MY CHATTY WIFE
A LONG TIME

In the observation room where I rest alone. Not being able to get up to move my legs feels weird.

At a glance in my heart came to mind, "Ah. Maybe this is what people with disabilities feel, they do not feel the function of an organ they have. Uncomfortable, that's what I'm even just feeling for the next few hours. I am grateful that God gave me a healthy and normal functioning body. May the disabled have a broad heart to be patient."

I stroked my chest, how much they would suffer if what was normal like me suddenly had to feel this kind of paralysis. Oh Allah...

My shivering body makes my teeth clump together, my erratic mind I try to focus on my two tiny babies.

"Ah, Mas Baskoro must have seen by now, two beautiful daughters have been born. Must be in the adzanin by him."

Although in my heart there is pain when I see my second daughter who is smaller than the first, but I am sure. After coming home from the hospital, I will raise her until there is no difference between the one and the second.

"Excuse me.. What's the situation now, ma'am?." asked Ners.

"Alhamdulillah, still nagging Mbak. My teeth feel together." I said with difficulty opening my lips.

"Oh, it's still cold.." Ners took the blanket and covered my body. There is one more plus one. The upper body feels heavy, but the lower part has not felt anything.

"Any opponent, Mom. Try rubbing his hands. If there is a tightness immediately push the red button on the side, yes." point at the button on the side of the table next to my head.

I nodded, "yes, Ma'am. It's so tight, it's just cold." I said, rubbing my hands in the blanket.

"Yes gapapa, it's an anesthetic effect. It will also disappear. At 10 we moved to the hospital, ma'am. May the cold be gone" he said.

"Yes, Mother. What is my child?." I asked.

"His sister was left in the nursery first for observation. The morning after the shower we deliver to the room, Mother." he explained.

"No milk first, ma'am? Kasian.." I said.

"Can't, Mother. As per the procedure, our baby sister should observe first. The twins have to enter the incubator first.. We have explained to you, you can ask yes later. To love must wait for the process of digestion process first, wait for the pup first his sister." he explained the process.

"My son entered the incubator, what is it Mommy? Is there a problem?." I'm worried..

"There is no alarming problem, only that it requires an incubator to warm its body. The baby sister is healthy, the mother is calm. This kind of thing was very ordinary and natural." he smiled soothingly.

"Oh, that's it.." I agreed but didn't understand why I had to enter the incubator and only one.

Ah.. is it possible that my second baby is small?

"I'm sorry, Mom. Please rest." leave me.

I stared at his back, still wondering why my son should enter the incubator?.

But Ners had said there was nothing dangerous, just to warm his body. I will ask Mas Baskoro.

It's been a long time since I got married, I've never slept alone.

Now I have to sleep alone in this foreign place, with my body still slightly shivering and stiff. My throat was dry, so thirsty. But there is no water I can drink, even if there is none I can drink. How to wake up if the legs are still not felt.

"Mas..I miss you..."

Suddenly my heart melted, remembering every time I was spoiled. Mas Baskoro patiently served my troublesome wishes.

It feels like living alone, but only for a few hours. I've lost Mas Baskoro.

Mom, Dad, Dad and Mama have arrived. They must be waiting for me impatiently. I miss you guys.

I imagine the Father stubbornly, "My grandson I will name." with his intonation.

I certainly don't want to lose, "Can't, I'll name it." in a soft but deep tone typical of my father-in-law.

Mothers also certainly do not want to lose, ah I can't wait to hear their debate that finally must be silent when I and Baskoro mas issued the name we prepared for them.

Surely later the face of the Father or father sour, mother and mother whining.

"Mom, why mother?."

I can't seem to laugh at my own little laugh imagining their behavior out there.

"Well.." I looked next to my bed. Behind the big curtain, there were patients as well.

"What's wrong, ma'am." I blushed.

"Oh, it must be a pleasure to imagine the baby, yes. I heard twins, Mom. Congratulations." he said sumringah.

"Yes, Thank you. Mom also gave birth before me. What son is Mom, a boy girl?." asked me to connect the conversation.

"Yes, Mom. My son's a boy. But not saved." his face was sad, his eyes were glistening.

"Ah. pardon me Ma'am.I am sorry for the deep, patient yes ma'am, stoic and sincere. His sister became a handsome prince there in heaven." I was eager to hold her, but the condition of this body made me furious.

She wiped her tears, "Yes, Mom. Thanksyou.."

"Hopefully be reassured again soon, ma'am." I sincerely pray for him.

I can't imagine how broken his heart is. Must feel pain all over his body and as deep as his heart.

He's nodding.

Seeing his limp condition more than my body, his eyes were all over staring at the vast sky of the sky. I'm sure she held back from yelling, roaring and even running into her baby. Maybe her husband and family are crying out.

He's trying to look tough, even though I know for sure. His body trembled not only because of the anesthetic effect, but because it broke his heart.

"Mother, whose doctor is she dealing with?" I tried to melt the atmosphere so that his mind could be distracted. What I've read, it's not good for mothers who after childbirth experience stress.

"Ah.. Doctor Ayu, I happen to always ultrasound at his place. But this afternoon when I started to contract, I went to the nearest midwife clinic. Because my husband is still on his way home" he replied.

"Oh, did you mules, ma'am?" my many.

"Yes, from two o'clock in the afternoon, it's been the opening four passes come here" he said.

"So it was to the clinic first, just referred to ya." asked me. Actually I wonder why he died while he had mules.

"Yes, it was magrib to the hospital" he said.

"Bareng same me dong, I also magrib arrived at the hospital. After the operation preparation. But I don't mule, Mom. I did have to have surgery because of high blood pressure." I removed one blanket on my body. My body is calmer.

"Oh. If I had an emergency operation, ma'am. There's no preparation for it." Smile.