MY CHATTY WIFE
COLDNESS, COLDNESS,

I stared at the reflection of the light from the big lamp above me.

Tied hands, feet that have no taste and air that is cold enough to add to the anxiety of my heart.

My heart skipped a beat as I looked at my stomach in the cut, incision after incision ripping the flesh that was in my stomach. From the outer skin, the flesh is red, pinkish, slightly pink, pink next like a thin red skin that is torn small and pulled by the Doctor's finger to the side. Surely if not anesthetized I will jump.

Cris ... Maybe it's the sound of an incision in a faint red textured sac.

With sprightly Ners (Male man) gives a fairly noisy vacuum tool, beating the conversation of paramedics in the room.

Brass ... Bleg ... Bleg ... Bleg ...

The sound of water and blood coming from my stomach.

Shortly after that process immediately Doctor Ayu and Adit pushed my lower body hard, so that it felt a shock.

Bleg ... feels like something's out...

Before long my son's head poked out, one.

Oeeeaa ... Oeeaa .. The first crying sound, managed to make me cry.

Appointed by Doctor Ayu by holding her body, I saw Doctor Ayu watching from the neck to the abdomen of my son. He gave one of my children to the Midwife who swiftly received it and took it with a baby trolley.

By continuing to call...

I stared at the Midwife's back who was focusing on one of my children.

Bleg ....

Oeeeaa ... Oeeeaa ....

I refocused on the light glass, seeing my second child born. His body was smaller than the first.

"Mother, thank God the baby was born all. Do you want to see?" doctor Ayu's question does not seem to need to answer, which I certainly want to.

I nodded enthusiastically and happily.

But suddenly my breath felt heavy, tight in the chest and cold absorb all my energy.

I waved to Ners (Female) who was guarding by my side. He swiftly approached without asking directly gave me a breathing apparatus.

Ah ... It feels like drowning on the bottom of the sea. It's so hard just to breathe.

"So calm mom, yeah. It's gonna be over soon. Is it cold?" he asked kindly. I'm nodding.

He rubbed my palm with his hand. A little attention makes me touched, hopefully you do not feel the birth so difficult, mbak. I send a prayer as thanks.

"Why? Cold is just as crowded, huh?" The doctor asked Ners.

"Yes, Doc" he replied without taking off his hand.

"Prophey, Mom. Soon to meet the two beautiful girls. The operation is also soon to be completed. Pull the nafasssss and then throw it away, continue slowly the land, yes." he suggested. I can only blink my eyes.

The coldness had become shivering, my whole body felt trembling. I would love to rest on my knees wearing a thick blanket. But for now impossible, even moving the legs is not able.

The sound of a baby trolley approaching the door, I turned my head with all my might against the shivering.

"Well... Our twin girls have come, call her mother. But be careful, I'm short of breath, Mit." The doctor warned the midwife named Mitha.

"Yes, Doc." Midwife Mitha pushed the trolley close to me.

One by one my little girls, wriggling in the sling Midwife Mitha turned to my chest. His body was wrapped in a blanket, still covered with vernix Caseosa (white fat).

"Both babies are healthy and Alhamdulillah is normal, ma'am." held a tiny body over my chest.

His body temperature warmed my body, no tears should wet my cheeks. Breath that was so heavy now feels better, although shivering is still felt.

I gave Ners a code to remove my breathing apparatus. Ners understood my code and released it.

"Mom, can you kiss me?." I asked.

"May dong, ma'am." stick her cheek on my cheek.

'O God, I am so lucky to have given birth to them, that I may keep your trust. Conserve my family, so that they can accompany them to large. Healthy healthy, son. Grow up to be a child who is Sholehah, Smart and blessings of his life.'

"Well, now the little one wants to hug mom too." Midwife Mitha picked up one daughter I replaced with another.

His body was smaller than before, I was a little anxious.

My anxiety was clearly seen by Doctor and Midwife Mitha.

"He's a little small, Mom. Maybe his sister or usually his brother, yeah. Who likes to give up, loving and patient." Doctor explained.

"But take it easy, there are no abnormalities or other health problems that we found, he said,. God willing his body is healthy, Mom." continued the beautiful doctor with a small body on the side of the door to walk towards me.

