
I talked to my bed neighbor. He lost his first son. Trying to stand up in front of me. If I could stand up to him, I would hug him tightly.
We were moved to a room and happened to be one room with my bed neighbor earlier.
I glanced at her bed, she was just with her husband. All I heard was saying was tell him to go bury his son.
In silence, I saw her tears flowing. On his face was clearly the pain he felt.
I whispered to my mother. Mom looked at him and nodded. I asked my mother to accompany him for a while, giving advice to comfort his heart.
I am thankful that there are so many people who love me by my side. My two super in-laws with all the preparations. My father who is wailing with tears that keep dripping makes me want to tease him. And my husband whose body is no less trembling with mine.
"Mas, it's dong. I'm fine.. Children are also they should." Entertain me.
"Yes, honey. But I was shocked to see your condition like this. I can't imagine it." He shook his head. Seeing my stiffened body still remaining, made him think of a strange strange thing.
"Have it. Your wife is fine, don't think like that. You're a man who's a cry." My father grumbled, but he wiped his tears. Staring at me full of pain.
"Yes, yeah. Listen, your dad's, Dek. Tell me it's a crybaby, but look. Dad didn't stop crying." replied my husband.
"You are that, yes. Who is crying. This father was not crying, but moved. Having two beautiful grandchildren at once, you know!" she argued.
Me and my two in-laws just chuckled at their silliness.
"Ndok, Mama is worried about the right Doctor said, your one girl should stay longer in tabuuuuung... What tube was there, sir?." Mama glanced at my father-in-law.
"What Yo was, I forgot. It's hard." said the father.
"Tubes escalator.." replied Dad confidently.
I laugh.. "Argh .." I felt a pain in my stomach.
"Why, Nduk?."
"Why, deck?."
"Dad call the doctor for a second.."
"Wait, yeah. I'm all right. I forgot to laugh. My stomach can't be used to laugh as much as it used to cough." I said to calm those who had panicked.
"Oh, jeez.. You're a nduk. make people worry. Don't laugh, don't cough. Wong's cut is still wet" said Mama.
"You're looking for a cork, lek. Let your mommy have vegetables. Cork fish is good for wounds. There look for fresh, not salted fish." Ask the Father.
"Yes right,." Dad.
"Yes already, Mas pamit first yes dek. if there is anything, directly call." pinta Mas Baskoro. I'm nodding.
"Mom why did you tell me to go there, nduk?" asked Mama.
"Hum .. The mother lost her first child, Ma. Her son did not survive, she was also alone with her husband. So I asked Mama to hang out for a minute, let her be alone. Especially after losing her son."
"Yes, God, unfortunately" said Mama.
The father who heard my story came straight to where my mother was.
"Kasian, yeah. Losing a child, continuing to live without a brother or a parent" Mama said.
"Yes, Ma. She said she was with her husband. His family is no one to accompany."
"They're parents still there?." Mama looked at.
I'm nodding.
"So he said, still intact. Her parents are still there, her sister's sister is too."
"Come, Ma. He said his family was like that. No one cares about him."
"Kasian is so cruel that a mother lets her new child give birth and it loses all at once, alone." Mama shed tears.
I don't understand, it turns out there's something like this out there. A father's mother, no matter her own daughter. There is even a saying that parents love their grandchildren more than their children, but if you look at this. It seems like it's just a saying.
It had been about half an hour since, not a single person had come to his place.
"Mom there for a minute, yeah Nduk." Mama looked at.
"Yes, Ma." I smiled. In my heart full of gratitude, having a family that loves me so much.
"Father did not come.." asked me to see the father who also looked at meu towards the mother.
"No, they're there already. Pray from far away. May she have a loving child with both parents. In order that there would be no more such things, they would become loving parents to their children." Father who rarely spoke, but his heart was so sincere towards his son. Praying so sincerely for the person he does not know with a look of affection.
"Aamiin.."
Dia melihat kearah ku, tersenyum dan melambaikan tangan. Aku membalas lambaiannya.
Dad's back at my place.
"However yes, nduk. I don't think, why sometimes the ordeal comes at once." Dad babbling.
"Why, Dad?." I asked.
"He lost a child due to the negligence of a midwife, he said. Keep his family, from no one to accompany him to have to wait for his husband who works different cities to go home."
Dad's face looks anxious, irritated and a little reddened.
"Yes, he told me that too."
"Huh. if you know his family, he has adopted father as a father's son. You don't have to live with that kind of family. Why does he live in one house but in cuekin." grumbled Dad.
Mama also came back to my place, there was only my mother who was still by her side.
"Mama don't have the heart, nduk. Let your mother accompany you. Mama wants the nyambelin's her mother's mouth. Huh.." Mama's face is red because of emotions. His eyes were sharp because of his annoyance.
"What's up, Ma?." I asked. I don't know much of the story myself.
"His name is Wulan. The firstborn in his family. Her husband is a nomad, a Sumatran. She lives with her parents and sister. But Yo, no one's coming, or driving her here. Mom's anxious.."
"Yes, if the father-in-law is far away, there is only a father-in-law. His mother is no longer there. Naturally unable to attend, these were his own parents. Loch doesn't exist.."
"Wish. wish. don't get angry at people you don't know. You also don't know why that is, do you. Don't be bad to think first.we don't know the right one's fault." father mediate the scolding of Mama.
"Yes despite the problem, whose name is the old man, sir. There must be a time when the child is in trouble, needs them. I don't see, he's grieving. After the operation, you have to be alone. Pissers, drink whatever, sir. As a parent, there is no conscience. Fellow children, at this time parents should be there, all teaching the child. If they're on the wrong road, or something. Yeah not in cuekin gini, sir." My mother was carried away with emotion until she cried.
"That's it, Ma.." I hugged Mama.
I was confused as to what to do, just shut up. Dad, I just look at me lovingly. I stroked my head gently.
"Sir, never once you get angry at your child later, to abandon them. They are our responsibility in the world. Children never want us as parents, but we want children. If you are later in the trial of a hard child, then soften yourself. Don't get carried away getting louder huh, nduk. You are now a parent, I told you. "Dump your pot, in front of your son. Leave your money in front of your husband, yeah." Be a parent who closes hardships, grief, sadness in front of your children. Leave everything to the husband and God, yes, nduk." Father's advice will always be remembered.
"Yes, Dad."
Mother returned to my place, her tears suddenly spilled in front of me. Mom pulled a little curtain in front of my feet, closed her body a little.
"Why, Ma'am." I asked.
"What's wrong, Nduk. I'm just heartbroken."