving her a white envelope.

"Yes mom! please take care of Lilly for a second" Ella's mom took Lilly to play. I headed to my study to read her letter.

How surprised I was when I read the sender of the letter, my hands shook, and my feet suddenly went limp.

"Edrea! where are you, baby?" I hope it's one sign that Edrea is still alive.I started reading her letter.

L, November 21, 20

To,

My beloved husband

Premised

Honey how are you and Lilly? I hope everything's okay. Baby I want to tell you a little bit about my life here.

My area is famous for being the safest place yet

yesterday morning at exactly 02:00 I woke up to hear a bomb blast that shook so violently the explosion was so loud that the emergency alarm started to sound, we started to panic here, but me and the other colleagues had to rescue the victims who were hit by the explosion as if tears and blood had been mixed into one.

Now right here on November 21st at 14:00 days it's still day but it feels dark. Honey if this week I don't come back maybe my job is not finished yet, but if it is more than that I hope that you can give me.

Honey, there's only one thing you need to remember I've always missed you and Lilly. Thank you for loving me, and thank you for fighting with me.

All the networks here are all cut off and I can't reach you, baby..Forgive me if I can't keep your promise.

I love you so much..

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I just saw Zavas shed his tears this time, but occasionally he wiped his tears.

"Sir, do you love him very much?" my many.

"Very, more than anything" he replied in a soft tone.

"Are there any news from Mrs Edrea after that?"

"I got word after waiting for two months, the hospital chief announced that all the doctors assigned to L state were declared dead" he said.

"Isn't it for medical personnel to be guaranteed safety?" my many.

"I've tried to ask that question, but the news of the bomb explosion in L country was heard to our country"

"I also heard the news, so what about Lilly?"

"I was down for a few months, my business faltered, I failed to keep Lilly until Lilly was seriously ill and I couldn't get up"

"So sir?"

"Yes..Lilly quit her laugh and she died.I fell back in my mind, my heart was broken, but Mr. Yudha kept helping me and reminding me to get back up"

"I was saddened to hear that, it turns out that my father's life was so bitter compared to my life, but I always felt the worst in this world," I said, looking down "Oh yes, yes, but why would Ella's mom think that Lilly's going with me?" many confused.

"Many people out there don't know that I'm married and have children. Edrea once told me and asked me to keep her disappearance a secret to L. I just said that Edrea went to my mom's house and lived there. One month later I took Lilly to my mom's house, so others thought that Edrea was still alive"

"Is this why you treat me as if I were your wife?" my many.

"Yes so everyone in the house knows Edrea is alive"

"But I'm not Edrea but Varsha sir, we're different very clearly different" he said.

Zavas looked at me but this time his gaze was different.

"I think you and Edrea had something in common, the first time I saw you coming to me pregnant I was really surprised, everything that was in my mind and in my heart that I was covering when it was reopened" he said while holding my hand.

"Have you eaten yet?" ask Zavas.

"Not yet, you brought me here directly" I replied scowling.

"This time I'll cook for you, you haven't tried my cooking yet have you?" he asked while wearing an apron and preparing to cook.

"No need sir! I don't want to trouble you"

"It's okay, just think of my cooking as a reward because you've been listening to my story" he said.

Not long after that Zavas cuisine was ready to be served.

"Well it looks good" I cried, my eyes that could not be far from the dish suddenly Zavas kissed my forehead.

'chuup'

"Eat, this is special for you" my heart suddenly thumped violently, and my face was flushed red.

"What, why is he, why is he suddenly like that,??" I murmured in my heart "maybe my heartbeat cannot be heard by him, and my face ahh why is it so hot here?" my heart kept talking.

"Okay, thank you sir!"

"I don't want to hear you call me father anymore"

"But,,!!"

"St!! don't now the language is better we eat first now" he said.

Time passed quickly and we were still in a very warm and comfortable villa to keep.

"Sir, it's 22:00 now, aren't we going home?" I asked while looking at the clock in my hand.

"We will spend the night here, all my assistants and my personal bodyguards have all gone home" replied Zavas, his eyes focused on his laptop looking very busy and at work.

"So we're both here, sir?" my yelling.

"Yes" he answered briefly.

"Well, what the hell was it when we were both here?" my lament.

"Call me mas!" emphatically.

"Oh yes sorry, mas" I said "mas, do you want to make coffee?" ask me to break the silence tonight.

"May" he answered briefly again because I knew he was very busy.I immediately made a cup of coffee and kept it at his desk.

"If you want to rest, and want to shower all the clothes are available and sleep" said Zavas.

"Maybe I'm going to take a bath first" I also rushed to take a shower and change my clothes, how shocked I was when I saw the contents of the closet and only available lingerie and clothes are very sexy, very sexy, I'm out of the dressing room.

"Mas, is his shirt not wrong? that's too sexy for me?" my yelling.

"Why it's good for you, wear it don't wear your work clothes anymore I can't stand the smell" he said but his eyes could not be separated from his laptop.

"What's? ok I'll change clothes but I'm not messing around!"

Zavas did not answer and I changed my clothes in a black shirt but very transparent.

"What clothes is this?" I muttered, I just changed my clothes, Zavas went into the room I was sleeping in.

"Ehh mas, I want to sleep but I see here the room is just one so mas can sleep here I'm outside" I said. I also passed out but Zavas blocked me.

"Here we go to sleep together" whispered Zavas, hugging me from behind.

"But mas?"

"No need to argue, just follow my orders,!" zavas whispered "Varsha, I know you're not Edrea but can I like you and love you?" zavas' question surprised me.

"What, what exactly is he talking about,?" I asked in my heart "i've been through something like this. They want me only for his lust not for his love. does Zavas really love me or am I just going to be made his lustful gratifier?"

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