My Dream Is Mine
11. Sahara Setyawan

...CHAPTER 09...

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Sahara Setyawan is one of the famous writers in the country, she began to be popular 7 years ago, when her novel titled 'Dream' became a best seller, so that from teenagers to the elderly many who idolized her, so that many people, in addition, he began to be active in the field of motivators and inspired many people.

But who would have thought behind the success of women is a lot of mystery that is unknown to most people. Success or a luxurious life will not guarantee a person's happiness.

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- In the Workspace

Seen Sahara who is busy completing her work, struggling with a laptop in front of her, well so the author does look quite easy, but very tiring.

"Tok tok tok" the sound of knocking on the door outside the Sahara's work room.

"Come in" he said.

Then a woman carrying documents in her hands entered the room.

Sahara looked at the woman, until the woman stood right in front of her, like she wanted to report something.

Saharapun began to open the voice "Vin, what about the situation now?" ask her to Vina who she greeted with the name Vin her personal assistant who had worked with her long enough.

"The worse, the doctor said it was likely that he would not last much longer" Vina replied telling her the truth.

Hearing the answer from his assistant just now made him very anxious, he then continued asking, "Does he still not want to see me?" tanyanya back.

"Sorry, but he doesn't even want to hear your name mistress" Vina replied in a very low tone as she hesitated to tell the person in front of her, it must have been painful for his boss.

Sahara was silent to Vina's answer, she looked sad, but seemed to be deliberately strong to cover up her sadness, "Until the end Mother still hated me very much" he said.

What they are both talking about is Inah's mother from the Sahara, since the last few years she has been sick, and until now is still in the hospital, but she is still reluctant to see her daughter.

Sahara can only quietly look at her mother's condition, and instead she asks her personal assistant Vina to take care of her mother, she still hopes that she can forgive him.

"But I'm sure he still loves you very much" Vina said as if encouraging for the Sahara.

"I hope so too" said Sahara, she knew very well how disappointed her mother was.

Seeing his boss who looked sad Vina no longer knew what she could say to encourage him. He had worked for a long time with his boss, but until now he did not know exactly how the boss felt.

Sahara dissolves in her sadness, she misses the figure of the mother who once loved her very much, even how many times Sahara made mistakes her mother was the first person who was able to forgive her mistakes.

But in the end man has a limit, Disappointment is a reason, for a mistake that cannot be forgiven. Sahara wanted to cry but her tears seemed reluctant to drip, because she knew all this was karma from her selfishness.

When he again assures himself that this is his desire whatever the consequences he must face, if the past cannot be changed, then there is no harm in trying to make up for his mistakes now.

"We haven't found anything yet, but it looks like Ms. Inah deliberately erased all traces, making it difficult for us to find clues" Vina explained.

Sahara breathed a heavy sigh, she really did not know anymore, it seems that the mother really did not give her a chance to make amends, or rather atone for her sin. "Keep on, even if there is only a glimmer of hope" he told his Assistant.

"Well" said the assistant and then walked out of the Sahara's study.

Sahara stopped her work, she then left her office, headed to one of the rooms in her house, she then entered the room that was not locked, he said, the room turned out to be a bedroom with a blend of white and pink, he then looked at the little girl who seemed to be 7 years old asleep in her sleep.

Anichka Setyawan or Cika is the name of a little girl who was sleeping in her sleep, she is the youngest child from the Sahara with Mahendra, Cika is the younger sister of Rafael Setyawan.

Sahara then approached Cika who looks sound in her sleep, she gently stroked her daughter's hair. 'Maybe what I've been doing all this time is a mistake, but you are the most beautiful gift God has given behind all the mistakes you've done' he said in his daydream

Cika who was sleeping like feeling something in her head "emm.." she who then realized from her sleep.

Cika slowly opened her eyes she saw a woman sitting next to her, "Why is Mommy here?" ask the woman he calls his mother.

Saharapun realized from his daydream, he then looked at the little girl in front of him and replied "Mother miss Cika, sorry at the end of this mother is too busy with the work of the mother" he replied to his daughter's question earlier, sorry, he rarely spends time with his little daughter.

"Cika is also kangen same mother, but Cika is more kangen same sister Rafa" said Cika.

Cika's words just added to the guilt in Sahara's heart, he knew very well his son Rafael went away from home because he did not want a roof with him, he said, and he also knew that his youngest daughter loved his sister more than anyone.

From little Cika he spent more time with his brother Rafael and Art at his house, because his father and mother were just as busy with their work. So that the closeness and affection is greater to the brother compared to his own mother who has given birth to him. And for the first time he had to be away from the brother he loved so much.

"How's Weekend going to Rafa's?" sahara asked, not wanting to see her daughter sad.

Cika who heard the words of her mother immediately woke up from her position that had previously been lying down, "Mother is not lying, right?" tanyanya girang's.

Sahara just nodded her head in response to her daughter's question.

"Yeyyyy!!" said Cika jumping with excitement on her mattress, "Makasih bundaaa" continued while hugging the mother.

Sahara also returned his daughter's embrace, he could not bring Rafael back, but at least he could bring the two brothers together.

A dark night with a cloud-covered moon, will be long, but all night long at last the dawn will come and shine. Such was the case with the Sahara, she only hoped, in the end, her redemption for her past mistakes, there would be an apology for her"

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