"It's very proud, Mom. Can have two at once an angel of our afterlife" he told my son's head.

I nodded with a smile."Thank you, Doc."

"This is Doctor Wulan, the Pediatrician who tackled both beautiful babies, mothers.." Midwife Mitha introduced her to me.

"It's healthy huh, you guys" she prayed as she rubbed my babies and left the room.

Both of my babies were taken by Midwife Mitha in a special room for observation. And of course for the adhan by my husband.

"The baby's under observation, ma'am. For his Dede adjustment, hopefully no health problems of any kind appear" said Dr. Ayu.

"Yes, Doc. Aamiin's."

"Later after, the mother's anesthetic disappears the effect. Observation is complete, tomorrow morning must be his sister brought to the hospital room. Just give nen... Already take out the ASI, Mom?." she asked while focusing on my stomach.

"Alhamdulillah, Doc." I said by staring at the reflection of light in the lamp.

"Thank God, so you can immediately nen the two beautiful babies later." he continued.

"Yes, Doc."

Argh .. I was horrified when I saw the twisted needle piercing through my skin. My skin was pulled in through with needles and thread. Inside it turned out to have been sewn as well, with white threads that contrasted in color.

The doctor pressed my stomach, the blood that came out in the wash it off with gauze and Betadine fluid, maybe. It smells like antiseptic, but I don't know what it's called.

Next Ners who was by my side tidied up the tools, which were attached to me and which were in the bent (tray) former operation.

"Well, it's done in the sewing." Doctor exclaims.

The doctor stuck a water-repellent plaster on my stomach wound.

Ners (male) cleaned up the remaining blood that was stuck in my stomach. Pulling the special operating blanket from my body. Tidying the urine bag to the side of my foot and covering my lower body with a new blanket.

Ners (female) is busy tidying up tools.

Someone pushed the vacuum device next door.

"Alhamdulillah is done, ma'am. Cepet recovered, healthy for both of his babies, yes." took off his gloves.

"Yes, Doc. Thank you." I nodded.

"Let's not drink, eat first before you can pass the wind, yes. The goal is to remove gas in the intestine caused by drugs. So if you have a new fart can eat a drink." explain

"Well, Doc." I tied my hand off and my belly was taken off.

I glanced at the stomach that had run out at '*Obo obo*k' Doctor.

"If one hour mother has not farted, mother can try footwork yes. Because the anesthetic effect has subsided. You can try to tilt your body as much as you can, yes. Don't be forced." Adit said.

"I'm saying yes, Mom. Cepet recovered, yes." Doctor Ayu patted my leg which actually felt nothing.

"Yes, Doc. Thank you very much."

He nodded, "First, yes. There are still many patients." he told Doctor Adit.

"Sip" Dr. Adit gave a thumbs up.

"Dok, I'm cold why, huh?." I asked because it was shivering all over my body.

"Oh, that's the anesthetic and traumatic effect of a pretty big surgical scar. That's natural Mom, later after an hour insha Allah is gone with his own shivering." he explained. Remove special green clothes that are exposed to blood.

"Oh, yes, Doctor if so. Thanks, Doc." I said.

Doctor Adit nodded, "I'm staying yes, Mom. The rest can be asked by Ners who guards in the observation room later, yes. Good luck with the baby's sister." Doctor Adit waved his hand at us who were still in the room.

"Ah.. Doctor.make me my heart shiver." spoiled accent of a Ners pushing the bed.

"Well, there's just you, Din." ledek Ners (male).

"I'm sorry, Mom. We move to bed first, a little uncomfortable, yeah." he said.

"Yes, ma'am."

I was moved by three Ners who helped. Once in the new bed, my heart calmed down a little. The trauma of surgery is reduced. Although still cold, but my shortness of breath is gone.

"It's cold, ma'am." asked Ners who was carrying the bed.

"Yes, Mommy."

He did not answer, but covered you with a new blanket to my chest.

"Thank you, Ma'am."

He replied with a smile as well.

"Gw, take ya." she told the medics who were still busy inside.

"Yes bring it, there are still many who do not love." said Ners (man ).

"Thank you so much, Mom, Mom." I said.

"It's the same, ma'am." They answered in unison.