My Dream Is Mine
21. The Dark Past

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PT Setyawan Pustaka is one of the largest publishing companies in the country, the books published from this company are books from five-star authors, so the company has raised many prominent authors.

Sahara who aspires to become a writer started her career from online media, and in the end her talent was ogled by the famous company, it became a great opportunity for Sahara to change her life.

He then joined the company, but his dream was not that easy to achieve, he instead fell into a mistake that will not be forgiven.

Mahendra Setyawan, owner of PT Setyawan Pustaka, even liked the new writer, even though he himself was the husband of someone else.

"Marry me, then I will guarantee your career in the future" said Mahendra.

"I'm sorry, but you're married, and I don't want to disturb your household" Sahara replied.

"But I like you, I never loved my wife, we were only in a match" Mahendra said again, he really had fallen for the woman in front of him.

'I don't love him but I've come this far, if I retreat, then it will be difficult for me to achieve my dreams. No, I've sacrificed everything for this, I won't let go of it again' he said in his heart.

"Well, I want to marry you, but what about your wife and children?" said it.

"If you want I'm going to divorce my wife, and for my son Rafa it seems like you already know him and he likes you a lot" Mahendra replied.

Rafael often comes to his father's office, he also likes the Sahara, he even greeted the Sahara with the name "Beautiful Aunt" it is a special name that he gave to the Sahara.

After that day Mahendra Setyawan and Sahara began to have an affair.

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A noise filled the entire house during the day, a couple of Sadang's wives quarreled.

"I've never loved you, so please don't keep holding me back, let me be happy with the woman of my choice" mahendra said to the woman in front of him who looked pale with clear grains that continuously flowed from his eyes.

"What about me? What about Rafa? don't you love her as much as I do?" said Ratih who is none other than the legal wife of Mahendra Setyawan.

"But I love her, I don't want to let go of her, and you know very well this marriage is just a compulsion for me" Mahendra replied.

"Is it too hard for you to try to love me? Is there any lack of me? tell me, if there's gonna be I'll change everything for you if you want it" Ratih continued.

"No, you're the perfect woman" Mahendra replied.

"But why is it so hard for you to give your heart to me?" ask again with bruised eyes due to tears that never stop flowing.

"I'm sorry but I can't lie to my feelings, I never love you" said Mahendra flatly.

Hearing the words just now Ratih's heart was torn apart, the man he had given all his heart had never loved him, which woman's heart was resistant to this.

Moreover, the husband who he thought was loyal, even his grief and even love the woman, the woman he had only known one year ago, the last, the man who devoted his life to her husband never got his heart.

"i kept waiting for 10 years, until I thought your feelings were mine, but no, I was wrong until the end you didn't care about my feelings" she said with tears flowing.

"I'm sorry, but my decision has been unanimous, I want to part with you" Mahendra said confident in his decision, then left the room to leave the house.

"I beg you, at least for Rafa, don't leave me." begged the husband.

"I beg you, don't leave me, I'll do everything, whatever you want, but don't end this relationship" continued begging.

Ratih constantly begged the husband, but not in the gubris. Mahendra even got into his car not caring about Ratih who was kneeling at his feet. The car left the residence.

Ratih's tears broke, his feelings were broken, his love had only clapped one hand, the household he always dreamed of was destroyed in a day, because of the figure of the woman who captured the heart of her husband, her husband, a heart that never even loved him.

Shortly after the white car entered the gate of the house, his son who was picked up by the driver had arrived.

Ratih then immediately wiped his tears, repaired his hair and his messy clothes due to kneeling begging the husband earlier. Because he didn't want his son to see his chaotic look.

A little boy in a Red White uniform got out of the car and immediately ran to hug the mother, "Mamaa" he said hugging Ratih.

Ratin held back her tears that wanted to drip, she tried to look fine in front of her son. He then hugged Rafa tightly, continuing to think about how the fate of Rafa who will face his separation with Mahendra.

"Uhukk"

"Lepasin ma, mama swooped it too tightly, Rafa was claustrophobic" said Rafa, with the mother's arms so tight that he felt claustrophobic.

Ratih immediately let go of his embrace, he was too late to unconsciously hurt his son.

"Sorry mama well dear, mama kangen with Rafa" said Ratih removing tears that accidentally dripped.

"Mama gapapa? mama's crying?" asked Rafa who was not used to seeing her mother like this.

"Who said mama was crying? haha Mama gapapa there is only dust that enters the eyes of mama" he replied with a smile to reassure the child.

"Seriously mama gapapa?" ask Rafa back.

"Dong Iyya dear, mama gapapa, yaudah enter yuk, Rafa want to eat what?" train with a forced smile.

"Well, if you're from a mama who cooks, it must be delicious" replied Rafa girang.

Ratih then clasped his son's hand into the house, as if nothing had happened.

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After accompanying Rafa on schoolwork, Rafa finally fell asleep, Ratih then returned to his room. Staring at her framed wedding photos was exquisite.

He never thought his marriage would end like this, the marriage he had always hoped for once in his lifetime, until the death of separation was now being processed in court.

"Treettt.." phone ringing on her phone.

Ratih picked up the phone immediately, "Hallo, do you know who that woman is?" practice without further ado.

"She's a lady, she's one of the new writers who works at this company" said someone across the street.

"I know that, but what's the woman's name?" ask Ratih curiously.

"Sahara, the woman is named Sahara" the man said.

'Sahara, I will look for you, I will not let my marriage end like this' she said in her heart.

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