My Brother's Substitute Role
Part 93 Open to each other
"Van, aren't you sure you want to keep Azmia's photos?" tanya The cabin that just entered the room directly approached Revan who was sitting on the balcony of the apartment looking at a photo of Azmia while on vacation in the city of L.
"Gue pity her, Bin. If only I had come home then maybe none of this would have happened. Azmia won't marry Mas Alby, even though she's my sister, but I'm heartbroken if she hurts Azmia. You know, Bin I was willing to wait for him so that we could live together, but it turns out all just a dream that will never materialize" explained Revan.
"However, you can't continue like this you have to advance to your future is still long, Van don't regret everything that has happened because it will not be able to be returned. Remember that man can only plan for God to decide, perhaps God has planned beauty, for you. I know you love Azmia, but she's not what she used to be, Van. Azmia already has a husband, Abang lu himself. Throw away that love and turn it into affection towards Sister apply in the heart, you guard her because she is your sister-in-law. You know that love doesn't have to be, '" replied the cabin. He unconsciously spoke like a real person.
"Yes, Bin. I tried again, but it was very difficult. The woman I used to admire, all those years I've been waiting for, uh. My fate is very sorry, Bin," said Revan.
"No, God is preparing happiness for you. After the rain there will be a rainbow, after the distress there must be ease. The spirit of dong, Van. I'm sure someday you'll find true love, Lu." The cabin tried to advise Revan not to continue falling into a broken heart in front of him he could say sincerely, but not with his heart that could not be sincere and give up his love.
"Hopefully, thank you, Bin. You're my best friend" said Revan.
"Together," replied the Cabin.
"Oh, yeah, Van looks like next month I'm going home. I want to bring Tari with my bonyok," said Kabin.
"Lu, sure?" ask Revan.
"Yes, I'm afraid that if dating for a long time, after all the old courtship has not guaranteed marriage, I better move so that halal cepet does not increase my sin," explained Kabin.
"Everything if dating read the verse of the chair so as not to be seduced by the devil," replied Revan
"I am in pursuit of the devil, read the verse of the chair. Ah ... It's hard to talk to a heartbroken person" said the cabin then went into the room to lay his body on the bed.
"He's lashing." Revan who saw the Cabin just left.
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Elsewhere
Today Azmia deliberately spent time in the cafe by working and meeting many people can forget for a moment the problem. Azmia helped serve the buyer so that later to the house he could immediately sleep soundly because he was tired.
The time felt so fast it was time for the store to close. Azmia said goodbye to all cafe employees.
Arriving at the house Azmia went straight into the room to clean herself. After returning home, Azmia chose to sleep in her own room.
"Assalamualaikum, Mia," said Alby at Azmia's doorstep.
"Wa'alaikumussalam," Azmia replied, then opened the door for Alby.
"Come in" said Alby.
"Please!" Azmia invited Alby into the room sitting on the sofa. Azmia was sitting in a dressing chair.
"Yes. I want to apologize to you, I'm sorry for always hurting you" Alby said.
"There is no need to apologize, because every human must have a free error and apologize tomorrow also must be repeated again" Azmia replied.
"That's not going to, honey," Alby said.
"Mas - mas you always say that to me, Mas I'm not a doll that just stay quiet if hurt. I am an ordinary human being there is pain, tiredness in me. I'm an ordinary man, Mas who has no stock of patience, I can fall if kept in the wind. Pardon, Mia for not being able to be a good wife, a wife who can make her husband happy, cannot be a wife of Sholehah," Azmia replied in a gentle tone despite her anger, but still he always keeps adab while talking.
"You've been a wonderful wife, Mia. Forgive me for not being a good priest to you" Alby said.
"Maybe this is the end of our marriage, thank you for this one year." Azmi has given up.
"No, Mia. I don't want to part with you, you're the only woman who can give color to my life." Alby said without thinking.
"If I'm the only woman why Mas still goes with Rania's sister, Elvina, why, Mas isn't enough with me so you look for another one," azmia said firmly it felt like she wanted to scream so that she could let out all the burdens in her heart that felt very tight.
"I've been in a long relationship with Elvina. As for Rania, she's the one who always comes to me" explained Alby.
"Why don't you reject him, are you still expecting him? I told you not to play with your heart because you yourself would be trapped and now see what I say? You were willing to lie to me to keep Rania's sister in the hospital faithfully you look after her, so you forgot there was a wife waiting for you at home worrying about her husband going out of town, but it turns out her husband is with his ex-girlfriend." Azmia took out all her junk.
"I'm sorry." That's all that came out of Alby's mouth.
"I'm sorry I wasn't able to treat all this pain. Can't bring things back. Remember, you should never think that your wife will not know everything. You are wrong I did not see it, but God knows everything, God will open all your lies" Azmia said.
"I'm sorry for not saying from the beginning I was afraid you were angry Azmia, I'm afraid you won't allow me. At first I did not want to visit Rania either, but Papa Prabu came to ask me to visit Rania even though it was only a short time. I had already refused, but Papa would prostrate himself before me so that I would visit Rania, I could not bear Azmia. I finally agreed to visit Rania with Daffa. But everything was not in accordance with the reality when I wanted to leave Rania, Your brother rebelled, he wanted to kill himself again, and by nightfall, Papa got a phone call, had to leave for an emergency. Papa asked me to take care of Rania during her hospital stay. At that time I was confused, if I refused I could not bear to see Papa Prabu sad, I finally agreed to Papa's request." Alby explained everything even though it was too late, but it's okay that at least he tried to explain what really happened so as not to misunderstand.
"Although for Papa's sake you shouldn't have to lie to me. Nearly two weeks together every day now keeps your heart open for her?"
"No Azmia, I just feel sorry for her, I'm afraid she's killed herself again" Alby replied.
"Oh .. just pity." Azmia smiled bitterly. "From pity for a long time will feel comfortable. You feel sorry for her, but you don't feel sorry for me" Azmia said with a chuckle. A person is secretly sick, but if he is hurt, he will also rebel.
"You're not sick, Mia," Azmia replied.
"My body doesn't hurt, Mom, but my heart hurts. Never mind, no need to discuss again everything has been missed, Mia already does not know what to say let alone, now Mia please leave Mia alone, Mas." Mia kicked Alby out and there should be no screaming that makes the whole house hear. Despite arguing they still keep the way they talk so that others don't hear because it's privacy that no one should know.
"However, Mia," said Alby who wanted to reject Azmia's request.
"Mas, please leave Mia alone," Azmia replied without looking at Alby. She didn't want Alby to see her tears wet her cheeks. Maybe by crying can relieve a little pain in his heart, that's a woman if the pain he can only cry strengthen himself.
With a heavy heart, Alby finally left Azmia's room to walk to her own room.